so SISPEC it is.
Ever wondered why God do not punish pastors with seemingly warped doctrine? Punish them by like, destroying their fellowship, making their roof fall down on their head, or even making them vomit and shit at the same time. Sometimes, i hear people discussing about certain churches regarding their, somewhat, bad practices and their incorrect interpretation of the bible. Overtime, discussions leads to impressions, and ultimately, seperation. Personally, i was swayed by their opinions once. That was when i was still very very enthusiastic for God and felt what i thought was a 'Holy Anger' from God.
Now, my spirit is very weak and my life is very bad, but one thing's for sure; sometimes, things are more interesting and meaningful when viewed for another angle - when u are down in the slumps. Yes, doctrines can be faulted and new theories can be formed everyday, but does God cares as much about all these as much as He cares for pre-believers to hear the good news of Christ? As much as i enjoy listening to theological debates, i am sure that preaching the Word and love of Christ is much more meaningful than having grown up men and women quarrelling over bible tenses and understandings.
Maybe, when i am dry and feel hopeless, when i start not to envy the brains of the theologians but to envy the passion and love for Christ which propells any individual to accomplish exploits for God. And that, left me humbled when i look at how the past 10 weeks of life had been. Where is thy passion, caleb?
Learn, to forgive yourself. If not, no matter how many times Jesus forgive u, u'll still be in bondage.
Ever wondered why God do not punish pastors with seemingly warped doctrine? Punish them by like, destroying their fellowship, making their roof fall down on their head, or even making them vomit and shit at the same time. Sometimes, i hear people discussing about certain churches regarding their, somewhat, bad practices and their incorrect interpretation of the bible. Overtime, discussions leads to impressions, and ultimately, seperation. Personally, i was swayed by their opinions once. That was when i was still very very enthusiastic for God and felt what i thought was a 'Holy Anger' from God.
Now, my spirit is very weak and my life is very bad, but one thing's for sure; sometimes, things are more interesting and meaningful when viewed for another angle - when u are down in the slumps. Yes, doctrines can be faulted and new theories can be formed everyday, but does God cares as much about all these as much as He cares for pre-believers to hear the good news of Christ? As much as i enjoy listening to theological debates, i am sure that preaching the Word and love of Christ is much more meaningful than having grown up men and women quarrelling over bible tenses and understandings.
Maybe, when i am dry and feel hopeless, when i start not to envy the brains of the theologians but to envy the passion and love for Christ which propells any individual to accomplish exploits for God. And that, left me humbled when i look at how the past 10 weeks of life had been. Where is thy passion, caleb?
Learn, to forgive yourself. If not, no matter how many times Jesus forgive u, u'll still be in bondage.