HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHEAK.
and everyone shall agree that the look on his face was, well, PRICELESS. haha.

bladed and sentosa-ed. Long time since i last did those.

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MY PLANS FOR PROM
A) buy the stuff - done
B) slim down so that i can wear them perfectly - i think i'll start tml.

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PROCRASTINATION
Aaron's realli getting on my nerves sometimes. Anyone should be responsible enought to wash their own cups after use, and its only logical to wash every single thing in the basin when u start washing, instead of being not so hardworking. But, he kept telling me to stop nagging and told me he'll do it later. I gonna get very angry and... ok, i'll tell you later.

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One thing that i have recieved from my own devotional life and also from my cell group was; my attitude- i need to change.

What's the use of doing a few-hours-per-day devotion, when you see it as a chore, and that your attitude towards it was that it was a liability, that if you do not fulfill the limit you've set for yourself, God is gonna be unhappy with you so much so that He's gonna make your mother cook bittergourd for seven consecutive dinners? For this reason, everytime my QT starts to drag, i would excuse myself for the day and tell myself that i should not be a hypocrite and act devoted cos in actual fact my mind is wondering about somewhere in a self-proclaimed utopia. Its like my mind was set on this mindset, until i went for last week's cell group.

Aaron(my cell leader, not brother), was telling us about this equation:

Walk with God a.k.a Spiritual life = attitude + time spent with God, (or somthing like that)

afterwhich, he asked what does this symbolises. Joanne jokingly said that it symbolises, if u put the "Walk with God a.k.a Spiritual life" over to the right side of the equation, all will cancel out to zero. James said we have to factorise it first. Someone said its complex numbers. Everyone laughed, but we later realised that it make perfect sense.

For a sinusoidal wave travelling towards the right, the particle most right will always be leading the particle directly to the left of it. "Attitude" and "Time spent with God", are these 2 particals. Which one leads which? This question i have always pondered and thought over a gazillion times. Aaron said that it is possible that anyone could lead the other. It dint make sense to me, so i challenged him and told him why i think "attitude" should be the leader.

"if u spend 3 hours doing a quiet time but your attitude is not right, does it means that because of the quantity of time, the quality of quiet time will improve?" , i asked.

i wasnt trying to trap him or whatever. I just needed a clear answer. Thank God, Aaron was patient. More patient than he had been few years back. He thought for awhile and replied me with a reply that set me thinking, and which of course, gained him more respect from me, sth important, since he is just only taking over the reigns from Jonathan and Kamun, whom i have forgotten to send them off to Australia last week.

"If you had set yourself 3 hours to do a quiet time and you complete it, even if you do not feel anything throughout the 3 hours, wont that speak alot about your attitude towards God too? You see, sometimes when times are tough, quality do not come by as easily. The next best thing u could do with is quantity.", he replied

and, i guess, its very logical, aint it? Spend time to wait on God, Someone once told me. He also said that, a tith of my time is 2.4 hours a day, but God is not looking for that.

Walk on, Caleb, make up for lost time.

FISHING.

fishing rod- $60
cage- $12
net-$12
hooks and weights - $5
bait- $ 7
entrance fee- $34

total cost- $130

total returns- one sleepless night, and one single fish worth less than $1.30 in the market.(Its about the size of my palm, exclusive of the fingers)

of course, there are the many lessons learnt too. Exclude the lesson that "i should not trust my brother's knot tying skills", i still learnt quite alot this morning.

Fishing, is more than just the fish and the smell. Its the experience, the interaction with the people you are fishing with, the training of inter-personal interactive skills, and so many more. Its like a summary of your life, full of ups and downs, hopes and drowns.

To cast your bait, its a hope. Seeing the rod move when a fish get caught on it, is an expectation that hopes to be met. Of course, the road to it, is patience. To sit down and quietly look at that piece of sky in the background of the tip of the rod, and then the rod again, is a relaxed way of torturing yourself. Yet, its vital and the key to landing a big catch.

When you are fishing, a fellow fisherman is like someone from your own village/ hometown. We help one another where each other lack, in terms of technicality and appliances. Its a wonderful place to be.

One thing that is important when you are fishing, as a noob at least, is not to be a snob, nor be so proud that you dont ask for help. Help is always available, you just have to ask for it at times.

Then, there were candid moments. Firstly, i casted a bait with 3 weights attached to it, without even unlocking the rod. In the end, instead of hearing the heart-soothing whizzing sound of the coil of nylon unwinding at rapid pace, we all, me, aaron and jospeh, heard a loud "piak". It was rather hilarious cos all of us expected to hear that all so adrenaline pumping WHIIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzz.

And there was also this time yesterday when i practically walked round the whole pond(mind you its big), just to chase a fish that was going around the pond before i met this interesting malay youth who joking told me that the fish was going on a marathon cos all of us saw it going round the pond at least 4~5 times.

And the malay uncle telling us that he once caught a fish with a dustbin cover.

And the fact that i seem like i was feeding the fish instead of luring them to death, cos the bait most times came back empty.

And, the last time aaron casted it bait, it did not end up in the water but up the the trees instead. I guess he was fishing for a bird instead? haha.

I just wanna thank God for the wonderful people who have helped me on this fishing trip, no matter how futile it seems in terms of fishing results. :D Thx uncles for the free life prawns, and the free waits. :D

Anyway, looks like i dont hafta plan my holidays already. God has more or less done that for me, through church and cell group. Don't realli like it, but well, one of my resolution is to try to build relationships in my cell group cos they will be one of those who will, well, support me spiritually and stuff. Just hope i dont disappoint my frens from all walks of life when they try to organise outings. hai.

i am so bored these few days. Been trying to get on track with my quiet time, the quality part, and its realli hard. Yeah i planned to do this and that, even planned to fast and pray and stuff, but some things cant be planned and rush right? The temple in the old testimon could be tore down in a single day, but it took generations to rebuild. Goodness, how long do i need to wait on God before going back the the place i was with Him? Its totally my fault to let studies consume me.

Well, today's been very happening for me, for once after exams. Morning, woke up and had a treasure hunt game all ard my house looking for a calculator so that my brother could like, use it for his last paper which is O lvls combine science MCQ. Dint managed to find it (i'm just listing my day so if you're , just click that X at the top right hand corner, haha. sorry), so i had to call kevin and jolynn to borrow. Thereafter, i went for an hour jog which was so slow the snails and tortises probably lapped me. Tiring though.

Met aaron and my cousin sophia at 11 to go Tan Tock Seng hospital to visit our grandfather. Of course, we were late, so i planned to act out a quarrel so that phia phia will forget abt her anger and start to try to patch us up. Of cos, its a ploy. It goes sth like:

(when we meet phia phia at novena)

Me(Angrily): See la, tell you to stop finding your underwear already, now poor phia phia have to wait for us.

Aaron: But i wanna change what. Just come back from school very uncomfortable.

Me: You were already wearing 3 underwears!

Aaron: Cold marh. Need to wear more.

Me: Than u just go and get that turban and start wrapping yourself up la.

hmm, she dint laughed though. Even after such a well thought through plan and the rehearsals on the MRT. Nvm, we continued on our journey to TTSH.

Hai, my grandad, he cant seem to remember all three of us. 舅舅was there though, and he, for the second time in a gazillion years, gave 3 of us 50 bucks for our movie. I, being the oldest, set about planning the day's trip. After bidding our goodbyes, we proceeded promptly to my mom's office, as i have planned, so that we could catch some free lunches before mom set off to visit my grandad.

[Insert foto later, lazy brother refuses to upload picture]

Met Wendy Tan ZHAO RONG on the way (eh dee, i realised u still have bio on THURSDAY. i should have rubbed it in just now. haha) oh well. Pleasent surprise. Someone was on her way to vivocity sumore.

"The Covenent" turned out to be a bewitched show, which is all abt the Sons of Ipswich, some scorcery bloodline thingie. "Sarah" is pretty, but i think the main actor is handsome. Well, i can comfirm its cos in the show his name is Caleb. Niehiehei. must be la. haha. Oh well, was sorta forced to watch it cos that brother of mine watched flushed away and even after persuasion from 2 handsome cousins (yea my female cousin is quite handsome, haha), still refused to watch it cos he watched it on friday. Grr.

Oh right, the second part of the day was also pretty well spent. As i had planned, aaron and i went to a fishing shop to buy the neccessaries for tonight. The shop uncle was pretty interesting, educating us and at the same time showing of his shop and prized catches. haha. hmm, its gonna be a long long night training our patience at Pasir Ris tonight thanks to my idea of fishing. Yea,i know you guys, inclusive of TY and Handsome Ong, think its an old person sport, thus rejecting my offer to hop along. Neverthesless, my intention was for it to be a bonding session, sort of, with talkable people(aaron can be quite boring at times, like me. its in the blood). haha. Time to waste some time and just sit by the sea/pond, thinking and sleeping.

3pm, Hindarto called for me to join him and chao qun and weesiang at the food fair at expo and i trodded down with a half-empty stomache(remember the free lunch earlier on?) Walked ard and koped all the free food. Ming De was there, and he treated all of us some free food, which is good food, from the stall his mom set up. Its good to have a junior as filial as him. Comes in pretty handy when u are hard on cash. haha. Spent a considerable amount of time trying to persuade chaoqun to come fishing with me later cos of his weekly fishing experiences with his dad, but well, someone still has bio paper to take.

And now, i am waiting for aaron to wake up before conquering the fishes! Residents of the Pasir Ris sea, HERE I COME! Bow down to King Caleb and i might spare you being fried alive!!!! haha.

I'm probably the envy of many of those who are still muggin for their A's. How come i dont realli feel free? ah nvm.

Lets see. Walked three cinemas before coming down to marina where they have seats for "step up", thanks to the persistence of me jaryl joleen, and others. Frankly, its a pretty nice show though i know i prob can never dance like that. haha. Everyone's showing a relaxed side which had eluded us for quite some time. Hung out for awhile and met alot of frens; Cheak, and other who are unplanned; Hin :D, Samuel from Mshs, Xinyu from Tchs(can u believe it, i bumped into him and his girl 4 times in 4 hours. whats the probability man!), Jonathan fron tchs, and Jasmine from OG13. And, this is the first time so many people go for a class outing. hmm.

Came home to catch my show before being talked into watching naruto, courteosy of aaron(who still has one MCQ paper which he is unwilling to study hard for), and at last i am bloggin for the first time taking the stand of someone who had sat for his A levels.

hai, i can only talk abt all these now, after losing the pace of studying. Its a time of my life i will remember, fondly i hope.

Tml, will be the day both my cell leaders get married. No, wait. In fact, they are gonna be so in less than 12 hours, and their special command is, "dont give any present except money ", basically cos they will be moving to australia and the moving and shifting will, yea, be a burden. I will miss them no doupt, esp Jonathan, since hes like a doting big brother. Fondly, i can remember the time when he and his dad both helped me by acting for me in my sec 4 art project, even fetching me to and fro the places to shoot. Theres also the retakes and the constipated reactions that i caught on cam. Sorry, i cant formulate my words well but suddenly, its like all these things are floating back into memory.

Ah yes, Kamun, she's realli a good older sibling in Christ, never throwing her authorithy around, always listening and never critisising, not even jokingly. What else to say but; "God must have made them for one another". haha.

CONGRATULATION JONATHAN AND KAMUN!

Hope i dont eat too much later. haha

i wanna pen this down before i leave for my last paper.

I know God knows that I know that i do not deserve what i have. Its 5 hours from the end of my last paper, and 10 hours ago my family almost lost one of our members. Thank God for sustaining me on this roller coaster ride. Whatever issit and however i do later; the whaff of freedom, i can smell, but i hope after this, i wont stray.

Thanking God, for who He is.

YOUTUBE ROCKS! Niehiehiehiehiehie

hi everyone, the other good thing abt hongkong show is that, u can search it on youtube! haha. I jumped straight to the last episode. So unlike Singaporean shows. that time i wanted to watch "an enchanted life" oso must pay money on mobtv. grr.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN.
yeah for those 05S75sers out there, it is. haha.

hi blogger. its the second time u see me today. that, proves one thing.

I AM BORED.

Crystal Jaded today cos Jaryl somehow convinced me to part with my money, but its for a good cause. To celebrate Brian's birthday. haha.

Since the last post, which was like 3 or 4 hours ago, i've been won over by what my mind is telling me, that i am very very tired, but i tried to sleep to no avail. Sialah i even tried watching a boring war show which obviously dint work. Insomia? Hope not. Maybe I'm too excited that a trying phase in my life is almost gonna be over.

after A's, whats next?

Thank God, the A levels outing is almost over. 1 more paper for me. Than begin the wait for the results, but for now, its a two days wait for the last MCQ paper. Another test in life almost down. haha.

i gotta say, i am starting to appreciate all these examinations. Its been a long way from where i came. The learning to discipline myself in my studies and quiet time from scratch, the struggles of the flesh(tv, sleep..), the trusting in God for strength, for hints, for answers, for help, for comfort... These, are the sweetness amidst the bitterness i supposed. What would life be without trials and tests man? God would more likely than not, be my last priority, no kidding.

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i've recently switched from channel 8 9pm serial to channel U 10pm serial. I just cant stand this show on channel 8 9pm. Their intentions are good; propagating people to save money, but the way they do it, argh! Every episode at almost every interval, there is a quarrel, a fight, a catfight.

On the contrary, 'Triumph In The Skies", its a hongkong show, holds more humour, has a better story line, and there is no quarrels up till now. Not major ones though. i would definately recommend it over channel 8 9pm shows. haha.

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my brother sent me this song quite some time ago. ever since, its been in my mp3 player and recently i've took to listening it. i will attempt, later, to try to word-i-fy it, the caleb way. haha.

Just wanna share, this song is realli very edifying for me, cos this song kept replaying in my mind during papers these 2 days, esp the "My Prince of Peace" part. very peaceful when doing paper. Gan giong but peaceful. ahah. If Anyone interested in the song, tag me, i'll send. leave you addy too hr. haha.

ok before i continue, i gotta blog first if not people will give up reading cos of the late part of this entry. hahHAHAHA.

Latest news:
1) Bush is visiting Singapore, which accounts for the delay in A levels time
2) There will be a GST hike from next year onwards, to 7%
3) Arsenal won Liverpool 3-0.
4) The Singapore Tourism board is in approval of building a Space tourism centre in Singapore which enables space travels from this island state of us. the idea's a good one, but the price for a 2.5 hours trip into space will cost $ 200 000 approx. A 21-day tour(which includes a half an hour space walk and 3 days on the moon surface) would cost a hefty $ 3 000 000. can u all just imagine the GST that one have to pay? considering 7%, its like $ 14 000 for the $ 200 000, and $ 210 000 for the $ 3 000 000 trip. That, is such a turn off. gah.

ok thats abt it. enjoy the song. ahah.

Artist: Yohe, Vicki
Album: I Just Want You
Song: Because of Who you Are (Written by Martha Munizzi & Dan Munizzi)

Because of who You are, I give You glory
Because of who You are, I give You praise
Because of who You are, I will life my voice and say
Lord I worship You, because of who You are
Lord I worship You, because of who You are
(Repeat)

Jehovah Jireh, my Provider
Jehovah Nissi, Lord You reign in victory
Jehovah Shalom, my Prince of Peace
And I worship You, because of who You are
(Repeat)

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ok the interesting part is, now i will attempt to try to describe how the song actually went. haha. ok this is fun, for me at least. heh heh

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LEGEND: Black- Vicki, Grey- choir.

oOOo.. I will worship You Lord... oOo thank You Jesus.. oOoo thank You Lord, I love You Lord..

Because of who You are, I give You glory
Because of who You arrrrre, I give You praise
Because of whoooo You are, I will lift my voice and say
Lord I worship You, because of who You arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrre
LLord I worship You, beccause of who You arrrrrrrrre

Because of who You are, I giIIiiive You glory
Because of who You are, I give You glory
Because of who You arrrrrre, I give You praise
Because of who You are, I give You praise
Because of who You are, I will lift my voice and say
Because of who You are, I will lift my voice and say
Lord I worship You, because of who You arrrrre
Lord I worship You, because of who You are
Lord I worship You, because of who You arrrre
Lord I worship You, because of who You are

You see You're Jehovah... Jehovah Jireh, ,
My Provider... My Provider
Jehovah Nissi.. Jehovah Nissi
Lord You reeeeeeign You reign Lord You reign in victory,
in victory

Jehovah Shalom
You're My Prince of Peace , my Prince of Peace
and I worship You And I worship You, because of who You are
just because, just because

Because of who You are, I give You glory
Because of who You are, I give You glory
Because of who You are, I give You praise
Because of who You are, I give You praise
Because of who You are, I will life my voice and say
Because of who You are, I will lift my voice and say
Lord I worship You, because of who You arrrrrrrrrre
Lord I worship You, because of who You are
Lord I worship You, becccause of who You arrrrrrrrrre
Lord I worship You, because of who You are

You seee You're Jehovah.. Jehovah Jireh
My Provider.. My Provider
Jehovah Nissi.. Jehovah Nissi,
Lord You reeeeeeign, Lord You reign in victory
You reign, in victory
Jehova Shalom.. Jehovah Shalom
You're my Prince of Peace, yes You are.. my Prince of Peace
And I worship You.. And I worship You,
Not because of what You've done but just because You are, YOU are! Because of who You are

Jehovah, Jehovah Jireh.. Jehovah Jireh
My provider.. My Provider
oh You be the way when there seem to be no way Jehovah Nissi..Jehovah Nissi,
Lord you reign You reign You reign.. Lord You reign in victory
You reign in victory
Jehovah Shalom.. Jehovah shalom,
You're my Prince of Peace.. my Prince of Peace yes You are
And I worship You.. And I worship You,
I was born to worship, I long to worship And I worship You,

ooOOoo its an honour Jesus.. because of who You are

oOooOOoo I love You Lord I love You Lord ooOo nobody like You Jesus

I worship You, because of who You arrRRrrRRrrrRrrreee....

Dint plan to blog today. Ok, i dont usually PLAn to blog.

today, its the first time i went to tuition early, besides the first time when i had to make a good impression. The only difference this time, no other student was there except me - cos the teacher cancelled tuition and never tell me.

therefore, i missed that chance to stand next to my aunt Jessy when she cooked the pork chop.

at least i get to eat it.

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I watched a show just 2 days ago. Not much conversation, but moving pictures spoke a zillion words. A love that a dumb and senile grandmother has for her spoilt grandson. Its a Korean show, <HUI2 JIA1>. VERY VERY touching.

watch it, u people. But after A levels la. haha. but it'll be a little boring for those people that onli like fast paced shows.

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on a side note, phia phia passed survived her promos in ajc, so said my aunt. Good. heh.

i may not be very smart, but i am wise enough to be staying at my granny's house for free consultation with my cousin. HAHA!However, now i am utterly convinced that my cousin is a ge-ge-ge-ge-geeeenious. He remembers physics formulas tht i'm not even sure. disgusting, but thank God he could help me. heh.

Science and Religion

"Just yesterday i read that scientist from 2 diff countries have coorperated to come up with a precedure, that using stem cell research, is able to return sight to the three blind mice..."

yeah i know GP's over, but i do have an interesting view that i wanna write down/share.

How people view the study of science, science and technological advancement(by the thought-school of caleb)

SOME: WOW! God's creation is so wonderful, marvelous, accurate and precise!

OTHERS: WOW! With all these knowledge, lets be our own gods and get creation of newer species under way!

I'm not saying which view is wrong, but obviously, SOME is correct. haha.



ok people, i am finally a two subber. I've dropped maths, cos, primarily, its over. haha. Wanna say a huge thanks to people out there who've been praying/sending sms/sending sms hints. Do continue to do so. HAH!

on the way back from maths, i decided to put my maths skills to test and start to plan financially for my future.

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[EDIT]

NOT FOR THE FAINT HEARTED. ITS A LONG ENTRY FROM HERE ON. TIM1, HANDSOME ONG AND VONN PROBABLY START TO WANNA STOP READING HERE. HAHA.

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PLAN A

Starting as soon as possible, i am going to put $1 000 in a bank in an annual basis, and very soon, i will become a millionare! Ok lets see how long i will have to wait. $ 1 000 000 divided by $ 1 000.

wow, going by my superb maths calculation, by plan A, i will need 1 000 years to be a millionare. Thats not too bad eh? haah.

PLAN B

Starting as soon as possible, i must put $ 1 000 in a fix deposit. My Aunty Angie says that the bank offers 3% for fixed deposit. I calculated, and in 40 years after puttin in the money, i will be getting $ 3 o75 from that $ 1 000 alone.

PLAN B - Verson 0.2

After putting in $ 1 000 for my first year in a fixed deposit, i'll put $ 1 000 for every beginning of the year. Using a calculator, after 40 years(retirement is assumed to be 60 years old), i will have $ 77 663 . Subtracting those i put in the back, i would have earned $( 77 663 - 40 000) = $ 37 663.

PLAN B - Version 0.3

Assuming i will be able to get a part time job while studying after NS, i should be able to save, i hope, about $ 5 000 a year, if i faithfully kope food from others and go home from dinner.

So, going according to plan, including the NS years, After 40 years, i will have $ 364 433 . Minusing those i put in myself, i would have made $ 172 433. Thats qutie a hefty sum.

Now, the problem is, i got no money. Haha

There are other factors i have to play with. Lets see.

Basic pay of NS men - $ 300
ok wait, its not called pay, its called ALLOWANCE. ahha.

If i get into OCS, good, if not, it's be an avearge of abt $500 a month. Considering 2 years, i'll have $12 000. Minusing off every week end spend $ 80, i be left with $ 3 680 --->put in bank.

When entering uni, lets say i get a job at $ 1 000 a month. Of course by then i got no recess money and have to "pay back" my mom for her care out of filial piety have to give some money to my mom (ok la, i love my mom. HAHA), thithing and some of my own expediture, i should be able to save $ 200 a month. (thats if aaron keeps his promise and "lend" me his laptop when he enters NS. Thank God i am exactly 2 years older than him). That will be $ 2 400 annually for 3~4 years.

After Uni, lets say that i cannot find a job for 3 months so i decide to slack another 3 months until someone come begging to me to ask me to take up a job cos they finally see the uncut gem inside of me, starting pay should be $2 000 (sorry girls, priviledge of NS men). minusing off everything, i should be able to save $ 1 000 a month. so first year can save $ 6 000 and second year, $ 12 000, and so on. Lets see, if my pay rises at a rate of 10% every year... haha.

UNTIL HERE, HOPES OF BECOMING A MILLIONARE IS HIGH!

ok now, than come the sickness, doctors visitation(if i get really sick), pet dog, trying to be a doting older brother and a nice son, maybe gf(high cost), not forgetting the ring and house and car and petrol and PUB bills, furnitures, repairs for car, contact lenses/ specs, overseas trip(this will be a major money leakage since next time the people going overseas with my money would have increased and not decrease, assuming housewife), OH YAR, FOOD. Income tax, GST, Road tax, CPF, ERP, petrol, children's education and every other random things. now let me see.

Lets say my pay is about $ 2 500, -$50 hp bills, -$ 50 PUB bills, -$50 doctor visitation, -$ 300 on marketing for food alone, -$300 for own expenses, -$500 for house, -$500 for car, -$100 for all taxes and GST, assuming my pet dog survive on the left overs from dinner, -$ a few hundred for wife expenses, -$ 100 for mom, i'll be left with say abt $ 350 to save a month.

OK, now there is still an extravagent wedding and honeymoon to the Jupiter. The hotel and church bookings blah blah... now lets see, whatever money i made up to the time i get married would be net $ 0. So lets say i get married at 24 26, it will be 34 years to retirement. now, lets start calculating.

That will be $ 4 200 a year. lets say holidays for the first 7 years be kept simple, which means JB, since children cannot go too far, so one year can save abt $ 3 200.

By plan B, assuming i put $ 3 200 in every year, By the time i am 60, i will have $ 190 278. plus CPF<http://mycpf.cpf.gov.sg/Members/home.htm>, an average of 16% of pay throughout working life, on $ 400 a month, tht will be another $ 163 200. That will be $ 353 478.

If both me and my wife live to a ripe old age of 900 years old, minusing the 60 years that passed, there will be 840 more years to go. I'll have to survive on a bit more than $400 a year, which translate one person $ 0.50/ day each, which is worse than poverty level. all this, assuming that I reject being a burden to my children.

All the best to me. haha

Thats why, after calculation, u will realise, its still best to lift your future and money woes up to God.

If i get matyred, like real soon, than all the lesser things to worry abt, but that brother of mine have to bear the burden of the whole house to himself. haha.

....figures are just an approximate....

i think i am allergic to sumthing. Sialah. Chin area's been itching like... er.. cant think of an analogy.

ok i'm here to share of my first trip in aunty angie's car. Its a silver toyota. Nothing much to share actually, haha, just that i survived. All the way to church and back. Its quite comfortable actually. haha.

YOU
(Songs and lyrics by caleb. with help from Taiyong.)

Verse:

--EJESUS<3G#mYOU!
I am, but a human being.

F#mJESUSC#mlovesSFCB7
Weak, and shrouded with sin.

JESUSE<305S75G#mYESHEDOES!
You said, I am made in Your being,

JESUSF#mlovesSAJCC#mJESUSB7lovesSAJCA
But why, why's my mind full of anger and doupts

JESUSlovesC#musallB7:):):):):)A
Why is my life full of ups, and downs.


Pre-Chorus:

JESUSC#mlovesmeJESUS
As I open up my heart, I heard

AlovesC#m me B7JESUSlovesAME!
Child, turn, and ask of Me now,
JESUSlovesme
So I said


Chorus:

E JESUSlovesmeJESUSB7
Fill my mind with ten good things Lord,

:):DA JESUSlovesmeJESUSlovesme
Of You, You, You, You, You

YEA!B7 JESUSlovesmeJESUSloves
And five more things of You

me EJESUSlovesme :) B7 JESUSlovesme
The five more things i want of You,

JESUSAlovesme B7
Its You, You, You

JESUSlovesmeE
You and only You.

GOD IS FAITHFUL, SO WE SHALL ALL PASS "A" LEVELS, AND NOT ONLY THAT BUT ALSO SCORE!!:D


(Song of this season of my soul.)
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ok people, its 13th of April at 2.30pm for me. dont ask me what sku, i still dunno. haha.


hi tekong. Now, dosent it just looks homely to you? hmm. *warning* to the mosquitoes and blood sucking leeches, i wanna inform all of u insects and beast that i eat tobasco sauce like free, so u might end up like the poor mosquito which self destruct on the tobasco advert. haha.



than again, its the same date for chaos and ty. If i get to be with either one of them, it'll be so much easier(i hope) fighting the faith fight inside there. And we shall set out to convert the commander, and have him convicted that he should not treat his brothers in Christ with contempt but with love, like, sharing the good food and prolong sleeping hours.....

and once again, i feelike typing some feedback abt the show last night, but i shall save it. i was boiling blood.