heh heh.. gkoped this from karen's blog which she gkoped from an email..

Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together
at the airport. They had announced the departure.

Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love
you and I wish you enough".

The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has
been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too,
Mom".

They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window
where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry.

I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking,"Did you
ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?".

Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?".

"I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said.

"When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?".

She began to smile. "That's a wish that has been handed down from other generations. My parents used to say it to everyone".She paused a moment and looked up as if trying to remember it in detail and she smiled even more. "When we said , 'I wish you enough', we were wanting the other person to have a life filled with
just enough good things to sustain them".

Then turning toward me, she shared the following as if she were reciting it from memory.

I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright.
I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more.
I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive.
I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger.
I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.
I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.
I wish you enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye

She then began to cry and walked away.

They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them,a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.

TAKE TIME TO LIVE ...





ok now i wanna share sth i remember when i read this.. this will be short but hope this verse will encourge all of us readers and the one who owns this blog.. abt christian living..

Proverbs 30:8~9

8 Keep falsehood and lies far from me;
give me neither poverty nor riches,
but give me only my daily bread.

9 Otherwise, I may have too much and disown you
and say, 'Who is the LORD ?'
Or I may become poor and steal,
and so dishonor the name of my God.



ah! thanks to brother ben sim! i finalli got this verse.. was actualli sorta like searching for it the past dunno how many hours.. haha..

another thing on my mind.. i recieved an sms over the past day.. i shall type it here:

Pls pray for Pastor Ferdie Flores, missionary in East Timor.he is going to be executed tomorrow by beating.Pls forward to all Christians.

immediately or almost immediately i went to pray.. even when its jsut a short one.. subsequently.. but when i opened my mouth.. i realli dunno wad to pray.. cos God has 2 options which is 1--- let him live, 2--- let him die.. both ways.. i can see that God has ways to keep his werd going... so i prayed for both circumstances..

if he were to live.. God has one more tool in preaching his gospel and it will indeed be a miracle worth telling others.. many can see God's grace and mercy in his life

if he were to die.. i am sure that God will send more people cos God's church has been trialed and tested and is still standing.. the more persecution the better.. the faster the growth.. look at Singapore.. revivals are relatively few compared to those thrid world countries. haha.. God will surely take care of his family..

however lets look at the possible tots this pastor brother of mine might haf:

1) Why has God forsaken me?

indeed this thought had even been echoed by my Lord Jesus Christ when He gave up His life.. crying " Eloi Eloi...".. but the probability of this tot is few since even though paul gave his neck to the exercuter and God even said abt him that " I will let him knoe how much he has to suffer for My Name." but being a pastor a more likely tot would be...

2)God's grace is sufficient for me!

indeed this should be wad a pastor should be talking abt.. cos every pastor should noe this new testimon promise by heart.. wad more! paul once said that to live is Christ to die is gain! since God's grace is sufficient i am sure that the peace of God which transcends all understanding will guard (his) heart and his worrries in Christ Jesus.. he should be going off without any worries.. and in contrast.. he should be joyful in seeing God's face..! God being Jehovah Jireh.. He will provide for his family cos his family is God's family themselves..

of course there will be dreams and werds that he wanted to speak to his family.. but they are connected by God! amen.. so therefore.. i was realli in a fix whether to pray he be gone or he remain alive.. i could onli pray for God's will to be done for God's will is the most perfect. hope to hear abt him soon and either way it should bring a smile to my face... yet tears of joy should spring up within my soul..

zao lo..

many things are happening these fewdays...

today got the new dehli bombing..
bali bombings I
bali bombings II
mandrid bombings
katherine huricane
tsuname
earthquakes everywhere
trains derailed
planes crashing
murder cases in Singapore ( abt at least 4 higghlighted one this year)
not forgettin the wars:
gulf war 2
btw rebels and authorities
and also widespread diseases:
sars
dengue
birdflu

to think that men can even be threatened by a brainless creature such a chicken.. i am sure this is just the tip of the iceberg abt wads gonna happen to earth.. was doin the book of revelations for devotion.. and read that death and hades will be allowed to take the lives of 1/4 of the people of the earth. the numbers haven been reached yet.. so beware my frens.. even Singapore aint as safe as u think it to be... if rapture were to happen now.. am i confident abt being snatched up instead of being left behind.. ? *ponder*

car washin aint that bad i sposed.. but the worst thing is to go to sku just to wash car and yet be caught for being late.. and oso being caught by silas and the PE teachers for wearing outside shorts and slippers.. haiz.. wash car wad.. dun tell me they wash car oso wear tie and long pants with leather shoes.. just like wad they said the students of the previous S21 or wadever class a few years back..

wad i am trying to say is that.. the Singapore educational system is realli not bad.. but the teachers all have different views abt education.. some of them view it as a one-off thing.. like without wearing long pants and tie in sku its not called educaton... true that we should uphold our imgae as students.. thats y i even bother to wear a sku PE tee-shirt.. but the thing is that.. wads wrong with wearing outside shorts and slippers in sku esp if i am recovering from an ingrown nail and plus the fact that i am devoting my time to wash car? to make matters even worse.. they want me to wear sku shorts.. and thats a totall no-no to me cos when i had stupidly put my trust to sku shorts the lsat few times i wore it.. faithfully too will i get my abrasion at the worse of place which is between my legs.. so unless its for pe onli.. which is like 1 hr.. i wont be wearing sku shorts ever.. so cant the teachers just see beyond the strict system and show more care and concern.. PRACTICE THE 5 CORE VALUES OF SAJC YOURSELVES BEFORE U EXPECT THE STUDENTS TO FOLLOW!..

oh very interesting.. i did an operation on myself.. a minor one.. and i cant tell u how satisfied i am.. on my ingrown toe nail.. it was a problem for me for like 2 weeks liao.. so after an experience like 1 year ago.. i decide to settle this pain once and for all.. so i bravely cut through like 0.12423423 cm cube of meat.. which was rottin by the way with the pus and all (surprisingly it aint that pain) and i started cuttin the nail till i reached the ingrown part.. this precudure very pain. but i BRAVELY enduredd it.. ahah! ok bhb.. but realli pain leh.. ahha.. than when i cut out the nail that was causing me pain.. the pain subsided by a significant lot! thanks God! and to my amazement.. the ingrown part is just a small nail.. mabbe like 0.001 cm square.. this reminds me of the bible reference.. saying every part of the body is important.. when once part is pain.. the rest of the body feels pain too.. how true.. its like when u haf a sibling in christ fallin away from God.. u can sumwad feel it.. realli siaz.. and from than until now.. i haf recovered quite alot! no no pain liao! i saved 60 bucks! hurray!

friday was rather uneventful except i got my com upgraded and my project group came over for project..

sat.. aunty cindy treated us the logistics people teochew porridge.. vey nice seh! but we got conned into doing logistics that day.. but its wad fun! haha and soccer was fun too..

today just went to poh poh house to slack.. eat good food and i dint spent a single cent on food today.. wonderful..

zao lo

went to cut hair with handsome ong and brian yesterday.. the one that cut my hair was realli a noob.. she wanted to layer the side of my hair but 15 mins oso cut nth.. cos firstly.. from my view i could see that her standing posture was wrong.. and hand posture was wrong.. and lots.. above all.. she realli lacked the passion for cutting hair.. abit here and there liao than call the teacher come and see.. but nvm.. the teacher was realli nice.. and shes realli pro and polite.. haiz.. i should haf cut first or sth.. so that the one that cut my hair the last time can cut my hair.. than she would have known better wad i like.. plus.. she noes how to style hair.. and her massage for my head was much much much better.. but in the end she went to cut handsome ong's hair.. haiz..

went to eat carrot cake after that! waited quite long and brian pek chek so he went off first.. wasted.

today woke up late.. dint go sku.. wah alvin called and told me the record for my class.. onli 8 person went.. out of 30.. afternoon went to brian's house.. played PSP! haha.. super fun sez.. the bleach game.. whoo! ichigo super fast sehz! ishida oso.. esp his ten hit combo.. phew!flash step here and there!

hmm tml hafta wash cars so i better like get some rest man.. haha!

zao lo

dear God my Father,

The day without You,
Is like the morning without dew.

Matthew 25
The Parable of the Ten Virgins

1"At that time the kingdom of heaven will be like ten virgins who took their lamps and went out to meet the bridegroom. 2Five of them were foolish and five were wise. 3The foolish ones took their lamps but did not take any oil with them. 4The wise, however, took oil in jars along with their lamps. 5The bridegroom was a long time in coming, and they all became drowsy and fell asleep.
6"At midnight the cry rang out: 'Here's the bridegroom! Come out to meet him!'

7"Then all the virgins woke up and trimmed their lamps. 8The foolish ones said to the wise, 'Give us some of your oil; our lamps are going out.'

9" 'No,' they replied, 'there may not be enough for both us and you. Instead, go to those who sell oil and buy some for yourselves.'

10"But while they were on their way to buy the oil, the bridegroom arrived. The virgins who were ready went in with him to the wedding banquet. And the door was shut.

11"Later the others also came. 'Sir! Sir!' they said. 'Open the door for us!'

12"But he replied, 'I tell you the truth, I don't know you.'

13"Therefore keep watch, because you do not know the day or the hour.

wah the computer man uncle kelvin came over to repair me and my bro's com.. hes realli a reali nice guy.. opened my eyes pertaining this scripture. the ten virgins, 5 with oil.. 5 without oil.. does not mean that there are 5 christian and 5 non-christians.. according to him.. and i pretty much think it should be interpreted this way too.. is that they are all virgins waiting for the bride.. this implies that technically speaking.. all of them are christians.. when the bride.. which is Jesus comes.. He will take those who are realli ready.. that has the extra oil for Him.. this.. might just be pointing to the rapture itself.. so the remaining will be crying in sadness..this had been written "The virgins who were ready went in with him to the wedding banquet".. the rest that dint went in were therefore.. in a sense.. not yet ready. taking it deeper.. being ready does not mean that u expect Him to come at what time wad date. so wad if u noes He comes in 5 mins time? it would have made no difference if that individual had not committed spiritualli.. he or she will just be like China.. a sleeping giant. in a sense.. China is much better now that its awakening.. haf u awaken your spiritual self? there is.. if i am allowed to put it this way.. no spiritual benefits to be a secret agent for God amidst the unspiritual.. like speaking vulgarities and gambling with the vulgar gamblers.. instead of bonding with them so that u can bring them to church.. u are actualli the one polluted.

wad i mean by not waking spiritualli is sumwad like wad i will call a pharisee.. just like someone i know once commented that the clothes i wear to church aint good enuff.. that i was wearing sandals.. well none of us is good enuff for Him agree? and my dress code.. its my own business rite? why should i let my own conscience judge me? the fact was that wad i was wearing was a going out attire.. not too formal nor too informal.. and i felt comfortable and presentable.. bible dint say i must wear western suit with a tie and nice clean and gleam shinny black shoes rite.. furthermore.. my toe is swollen.. how can wear shoes.. even go to sku oso can wear slippers or altogether jsut dun go sku.. surely a loving Father and God will see that i am in pain and stuff liddat.. its not like wore slippers rite? sandals was the next best options besides my shoes anyway.. and most importantly.. i believe that its not wad u brand of make up u wear.. or brand of attire we put on that makes ourselves presentable.. if not the poorer people wll never be presentable to God.. but rather.. since God judges the heart, than its wad we have in our heart that makes us either presentable. lets say i wear the best shirts in town and with tailored pants with a nice big LV wallet and a big car and house.. does in makes me look presentable to God if my heart was filled with lust and greed? definately not! for wad is in the dark will be exposed.. nothing can hide from God.

uncle kelvin oso told me some other stuff.. i can onli remember abit.. he say that.. life: its a training, everything in it is a lease from God; if we are faithful in looking after little things like those on earth, how much more will he give us in heaven! indeed too.. its a trng.. just like the rod.. the metal rod.. if u dun keep grinding it.. it will never become a useful needle.. a pot without constant and consistant sculpting will eventualli turn out to be of a wierd shape.. how much so our lives on earth!


ok thats abt all the insights that i remembered today.

mei hui jie jie is now gone and i got my room back.. but somehow.. i feel wierd..the house aint that noisy anymore.. no one else to teach me photoshop :(

these few days the hightlight abt going to sku is morning worship.. which is before sk.. that whole day is a bore! arghz! God help!

zao lo

wednesday.. our class draw 2 matches and lost 2 matches. thats interclass soccer for u.. but i rather sad i cant make it for cell group. i starting to love sfc.. but i realli hope i can start on my filming and pub stuff soon in a way. wanna get my fingers back on the mouse that will produce a zillion werds.. since a picture speaks a thousand werds.. than moving pictures should be much more than that bah.. haa.

thursday.. i went to sku but dint go for lesson. had this official leave thingie for the symbolic run.. so i one whole day dun haf sku and one whole day is just for this bus ride to sav and back. than i slacked at COR until handsome ong came and did up the worship stuff with me. than went with daniel go and see guitar at harbour before going with him to white sands to eat with our families. *think he dunno how to pray rather than didnt wanna pray* oh its not daniel. someone else. oh yeah. and some peopl are realli interesting. when its not time to pay money.. they tok at their loudest.. but when its time to pay money.. they zao untill far far that u think its the first time that u can recall a peace ard u during that meal.. haha!

bought this vcd.. totalli rock! abt percussion drums de. haah!shiok!

today i did morning worship and pw.. whole day pia pw actualli.. than went to COR to slack before going gp lecture. wah my class onli like 4 persons went. than went for sfc and watched this movie.. 10 commandments.. now i noe wad the original slow motion pictures means.. its like one second change one screen. and to think i tahaned it for 50 mins.. wah i realli got stamina man! heh..

proceeded to hco for the open house.. actualli i wasnt going for the open house.. more like going to visit old frens.. hindarto wasnt there.. so sad.. but hh willy cq ws jy and some others were there.. so we had some fun time eating ke ai ji! wah.. so long dint eatliao.. haha this marginal utility super high sia! haha... oh yeah.. and jy was realli having a comedy of a time trying to learn to tie a tie.. hmm oh yeah.. and i was her teacher.. and she at last learnt it! haha..shes a very nice person.. oh yar did i tell u wolv?? shes the very nice person that help me print econs notes for free.. so next time mebbe tell her to print for my whole class liao... haa! but seriousli.. i realli sad abt my econs after seeing my email.. mr chua realli gave some clue and jsut becos i decided not to go online i missed this chance to get a better grade. oh yar.. jy was like telling me to hold her gi and it was when i realised i realli missed judo.. alot.. even the holding of the gi.. the feeling.. priceless... hah!

zaoed home and watch drumline with my bro.!

zao lo

dint go to sku on time today.. thats cos i cant wake up! haiz.. and i dunno when.. i started to resort to telling half-truth.. must be due to this recent slump in my spiritual life.. I NEED TO GET IT BACK!

slacked at home until when i go sku at 1 and had this talk at 2.. wah i feel previledge sia.. me and handsome sposed to represent SFC to run the symbolic relay to SAV.. wah!!! ahah.. must come and support me! hie hie..

went jebsen and jessen to repair my camera.. and was told i hafta like pay 60 plus and the minimum repair fee is like 180.. wah biang.. AND THE ATTITUDE OF THE AUNTY WAS SUPER BAD.. its like i haf done sth wrong to her liddat.. SO MY FRENS.. PLEASE DUN BUY PENTAX CAMERAS FOR GOODNESS SAKE! THEY HAF A VERY VERY VERY BAD SERVICE.... this is a first person account and can never go wrong.. even aunty bac oso say that it should be more or less free...

went to meet my brudder and my cousin.. haha.. the cousin that cannot go batam! haah.. and we went to eat.. she treated us pizzahut and oso the ice-skating.. fun funffun! daniel came abit later but it was still very fun nevertheless! yay! oh and i got into nicola's cell group.. according to her.. got her me aloy anna and yvonne.. and whos she i realli dunno.. haiz. she said its the arts fac dancer.. realli wanna see for myself.. she sound like she alwaes pon sfc cos i dun remember an yvonne.. ahha.. hope shes fun to tease or get along at least.. ok she will be fine. i will be very nice.. ahah!

reached home super late siaz!

oh on the other hand.. i think i am getting fatter.. but i cant resume my excercise plan as b4 promos.. thats cos mei hui jie jie is sleeping at my place and when i excercise i normalli take off shirt.. than she come i too shy.. haha! but now i wish she dun leave my house.. shes so funny and alwaes tell stories.. and more imptly.. shes very experince in photoshop! hie hie..

tml my class got soccer match.. we are called "james rocks my world".. apparently it was james that signed up thats y the name liddat.. not surprising considered that itis coming from james.. ahah.. but its nice.. ahah! all the best to us tml

zao lo!

got this from jacq's blog.. surprising from a non-christian.. haha buts i realli love this story

"I Would not Quit" He Said One day I decided to quit...
I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality...
I wanted to quit my life.

I went to the woods to have one last talk with God.
"God", I said. "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"
His answer surprised me... "Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?" "Yes", I replied. "

When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them. I gave them light. I gave them water.
The fern quickly grew from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor.
Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.

In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.

He said. "In the third year, there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit.

In the fourth year, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. "I would not quit." He said.

"Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant... But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall.
It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive. I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle." He said to me.

"Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots". "I would not quit on the bamboo. I will never quit on you."

"Don't compare yourself to others." He said.

"The bamboo had a different purpose than the fern. Yet, they both make the forest beautiful."

"Your time will come", God said to me. "You will rise high!"

"How high should I rise?" I asked.

"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return.

"As high as it can?" I questioned.

"Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."

I left the forest and bring back this story.

If God brings you to it,He will bring you through it.

hope anyone.. no matter christian sibligns or not.. gets edified by this story..

zao lo

hey wolv.. monday was realli an interesting day..so interesting in sku that i cant help but sleep in sku.. its like lectures all the way.. but its going through the stuupid exams questions.. haiz.. maths.. piniced with hongian inside the audi cos i brought 2 loaves of bread and he brought some baos..while listening to xin yan's ipod.. its realli a good experience.. sumore got the new face maths teacher trying his best to blackmail us.. say wad next person thats so clever and talking in the audi can come up and teach.. haiz.. never carry out this threat sumore.. if not will be quite fun.. haha..

went to chem and slept

decided not go for econs since it will be the same

went for pw and my chua forgotten abt it so today got make up pw lesson.

went to make camera after sku.. first.. went to COR to check where is johnson and johnson so i can go there to repair my cam.. than i realised its called jebsen and jessen. haha.. told alvin to come with me and we met at bukit batok for lunch. wah the duck rice is realli nice sumore with the special chilli.. wah shiok siaz. the honeydew sago is oso very nice. heh.. ops.. ahha we oso saw suzanne and her councillor bf! heh she looks very pretty outside sku lehz.. to think i tot she dunni how to dress.. ahha! alvin was oso surprised she looked so ncie.. haha

went to bukit batok bus interchange to ask for the bus to get us to neythal rd.. super ulu la.. the bus uncles oso confused.. some say at jurong others say at river valley road.. wah.. in the end one old experienced uncle say that its at jurong.. than can take bus 251 from boonlay bus interchange!.. so we took bus 174 than go to boonlay interchange than asked ard.. the old bus uncle almost say correctly.. haha its not bus 251.. its bus 252.. heh.. than went there.. found the addy.. BUT!.. the security guardsay that jebsen and jessen oledi moved to other place for like 1 year liao! its no longer there! wah biang.. so me and alvin had to take bus 252 out again which was like realli super duper long lehz.. called aunty bac and she told me that jebsen and jessen move to some other place at jurong.. so i wanted to go there.. but than no time liao so me and alvin ate at boonlay ther.. haha the fried egg very cute lehz.. come in diff shapes one.. got heart shape and rabbit shape.. ahah.. oh yeah b4 we left the boonlay there while we were eating.. we heard this song..

"when marimba rythm starts to play, dance with me, make me SWAY.." than alvin reminded me.. wah yesterday realli SUAY sia.. its like the song playing its like a rolling credit of the end of our SUAY day.

took bus 30 to church. bad idea.. it was realli very veyr very loong.. sit untl my buttocks pain.. 1.5 hrs siaz! sumore jam at the express way.. haiz..

bible study was quite productive though.. we covered 2 chapters.. taiyong was in a quarrelsome mood... he was the one yesterday that asked abt whether or not its allowed to drink blood.. and he fought against the NOT drinking of blood.. which means that he fought for the "drinking blood" notion.. mebbe he drank some blood accidentally. ahah! and he was realli critising lowell for not going ypm every saturday too. haha.. very funny.. i cant help but help him make lowell pissed.. than lowell in the end surrendered and said.." moving on to the next chapter of romans...." haahvery funny siaz..

came back home and realised.. MY COUSIN IS STILL STAYING AT MY HOUSE! i tot she will be going to batam for a holiday! heh.. apparently she dosent haf a visa so she cannot go to indo.. stopped at custom sumore.. so SUAY.. haha..

well i jsut hafta conclude.. if u never commited your plans into God's hands.. its most likely to fail and end up with a SUAY DAY.. haha

zao lo

zao lo

hey wolv.. saturday was an interesting one.. reached sku at 9.30 for the open house thing.. our sfc stall was nice and stuff liddat.. and the sfc band rocks! with joel ong at the organ.. chao yuan at the elec.. tim at the guit.. clarissa at the drums and samantha as the vocals.. wow.. they just rock.. and the best thing is that.. they were singing christian songs.. which were God-edifying.. turned into mroe like a worship service.. realli loved it.. and those sec 4s this year singing along.. wow.. the sight was just so cool.. and mighty to behold.. haha.

of course.. the boring part.. i wast ot be the sku guide.. guiding people ard.. its not that its not fun.. but try to do it with a group of bimbified gals or punkish guys.. and the catch is that i cant be bimbified and punkish like them cos i wearing sku u.. haiz.. and the tour is realli a total rubbish crap.. wads the use of touring the sku when the sku campus is not gonna be of use next year.. wen we move to our sku? aiyah its just a waste of sku resources.. and a waste of handsome dudes and pretty dudettes from sajc..

sfc stall was very nice anyway.. and with all those things pasted.. oh i saw dorcas.. evan.. michelle...

had to clear all the stuff after that. sianz. but it was fun doing it with james.. no wonder counsillors do sai gang do until so happy.. aha.

went to church after taht.. dint wanna go at first but in the end i changed my mind and lo! it was a good service.. talked abt future partner.. haha.. abt faithfulness in BGR.. there are 5 things abt BGR.. thats wad i learn

Godliness
must have the same God which is the one adn onli God.. cos He is the ultimate authorithy for both ther person in the relationship.. if not when there is a conflict.. and there surely will be... i cannot use my godly values to counter my spose the diff godly values.. cos if my God is not her god... than i cannot use my God to settle the problem..

Thankfulness
complain less.. grumble less.. give less excuse.. so to be faithful we must be thankful. if we not thankful.. we will start to find faults in our spose.. lets say my spose might be a fat woman.. than if i dun look at her beauty in character.. instead i look at the fact that i cant enjoy her in my arms as my arms might not be long enuff to even wrap ard her.. than i will start to give myself excuse to wander off from this relationship.. than i will not be faithful..

Gravity
dont do things by superficiality.. must weigh out the consequences.. stuff liddat..

Responsibility
(this one dunnit to explain should be able to understnad rite? haha)

Commitment
abit like responsibility la.. ahah but oso tok abt not letting a relationship stretch too long.. must haf marriage in mind.. which means that if u plan to get marrried by 28.. to start the relationship at 15.. u will hafta run like 13 yrs of road together... must find the cash.. so must find ways to sustain.. so if u get hitched at 17.. in my view should be 18 though.. than try to get married like 23 or 24 yrs old of age.. liddat can have more children wad..haha more people to play with.. can form more soccer team or sth.. heh..

ok

found a way to get myself food and satisfied with $3.80. $1.90 on nasi lemak and $1.90 on the simple meal with 2 dishes.. wah very shiok.. haha.. than played soccer at church.. managed some dribbling.. but my passes are realli stupid.. hafta refine my soccer skills.. haha..

today sunday.. realli pissed with some co-woker cos of all werds and no action.. but nvm.. i should pray for the love of God to fill my heart.. been drifting myself.. dun dare to say i am Godly now.. haiz.. and there was the VBS camp stuff and the children minstry meeting.. realli shagged afterwards..

"i am falling into the pit of sin,
oh Jesus.. wash me clean and gleam"
----caleb

zao lo..

aye! hey wolv today is a great day. realli experienced God's faithfulness today. my promos.. they just looked so disappointing. first i got my gp.. onli got a c6.. next was maths.. it wasnt realli that bad.. i got 56%.. a C.. but its quite bad considered that i could haf done better.. and that i done like 80% of the marks and got 1/3 of wad i done wrong due to careless mistakes.. dang.but overall i had a 60 and i got 15 points.. half of the 30 points met!

chem was a big flop.. and i realli use the werd flop. i feel so super duper disappointed. after studying for so hard so hard... i got an F.. F for fail.. not Fantastic... and at that.. less than 30%. my goodness.. and i tot all hope was gone.. but i did ok for econs and got an E! awe man aint God great?.. actualli i had an O.. but thats cos it was like 43% so mr chua did a good deed for me after such a long time and pushed it up to 45% so that i can get an E.. and my higher chinese oso can use.. so.. God is truly truly faithful. i dun even haf to beg for marks! thanks God! God is faithful! faithful! faithful! thost that agree tag "amen"! haha...so in the end i got 29.5 points and i more or less promoted liaoz.. haha

amen!

quitted rugby as of today. not cos its very tough. its just taht it dosent suit me and i have better use in sfc.. oso.. another reason is cos i still liked judo.. although i am rather gratefull to be able to learn a new game.. mr Ho was pretty cool abt it after i explained to him my decision...but i still wanna thank God for letting me stay sfc...realli.. theres alot of filming and stuff.. realli enjoying it now everymoment.. but than i haf a problem.. which is that there is very little guys.. all gals.. and i realised that i am one of the onli active guy member which is non committee and non cell leader... so just now when trying to help out with the normal sfc members.. i suddenly realised that i was surrounded by gals. great.. i feel so welcomed.. ok jus joking.. haha.. but its abit wierd cos the gals are toking their own topics. toking abt david wong and how shuai he is.. and stuff.. haiz..

sophia was a pest as usual. gonna pity bensim.. haha! ok jk.. shes realli responsible.. but naggy at times.. and she very hardwerking.. jiayou! and handsome.. jiayou tooo sia.. hah!

haiz.. gals.. how much a miss a boy's sku. made another gal cry again cos of a joke that was deemed too far.. for a gal's standard... ifis a guy than it would be just a practical joke and everyone will be luffin at the end of the day. but diff for gals i think.. sumore shes supposedly a fun-loving gal.. mebbe i shant play with gals liddat next time. i think gals hate practical jokes bah. haiz... BOYS SKU!! hhaa.. mebbe next time i start an all boy's college.

sfc dance was ok la. but i realli dun like this kinda dance.. i like BALLROOM DANCE! so cool. haha.. shall we dance?

erghz.. the evil barnacus.. at the sentosa there... scratch me now my body itching..

cousin came from thailand from a project... shes from holland.. and SHE KOPED MY ROOM! haha but shes realli ncie.. tell alot of stories.. but she jsut now luffin at me cos i using paint to edit fotos.. shes using fotoshop liaoz.. argh!dang.. she better keep her promise and send me the photoshop 7.0. haha.

zao lo

wah today was realli fun siaz wolv.

today sa got the music awards. realli good. esp daniel. but too bad. he said i was luffin at him. ok la i was luffin but not at him marh. dun haf to liddat hurt my heart rite. wuahahh! sumore i voted for him lorh. gah. now i am one fren less. haha. ok la.. next time explain to him. heh.

atalia as usual.. went off note and everything. but one thing i can learn from her is her courage and and cheerfulness.. shes one person that dares to try and is not scared abt being luffed at. not so for me now. i thx God for this kidna peepz to teach me His ways and how being a christian should be. and samantha too.. shes realli brave. i salute them here...

ok daniel won. not surprising.

class went sentosa after that! me jaryl hongian xinyan james jiawen jolynn joleen jacqueline faris chiaming janet karen kenny junjie chengkiat alex sansan. played alot of beach games and veyr fun.. we took turns jumping into the sea.. very shiok.. i did some somersaults than james follow me followed by jaryl.. as in the somersault onli.. the rest did stuff like jump over the rope... wah super fun sia.. still got pay volleyball and stuff like the float. scenery was nice too.. .played until like 7 or 8.. the day seemed to pass by realli slowly. was actualli feeling abit bored.. since my cam seems to go hay wire and alvin is not here.. but nvm.. it was stil an enjoyable day nonetheless. haha.

zao lo

hmm at last. the promos are over. i can stop studying for awhile. feeling so relax. haha tml i shall go to church to tease taiyong abt this. haha.

alvin's visit - he wanted to come my house. apparently to study. ended up spend the whole afternoon reading comics. haha! naruto. my goodness. had a gr8 time

hin's house - went to his house to collect the labour market notes. but he cant find it. but we cooked lunch. heh. i cooked the egg toufu with egg and a veg. turned out i put a little too much oyster sauce. so we ate the veg without the sauce. still taste not bad. haha. all the promo's fault that i got no time to refine my cooking skills haha. than hin prepared the noodles and the meat. wow good stuff man. minced meat mixed with egg and corn. shiok man. but the noodles.. oh well.. lets not get into it. conclusion. we threw it away. couldnt study much too but ihafta admit. after reading his notes. its like alot better. i can understand the concept.

oh yeah. i went to brian's house yesterday! studied maths. not bad quite productive. for 7 hrs. i managed to do like 8 or 9 maths questions. plus watched like 7 episodes of anime.. played a few hours of computer games and oso watched some tv. tak abt balanced lifestyle during exams. heh. and he has sumthing interesting. its the prawn thingie. those prawns being kept in an exclosed system. its really interesting to see how they can survive. its being kept in the small ecosystem just like how we are being kept in one called earth.

today's maths paper wasnt ez. thats cos i dint do my part by memorising formulas. if not it should have been just a mediocre one. but the thing was that it was a 3 hrs paper.. see? and i realli hate 3 hr papers. u noe y? its cos they dun give u a toilet break. plus its realli cold. so its long and oso your bladder contracts. plus the teachers hafta walk ard.. knowing that E block is a container class room means that a small step for man in turns takes a great effort to keep the bladder from being affected my the aftermaths of the tremours of each step. in addition. the teachers that walk past isnt very much the light at all. hence result in bigger tremours.. its like the earth quake scale number 10 for my bladder. CHIONG to toilet after paper and peed for 75 seconds. wow. 75 sia!!!!!!!!!!! not 7.5 or 0.75 secs. its 75 seconds!!! ok well mebbe its like 74.7323425269680 seconds but i can round up to 75.

now i feel a freedom. just like the water in a river having to cut a pathe of water when a rock stand in its way and finally ending up in the sea! class went to pastamania and as usual. i dint spend a single cent. great achievement! haha. and i was very full from all the free bread and all the food koping. haha.but everyone was in a generous mood too since there are like 3 kopers there. me and hongian. played pool with jaryl brian james reuben daniel. brian is good. i totalli would haf gotten trashed if not for the great skill i had just today. mebbe i on form. we played race to 3 and i won by abit. a tyco foxy. haha. thx God i could do like a few foxies today.

corpse bride was not bad but its abit short bah. 1 hr and 10 mins onli siaz sianz. oh! i saw this interesting sink in plaza sing at the spotlight level. ok b4 i tok abt the sink.. lets tok abt spotlight. can u believe it? spotlight does not sell any lights at all?!?!? my goodness. y call themselves spotlight than. haha. irony. its like wanting a bowl of soup without the bowl. chicken rice without chicken. like calling something big and naming it as "small". grrr. oh well back to the sink. its very interesting cos its as its the same time as a sink.. itis oso a fish tank! haha go see see!

its like a whole day in town liao. after that celebrated lips bdae with renling and bec and vic and ron and joanne and frola and reg. hope she likes the prestn i gave her. haha.

enjoy

zao lo!

just 12 more hours realli and i will be liberated. liberated from tis world of studies. but do i enter a worlf of lost.. thinking that i will get retained.. or do i enter a world of faith and hope and love in God. i wanna take the latter.

so much things to blog

-alvin's visit to my house
-me going to hin's hosue
-exams on the whole
-me going brian's hosue

many many things i wanna do

-cut hair
-lose weight
-play
-spend more time with God
-go and haf an eating feast with alvin and whoever wants
-do some filming and editing
-play judo
-BE AND INSTRUMENT TO GOD'S GLORY!
-draw
-rollerblade!
-catch up on my studied and do every tutorial!
-catch up with frens like those in hci now

haiz. i will explain to u in further details next time wolv! haha

zao lo

study
study
study.

wad a life.

took some time off and memorized the 66 books of the bible.

Genesis
Exodus
Leviticus
Numbers
Deuteronomy
Joshua
Judges
Ruth
1 Samuel
2 Samuel
1 Kings
2 Kings
1 Chronicles
2 Chronicles
Ezra
Nehemiah
Esther
Job
Psalms
Proverbs
Ecclesiastes
Songs of Songs
Isaiah
Jeremiah
Lamentations
Ezekiel
Daniel
Hosea
Joel
Amos
Obadiah
Jonah
Micah
Nahum
Habakkuk
Zepheniah
Haggai
Zecariah
Malachi
Matthew
Mark
Luke
John
Acts
Romans
1 Corinthians
2 Corinthians
Galatians
Ephesians
Phillipians
Colossians
1 Thesselonians
2 Thesselonians
1 Timothy
2 Timothy
Titus
Philemon
Hebrews
James
1 Peter
2 Peter
1 John
2 John
3 John
Jude
Revelations

phew~! that was fun.
if bro yun could memorize books from the bible.. i shall too. afterall from wad i haf been memorizing in psalms 1:

Blessed is the man
who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked
or stand in the ways of sinners
or sit in the seat of mockers.

But his delight is in the law of the LORD,
and on his law he will meditate day and night.
He is like a a tree planted by streams of water
which yield fruits in season
and whose leaves does not whither.
Whatever he does prospers.

Not so the wicked!
They are like chaff
that the wind blows away.
Therefore the wicked shall not stand in the judgement,
nor sinners in the assemblies of the righteous.

For the LORD watch over the ways of the righteous,
but the ways of the wicked will perish.

okie.. been realli lazy. onli did a few papers. haven realli revised my physics. sianz. dunno what am i doing. but nevertheless i will strieve hard. haiz. God is making me see so many pros of quiting rugby.

zao lo