new year is realli a good time to look ard things and people. i have just witness a house that is easily 10 times my 5 room flat size with its own swimming pool. i oso revisited my nanny. very nice family. thats y i called and is still calling her "mummy" and her husband "daddy". too bad i onli remember the name of one of their children which is kor kor james. haha.. i oso saw uncle ping an's 15mth old toddler who can walk and is super polite.. much more than anyone within that age range.. firstly.. when u give her sth to eat(she loves loveletters) she will say "xie xie" in a cute voice.. than will come and almost face touching my face come and smile at me while munching her love letter. this simple happiness... so far i can onli find it in toddlers.. not ever children. no wonder God says let all the little children come to Him.

ok here itis. wanted to share a story shared by my fren but the stories had far too many "
>>" stuff. no time to delete. heartwarming nevertheless.

zao lo

3 movies i wanna watch.. ha mebbe i should learn java and put up the movies i wanna watch

1) The Passion of the Christ
2) Beyond the Gates of Splender
3) End of the Spear

number 2 and 3 are related.. both talks abt the Waorani tribe. of how 5 brave young men.. servants of God.. dared face even death to bring the good news of the gospel to this tribe.. one of whom we all noe to be the great missionary Jim Elliot. the rst of the 4 are not so well known though but i dunno y.. they are all brave people i look up to. here are their names : Roger Youderian, Nate Saint, Pete Fleming, and Ed McCully

more amazing is that even after their murder.. some of their spouses went back to this tribe of people that killed their husband.. just to share this good news with them too.

thats y i wanna watch. God please help me get these movies? thanks!

zao lo

i think i will just do my spiritual journal entry here today since i dun have my journal with me now.


*spoiler alert*
watchin the show "fearless".. i realised..even the Huo Yuan Jia was the top martial artist in china.. he was unable to keep his promise of going back to the part of china to see his benefactor one last time... Jesus mus be God to say that He will be coming back again. and He is God! amen! this promise will surely be kept.

another thing reading just now the 1 kings or 2 kings i dunno. but its abt solomon. of how when he dedicated the temple the glory of God fell down in a form of cloud. i would realli hope that i can talk to God just face to face liddat. but reading ty's blog... hope he dun mind me copy and paste so i can encourage otehrs... so here it goes:

By a person called Floyd McClung.

"Too many people want the fruit of Paul's ministry without paying the price that Paul paid. He died daily. He was crucified with Christ. This strong-willed, opinionated man knew that he must die to self. he knew that in his flesh, he couldn't generate the revelation of Christ. So he died. He abandoned his life. He abandoned himself.

We live in a world of competing passions. If we do not die to self and fill our lives with the consuming passion of the worship of God in the nations, we will end up with other passions. It's possible to deceive ourselves into thinking we have Biblical passions when, in reality, all we have done is to baptize the values of our culture and give them Christian names. We will have chosen apostolic passion only when our hearts are filled with God's desire for his Son to be worshipped in the nations.

May I encourage you, dear friend, to give up your life? I challenge you to pray this prayer: "Lord, be ruthless with me in revealing my selfish ambition and my lack of willingness to die to myself."

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A young man in bible school offered to help David Wilkerson years ago when he was ministering on the streets of New York City. Wilkerson asked him how much time he spent in prayer. The young student estimated about 20 minutes a day. Wilkerson told him, "Go back for a month and pray two hours a day, every day for 30 days. When you've done that, come back. Come back, and I might consider turning you loose on the streets where there is murder, rape, violence and daner... If I sent you out now on 20 minutes a day, i'd be sending a soldier into battle withou any weapons, and you would get killed.""]


maybe many a timesi have been looking at the fruits of Paul's labour but haven seen the process.. thats y i have been frustrated. i think i should realli stop say ing its hard to follow God cos its an understatement. but to say that its a joy following God is another huge understatement.



if u are my fren, take my advise and give this site a visit. hope it will convice u against evolution. if u are not my fren... still give this site a chance to show u y not evolution. take this as a plea

http://www.christiananswers.net/creation/aqoo/home.html

be blessed! zao lo

"Fearless" was a good show until it ended. Jet Li was superb as usual. haha. the company of friends was oso good..with me and aloy and jie ren. haha. which is jeremy's chiense name. haha.

went forour own reunion dinner afterthat.. i mean my family's . dun realli feelike a reunion when there are people on the table that i dun realli tok to. and its just my family and my dad's 2nd sister's family. 3 sisters are missing and yet its supposedto be called a reunion. nvm the food was superb anyway. cos we went to downtown to eat at the Lemon Grass retaurant. they had this chilli kangkong that was realli good and soft shell crab although it wasnt very nice. the beef wasnice though..

proceeded to swensens to eat desert. ordered like 2 bowls ofthe fried mushroomscos its like uber nice. oso the giant earthquake. man its gonna make me weigh like one too. after which we went to macs to try the beef Fan-tastic which according to me and daniel's POV wasnt realli fantastic a wee bit... haiz...

zao lo

heh took mc today and yesterday. my eyes are realli sore. and my feet smell like the nice smelling cheese of holland now. haha!

its alvin's bdae today so HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN!

he said onli 8 people went gp today. haha gave me a good luff.

started a cell group outside SFC at last. so in my church got like 5 groups liao. hmm but i tot many others wanted to take up this mandate that day. had a great convo with God yesterday. haha. nto realli a prayer la. i found it much nicer to just talk cos i am a talking person. haha

zao lo

here is sth interesting that handsome joel ong shared with me:


>Here are some men and women who mocked God:


JOHN LENNON:
Some years before during his interview with an American Magazine, he said:
"Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not have to argue about
that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were too simple, Today
we are more famous than Him" (1966)". Lennon, after saying that the
Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times.

TANCREDO NEVES:
During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 500 votes from his
party, not even God would remove him from Presidency. Sure he got the
votes, but he got sick a day before being made President, then he died.

MARILYN MONROE:
She was visited by Billy Graham during a presentation of a show. He is a
preacher and Evangelist and the Spirit of God had sent him to preach to
her.After hearing what the Preacher had to say, she said:
"I don't need your Jesus"
A week later, she was found dead in her apartment.

THE MAN WHO BUILT TITANIC:
After the construction of Titanic, a reporter asked him how safe the
Titanic would be. With an ironic tone he said: "Not even God can sink it"
The result: I think you all know what happened to the Titanic.

CAMPINAS/SP IN 2005:
In Campinas, a group of friends, drunk, went to pick up a friend. The
mother accompanied her to the car and was so worried about the drunkenness
of her friends and she said to the daughter - holding her hand, who was
already seated in the car: "MY DAUGHTER, GO WITH GOD AND MAY HE PROTECT
YOU",She responded: ONLY IF HE (GOD) TRAVELS IN THE BOOT, COZ INSIDE HERE IT'S
ALREADY FULL"Hours later, news came by that they had been involved in a fatal accident,everyone had died, the car could not be recognized what type of car it had
been, but surprisingly, the boot was intact.
The police said there was no way the boot could have remained intact. To
their surprise, inside the boot was a crate of eggs, none was broken.




many things have happened and i am so tired of comng online. sorry wolv its just that i dunhave this urge of coming online.

i would have told u abt the TAF camp i went through
i would have told u abt the Life Concert Auditions
i would have told u abt the church service i accidentally skipped cos i was so tired
i would have told u abt the devotional life of mine thats been not up to standard

but what i wanna tell u is that.. fawn is gone.. gone to down under to further her studeis. was realli sad cos pris and joy and jan couldnt make it in time. many were crying. me and val felt sad too.. but cos of another reason which is we are sad cos we cant feel sad! i dun understand y people cry. Fawn's not going to die. even in altar calls.. i dun cry.. i feel like i am a block of stone. gah.

persuaded pris and val to eat with me burger king since we dun need to take long to go home from airport. i tell u man wolv.. this is the first time that i left the fast food restuarant with my food unfinished. seriously.. val and pris managed to desuade me to eat my last big bite.. and seriously i was realli qutie full from all the chewing. and chewing and chewing.

on my way back was talking to val and pris.. we toked abt alot of things than we toked abt Israel.. and val was like "IF U HAF THW CHANCE U MUST GO THERE!!!" haha now i realli feelike goign.. i should tell my mom i interested man. heh. but my mom's leaving for indo soon too.. shes going for a HOLIDAY while i slog at sku and try to pay attention to lectures.

zao lo

God F1F1F1... HELP!!

i think i doing alot of things in sku. i should learn how to say no to things some time. there are commitments in sku and also outside sku and let me count.

if i were to sleep like 5.5hrs everyday i would haf 18.5 hours a day

2-hours on the way to sku and back
1 hour plus minus for devotion (normalli minus:( )
2 hours to study and do homewerk (ideal)
8 hours average day in sku plus lunch and breaks and morning worship
0.5 hours for dinner
0.5 hours for internet

now where did the excess time went to? tough question. i should have 4.5 hours more everyday.

anyway... Proverbs 13:12 says that "... a longing fulfilled is a tree of life"

i just realised why its called longing and not shorting... and why u long for something instead of short for something.. u see God say wait on Him.. please Him and all shall be added unto u rite.. but when u wait for people.. normalli its long rite in terms of time.. so we should ask and keep asking... to ask for it over a long period of time.. its called longing.. and when your longing is fulfilled.. u will cherish it and remember it cos u asked a long time for it and God gave it to u. Thx God

so by right i can say that i long for a peaceful sleep with no worries of sku. haha.. but i think i will start to miss sku once its over. sentiments.

zao lo

my eye.. left eye.. just cant seem to want to close itself.. oso my right eye.. aye.. this is like a few days of sleeping 6 hrs plus each day which is supposed to be sufficient. and my vision is abit blurr lately.. argh! God help me!

zao lo

if onli it could rain liddat everyday and mebbe someday it will start flooding and i dun have to go to sku-caleb

monday was realli a killer day. the time table is realli quite bad according to me. the firt 2 hrs in the cultural centre! its like antartica in there! i should have like brought charcoal and fire starters inside.

had this 2 hrs of GP. well wad can i say. i dun realli like ingrish. but i hafta learn.

after everything we had SFC meeting. i tell u i realli dun like long meetins! but than thats cos i am lazy. on the contrary, the meeting had been great. good thing derek was there to give ideas. some times i realli have to take my hat off to him. guess most of the time i was too proud to heed his speech but he does give very good ideas. thank God for giving derek ideas:D meeting ended lika at near 8. but thats cos we started late too.. went to macperson to eat the good stuff there as well as fellowship. i think aloy is realli fun to be with. after being in his cell.. each time i fellowship with my fellow bros and sistas in Christ i will love them more man.. and our table at the hawker centre... good stuff.. i love noisy people! ok noisy for a good cause la.. haha.. me aloy jeremy pris and janice. yeah! sfc TAF club table. haha! janice was nice to lend me her fone though after dinner so i was taking picture of myself. haven been doing that since my cam spoil :( i want my cam back! haha.. and pris was realli noisy.. i think she was high lor.. haha kept screaming SASAAAAAA...

the trip back with prisci was very good i guess.. waited for 154 and when i baord the bus.. who did i see but my fellow primarysku classmate cum secondary sku skumate! weiheng:D haha.. started to tok to him and pris stoned. than we toked abt cca and i was eager to get away from that topic since i cant tell him that i from a sport cca anymore.. however somehow i got quite convicted and realised that SFC is also a platform to share Christ and so there i go. i was qutie sure that i toked more than i should. hai. God help me! haha. shall ask him to come to life con. heh.

today was spent packig. dint do much homewerk. will start doing very soon liao.

one bad news... is that i hafta go for this TAF club camp. dang. i am FAT. gah! my mom's fault. haha!! good thing that i have aloy and pris and jeremy at least with me so it will be quite fun la.. haha

zao lo.

i think i am very blessed. so many people love me enuff to bless me.. esp my aunt the past 2 days.. she gave us like 2 flat screen monitors plus 2 office chairs and 1 cpu that is 1 gig ram and 2.0gHz. she took the trouble to go and 'biao' for us. each flat screen is like 60 and the cpu is like 80.. so its 200 in total. but my mom out of love for her sister returned her the money la. but can see the love.

my bro too.. he willingly.. after much persuasion from me allowed me to install the new screen first and the better screen too cos the other got a minor screen problem.. plus one transformer spoilt so he has to go and buy.. but the fact that my bro even went to the extend to help me change my com screen even though there is no "Marginal Personal Benefit" for him. thx God for such a younger bro thats so good at computer hardware.

went to queensway yesterday. 2 purpose. to repair my slippers and to print the life con audition posters. my slippers was realli a flop. bought for 40 bucks ard there and the first layer coming out.. but actualli besides that its still preety comfortable and for that i thank God cos up till now i still think its a benefit. jayce met me and the shop and we waited for anna abit while eatin tea leaf egg. realli cool man the tea leaf egg.. miss the fragrance of it. than we proceeded to go and print the life con audition posters for me and the sfc sign up posters for them.




aye up to now i wanna say that the life con posters i did.. i onli took the fotos of one of them. the rest is from deviantart.but i edited abit. all showed intruments but ironically for life con audition posters, onli one of the posters had life in it.. which is the monkey. haha! but i think its comical though.. haha.. hope my sku mates they dun kope the posters. ah yes and its pretty ex too. 30 A3 posters for 80 bucks or so.

was watching the gals cut the posters since they came in diff size. very cartoon oso. its like they scared the paper will go 'ouch!'. haha!

wanna thank God once again that my sore eyes.. its healing. realli. i realli thank God for that.. cos it had been realli pain. for one whole week..

and oso for the cool wheather.. the whole sunday was raining man! from the start of church. but could not beat that time rained for 3 days. its a good thing that God promised Noah that he wont send rain to destroy the earth if not Singapore would have been gone liaoz. was sleeping in my granny house and dun even need aircon i feel so cold liao.. even under my layers of blubber.. haha! i realli hop its a sign to say that God will send rain in our sku.. spiritual rain. haiz.. there i go infering again...

another thing is that i have realli been excited abt settin a cell in sku lately. more of a christian fellowship since i think sfc is very limited to a cca. furthermore i have onli one more year in sajc to shine like stars. and how can i shine if i dun evangelise or at least help those that are backsliding in a christian sku? heh.. so anyone in sajc now thats interested and have chanced upon my blog.. the number's 98196486. i looking for cell members.. ahha.. !

zao lo

Caleb took this foto using MY camera! haha. Really thank God for putting us in cultural centre cos even though I really liked the lighting here, Caleb claims that it was a fluke thing for him.

God must have planned it. haha.

in His blessings,
vonn.

i took this foto using yvonne's camera! haha. thx God for putting us in cultural centre cos the lighting is a fluke thing for me. God must have planned it. haha.

wow my new sku is realli very nice lehz. although got abit sec sku feeling. but the christian environment is still there and i thank God. the buildings are so nice and my home room is on the 4th floor. hafta climb alot.. but but but.. its very windy and not much people will walk outside my class so i thank God too:D LT1 was realli shiok too for morning worship although no aircon.. but the cultural centre is realli great! its like the chinese high audi standard if not nicer! haha.. and we have a POPULAR bookstore in sku! haha.. with christian albums and such being sold inside. one of which is titles Shine Like Stars.. cool eh our sku theme.

QT had been great. but sku and SFC had been such a bad combination for the past 2 days that were it not for God who gave me strength i would have collapsed long ago man! esp since i have red eyes for like a week liao. haiz.. today chapel esp. sang out of tune in front of the whole sku. but nvm. i am undignified for God.. and oso my skin quite thick one. haha.

cell had been great in the first cell session. realli love seeing my cell members esp luffin along with aloy and the others luffin at us.. but oso the Godly fellowship is sth diff from the normal frens relationship. chong shen gor gor was esp bad to tease me in front of the whole sfc and i dint had a right to talk back. haha.. but it was fun la. suddenly feel the burden is so great to be a christian in this college. was looking at the jc1s during the envisioning and wondering if even a handful of them determined to follow God whole heartedly.. the revival in this sku will be so great man!

now i realli love listening to chinese and dialect songs that my mom dL.. of course they are all christian.. but they are so nice!!! argh!

zao lo

man! i almost dieded. slept at 4 am. was talking on the fone. realli liked the way that God helped me share the gospel. although i onli shared and dint asked if willing to accept Christ. realli need to learn it man. but the not so pleasent thing is that i hafta wake up at 7.30am for sfc meeting. ended up i cannot wake up so i woke up at 8.15am.

meeting was long as usual. but thx God it was very productive. mebbe cos me and chaos and joel all seemed so tired that we just wanna shuddap and wish the meeting over fast. but it was realli tiring. i am like so shagged after it. now i noe wad a leader is like. anyway.. mark's house is realli realli nice k. i like the design and colour theme. they haf a christmas tree though and i was wondering if they will be using that christmas tree next year too. but i dint see a storeroom. haha.

was on the way to marsiling to marks house before reaching his house ( obvoius rite.. before reaching his house i hafta travel there rite!?)... on the bus 966.. i felt super down in my spirit. quiet time haven realli been quiet. my thoughts can stray so much and i dun feel much burden abt the things i am praying. i am so frustrated that i felt i haven been going forward spiritualli. its just like was smith wigglesworth was describing as being on the same spiritual plain in 2 straight days.. torture... than i looked out of the window and i saw a truck full of sand. thoughts of inertia and relating words start to enter my mind. than i realised. the sand itself is not moving in the truck. but technically.. it is moving cos its moving with the truck. i come to realise that even though i feel like i haven grown.. but every quiet time done well is actualli a step to the next step of faith. the sand is me and the truck plus its driver is God. onli God noes where He wants to drive me to.

pastor was preaching abt being like Jesus. actualli. it is my new church theme and also the church theme of 200 over churches in taiwan. there is this guy from taiwan that came and preached on the pulpit jsut yesterday. man i tell u! i love chinese speakers. they are jsut so interesting. and to be like Jesus he was quoting matthew 11:28!! awe man of all verses. but its realli very intersting. for your info matt 11:28~30 goes like:

28"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

than the pastor quoted many examples of gentle and humble and i can tell u.. i dint even needed to bring sweets into the chapel that day cos comfirm wont fall asleep! amazing... sugkiare! but i realised that to be like Jesus is not easy. its 4 werds but i think i might take 4 centuries to even noe wad issit to be like. i realli feel so small once again.

thx God for saturday's service anyway. i lost sight of so many things that had camemy way.. almsot forgotten that i went to the front to comfirm my covenant with God that "i wanna waste my life for Jesus".. pastor chye aik's sermon had realli been a blessing man. i feel so sad deep down that i haf forgotten wad its like now to be on fire as compared to 2 weeks ago. i feelike in my in a whole stack of charcoal ready to be on fire but jsut lack the starter, though God had been faithful in giving me the snipplets of his blessings. like when i prayed these few days for busses.. the busses came. when i dint pray.. the bus dun come... but i want it to be more than this!.. ok cya.. tml first day of sku.. haben done finish all my hw yet.. but i wil be trying. i must try to please God. ty realli sumtimes do get me on trcack again. thx God for a brudda like him.

zao lo

happy new year everone..


haha but i dun feel any diff.. its still 24 hrs per day..