Sunday, February 19, 2006

hey frens.. this is a piece o koped from "http://www.derekprince.org/site/PageServer?pagename=caleb"

this is the true meaning of caleb :D read and be blessed!



Dear Friend,

I once heard Derek Prince say that the essence of the Christian life could be boiled down to a two-word command of Jesus:

“Follow Me.”

Throughout the decades that I had the privilege of serving Derek, I always marveled at his commitment to follow Jesus. His overwhelming focus and priority was to simply hear what the Lord was telling him and then do it.

He also devoted a big part of his teaching ministry to encouraging the rest of us to do the same.

A remarkable teaching along these lines that really stands out in my mind is one Derek titled, “Caleb: Lessons from a Dog’s Life.”

In that teaching he pointed out that the Hebrew name Caleb literally means, “a dog.” Here’s a little snippet from that unusual teaching:

What was the dog nature in Caleb? Shall I tell you? Five times it says, “He wholly followed the Lord.” Wholly, which means “totally.” Five times! For example, in Numbers 14:24, the Lord is speaking and He says:



But My servant Caleb, because he has a different spirit in him and has followed Me fully, I will bring into the land where he went, and his descendants shall inherit it.

He repeats that declaration four more times in Scripture.


Now, there’s a lot of discussion about Hebron. It’s one of the burning issues. I’ll tell you who is going to get it in the end: the descendants of Caleb. That was settled about 3,400 years ago. Why? Because he wholly followed the Lord.

So the question is: Are you wholly following the Lord?

That’s a sobering question, isn’t it?

I suspect most of us, if we’re honest, would admit that we have a ways to go in that regard. I know I do. That’s why I’m so challenged by something else Derek said about Caleb:

Now, what is it about Caleb, “the dog,” that gave the pattern for you and me? What are the aims of a typical dog? The first thing is to be near the master. Is that right — you that own dogs?

Say you’re sitting on one side of the room, the dog is sprawled out at your feet. You get up to move to another chair. Wearily the dog heaves itself to its legs, slumps down and seems to say, “Why did you have to move? But if you move, I have to move.”

So that’s the first thing. And I think, probably, that the most important thing in the Christian life is to be near Jesus. You cannot go wrong, really, if your aim is to be near Jesus.

The very fact that you are in relationship with this ministry indicates to me that you are a person who desires to be near Jesus and follow where He leads.

People who are just looking for a shallow, feel-good message don’t hang around here long. People who don’t want to be challenged to go higher and deeper in God simply aren’t attracted to Derek’s teaching.



That’s why we’re so grateful to have you as a friend and partner.

Frankly, that bold, clear call to follow Jesus is exactly what the current generation of believers desperately needs to hear.

God’s people are starving for teaching that calls us to holiness, sacrifice, consecration, and service — to something larger, more glorious, and more divine than ourselves.

Thus, we’re counting on you to help us bring that kind of teaching to new generations in America and to hungry believers around the world — through radio, audio, video, the printed word and the Internet.

There’s never been a greater need for teaching like “Caleb: Lessons from a Dog’s Life.” (We’d like to send you the entire teaching on audio CD to bless and thank you! Click here for details.)

Please be a part of keeping Derek’s voice alive for the church in these crucial last days by sharing a gift of support if you possibly can.

God bless you.

Sincerely in His service,



David Selby

Executive Director

P.S. In the message, “Caleb: Lessons from a Dog’s Life,” Derek relates a remarkable visitation he received from the Lord concerning America and God’s heart for the nation. We’d be honored to send the entire message to you.


Mama Glow came over yest. she spoke some things into my life that i realli realli thirst for. thank God! let samsom hear the tape liao and he felt it was good. and oso.. his feelings for my tag team partner.. that it will be a particular person. haha..

zao lo

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

mommy it back!!!! i love my mom! haha...

zao lo!

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

I MISS MY MOM!!!! arghz! i just cant wait for my mom to come home.. shes in Indonesia having a holiday! gah. :(

the house seems so empty. no one to nag at me. no one to fold my clothes. no one to cook. no one to look after me and my bro when we fell sick. no one to mop the floor. no one to wash our clothes. no one to wake me up. no one to ask money from. no one to hear sound of living things from e.g. breathing. no one except we ourselves to do it and we are just TOO LAZY. haha! THE HOUSE SEEMS SO DEAD~!

now i realli realli gotta thank God of teaching me how to appreciate my mom without taking her permenently away from me. now i realli realli miss my mom. i am mom-sick. alot of subtle things my mom do for me cos of her love for the family and we dint catch it until when she goes for a holiday! haiz..

MOMMY FASTER COME BACK!!!MOMMY FASTER COME BACK!!!MOMMY FASTER COME BACK!!!MOMMY FASTER COME BACK!!!MOMMY FASTER COME BACK!!!MOMMY FASTER COME BACK!!!MOMMY FASTER COME BACK!!!

haha.

zao lo

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

i love thinking. esp the last few days.. came to a point of realisation that i am actualli a very unwilling person.. one who is more likely to say "HUH!?!?" rather than "YES!" when assigned a task.

very prominently.. this can be seen in my QT.. alwaes draggin.. lets say that i have a full day of holiday.. at noon wheni wake up i will say i must do my QT.. than i will go to my bed and decide when i should do wad.. b4 i know.. i will fall into another sleep and than wake up in time for dinner than tv than at last manage to do QT.. cos i haf been telling myself i do QT best at nighte.. hence a whole day is gone.. no enthusiasm but got passion.. as in i alwaes look forward to QT sometimes.. esp after a hard day. but jsut not willing to get it started..

also in my studying life.. i lost passion to study. ok wait let me rephrase.. no passion in the first place.. alwaes got time i wont study i go and slack ard.. arghz~! caleb! wad u doing!

even just now learning the SFC dance.. i did it initialli with an unwilling attitude. not supposed to learn is one thing.. but sumtimes i raelli fail to see the big picture... that by learning sth with enthusiasm i am not helping myself onli but also encouragin the teacher! and also by learning the dance.. i can think of better camera angle at home! haiz.. my world view is so small.. onli thinking abt myself at times.. thinking back i was realli niave the past few years until even this second. but thank God He still loves me and brought me to this avowal (dunno if use correctly haha). that i am alwaes not a very good person even though i might seem i am. there is alwaes sth to be changed inside of me hah.

zao lo!

Sunday, February 05, 2006

i learnt it a hard way.

i tot going to toilet seemed fun.. esp in skus when u can save yourself from falling into sleep rite in front of your teachers... guess when it comes to going to the toilet for close to 15 to 20 times in the past 24 hours aint realli a fun thing to do after all. haha..

mebbe God is fulfilling my prayers of becoming thinner! haha hallelujah! heh.

zao lo
did not do my quiet time on friday. i was realli feeling guilty cos of some trouble that i created. like unwittingly criticising someone in front of her parents. letted my mouth speak before consulting God.. sth which i tot i had achieved but apparently its an on going process even with this. and lately.. filthy speech had returned.. although its quite mild compared to last time. but i am realli sad that i had compromise my behaviour and stuff. just cos of sounding cool. not cool k!

john delivered a very apt sermon yesterday. good thing God woke me up in time by the rain thats blowing into my room onto my face. to summarise is.. its title is:

BE A MAN - DO THE RIGHT THING

M - make a difference
A - adhere to God's werds
N - not following the crowd

many examples were put forward. john may not be as eloquent but his message realli spoke to my heart.

its been a buzy day anyway.. fell realli ill. had a slight fever yesterday and throughout the night i keep having to go to the loo cos i keep having tummy upsets.. and its not solid waste lor.. its almost like peeing with my ass. the water just keep flowin out and i am feeling so weak now. but thank God He is faithful! He sustained me. and now i feel much better.

now i reading a book:

He's HOT She's HOT

i would like to get a HOT wife.

H--oly
O--utrageous
T--rustworthy

yea u are rite. its a christian book regarding BGR. haha.. quite interesting.

zao lo