haiz. every tried making a gal close to tears cos of insensitive werds concerning her looks? aiyah unfortunately i experienced it today. my mouth was shooting at such peed i couldnt even process wad i said and b4 i knew it.. the werds were out. well one thing for sure. i sorta threw God's face away and werds i noe now realli hurt much more than sticks and stones. the thing abt God's grace is that its free, which made me feel undeservng to claim it but i had to and i realli felt better. besides, i apologised lots of times liao. if cant werk. i realli dunno wad to do liaoz. thanks God.

ok again. ever seen a smile so sweet u could just like get diabetes just looking at it. well i experienced it today again. well its more than just today. but today was the ultimate. she might not mean it. to smile i mean. since she alwaes smiles. this might be the smile that will light up each and every dull day i guess. haha. thank God for peepz like her. well there is certainly much more peepz with sweet smile but hers is by far the sweetest. haha. mebbe i shall see a sweeter smile as life pass by. heh.

just love the carrot cake at bugis! alvin hongian chiam carson.. lets chiong argh!

zao lo

hey wolv. sorry. the past week. like i haf said.. i realli changed my lifestyle and realli neglected u alot. hope u dun mind but i am actualli striving to study now. its like one mth b4 my promos! so fast!

aye anyway. the past week was full of stuff to do. had trng and we did scrum machines and jaryl pangseh me during trng on wed. but thats cos he and jac and james and jiawen all never come. good thing alvin chiam hongian they all dint pangseh me. oh well primarily i just wanna tell u that my plan to save money had finalli succeeded. me and alvin although we had this 4 bucks a day on food in sku club, but than i calculated. i am spending on average onli 2 bucks in sku.. sth which is unlikely in the first 3 mths. sumore monday i spent negative 10cents cos james treated me 2 bucks and i ate as little as possible. haha.

wed we had this chaps hour we watched this film abt where exactly is the ark. pretty interesting. after that got sfc outing. too bad i cant go :( but if i dun traing. well i wont be able to get into the team. realli hoped i could go but for now. i realli asking God wad i should do. realli.

found one verse which realli ministered to me

Mark 11:24

" Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have recieved it, and it will be yours."

friday had rehearsal and dint went for match. good thing cos many were brutalli treated by the sas peepz. haha..

sat. conned to sku by the choir cher cos she forgot to tell us that dun haf choir prac. but was at otram when jayce told me. plus she said that she felt bad and for those that reached sku she will treat them drink. so i gek my way to sku. haha. for a freee drink,since i oso brought my werk out to do. wasnt a bad decision. heh. anna and jayce was there plus anna brought cake. bravo. free breakfast cos of a free drink and cake. than mr lim came and told us he was sorry for us. he better be man. haha so we all. 3 of us that were there.. all got free meals! heh..

left sku at 11.30 and met broLing at potong pasir macs.. cant study there one.. 2 plus hour and i studied nth much cos macs realli noisy. haiz..rong was sweet cos she suggested to buy me bread. and at macs, u get free sauce. so i had another free meal. plus b4 that i redeemed one burger. so i wan FULL. bible oso said that "Men shall not live by bread alone" but by every word that proceeds from the mouth of God.rite.. haha i live by free meals... haha.. jkjk

b4 i go i wanna share a song i just sang during my quiet time. its realli from my heart one so i realli feel sth when i sing. hopes it ministers to those christian or non christians reading this too.

G
The nails in Your hands
Em
Are there for my sins
C
The blood that was shed
D
Washes me clean
G
You gave up your life
Em
So i can have mine
C
Jesus
D G
Saviour of my Life


zao lo.

hey wolv. here to update u abt my movements since last sat. heh.

saturday was a bz day. had to pop into sku by cab from barhour for the choir prac which i am helping sku with.. ok well so apparently SFC had to help choir to sing.. mebbe they know christians sing lots of songs in church.. but than again.. back in church.. we dnit haf to be in tuned. as in.. so many people sing u cant even hear your own voice.. heh.. but choir. abit diff sia.. haha. abit onli

rushed to cck to wentong's house after that to meet vin wentong and chiaming to do our gp project. after this project still haf to pass up individual essays. sianz. jT was sposed to come but he was stuck at AMK in the morning cos he had no money in his bus pass and had to walk home. haha. quite funny but pity him pls. heh. reached wentong house and did nth much. except to feast on her reserves at home.. which included this super nice cheese biscuit. and a packet of maggi mee each. heh. free lunch but :( already spent like 4.60 on cab in the morning. good thing the club i set up with alvin (4-dollar-a-day-on-food-in-sku-club)dosent realli apply on weekends. heh.

chiong to national lib with chiam and vin after that to meet my pw group. super nice leh the lib. its like 13 or 14 stories high can see esplanade. than sumore the lift super fast! my heart was literalli in my mouth lor. zoom zoom zoom. went to 11 storey and stoned outside waiting for oher group mates. started talking. than joking. than luffing. realli LOUD. librarian came out and scold us. haiz. sianz. in the end go there like never even do the project. but carson got scolded cos he blasted his ipod shuffle and started talking with malik. and he talked LOUD. haha. well the aftermath- someone had to tell him to DIAm twice. heh poor carson(sly grinz*)

proceeded to the market nearby and we feasted! ok well. without alvin and malik and carson.. so onli me chiam and hong. but it was super nice! introduced them to the food there cos its more of my area than theirs since they are from the westside and me from the Eastside. dint go to churh in the end. regretted. shall go next ypm.. although i still realli go church every sun besides ypm on sat.

sunday had to songlead. realli felt lead as i lead. esp the worship part. the songs that were chosen by me and daniel were wad i felt, very appropiate. dun wanna say its my fav but yeah few of those songs are on my top charts. class had to do beads and i dint help much. the children loved it and i loved sitting there watching them too. so entertaining. haha.

ok think i shall end here. going to sku soon. these few days i am like sleeping at 9 or 10 and waking up at 3 or 4 to do werk. i think its super productive. super. i just studied physics topic on gravitational and embarked on tut. dang. i should haf started this lifestyle soon. so far onli alvin join me in this new lifestyle. haha

zao lo

hi wolv ok i just here to post an essay alvin wrote so that i dun haf to send it to his email.. haha..

Name: Alvin Ea
Class: 05S75

The arts enable us to come to a better understanding of ourselves and our society. Discuss.

Without knowing it, the arts have been shaping and changing our lives, from the times of our ancestors up till the present today. It will still definitely continue to play an active role in the lives of our future generations to come too. There is no denial that arts is everywhere, therefore it has the ability to influence and adjust the way of lives of the human species.

In a way, the arts allow us to have a greater insight of our lives, as well as the lives of others' so as to enable us to communicate efficiently with one another and to be able to express our inner thoughts and ideas through the many form of mediums in arts. Arts are termed high quality of conceptions or executions, as found in the works of beauty, holding aesthetic value in the many communities found in the world.

Almost certainly everywhere on this planet, we can see many different visual forms of art, which includes paintings, films, drawings, designs etc. There also exists the literal form of art via poems and literary texts of the famous Shakespearean and also calligraphy and brush paintings. Certainly, humanities like history and religion are also termed as a form of liberal arts as they do have an adverse effect on us. Through these different form of art works, the creator records down his or her thoughts and emotions and uses them us a tool for them to convey their ideas to the rest of the society. Arts are therefore mediums whereby expression of thoughts and emotions are being transmitted.

zao lo. update u next time.

thursday was another day in which i haf drowned myself in studies. i am realli studying much more than i used to but than again. its realli not sufficient. God pls come and werk wonders! i wanna beat my cousin in his 4 As and 2 S papers distinction for his A lvls aha... but most impt. i want more options in life. but think again. If he had called me to be a scientist and now that i am werking hard.. there is realli no reason i wont be one. just hope its those positions that are quie high and rake in many money.. but yet again.. with great salary comes great responsibility. haiz..

today was ok. had SFC and rugby. now i am spending like 10 hrs a week on cca. bravo. good think rugby season is second term finish. did DISC anyway. i am a high I person! I for intelligent! ok not realli.. its Influential. heh.. and God answered my prayers for not wanting to play in the 10s this sat cos i got project to do. but jaryl got into the team so i wanna wish him all the best! haha. tml james and jame and a fake james called pae hong rui is gonna win a competition! haha.

after a few months i finalli disciplined myself to settle down and i realised that i haf actualli alot of time de... so at last being sian online i decided to check out the webbie samsom told me taiyong lowell and jospeh to check out. its www.bible.org and it has article abt alot of things.. of course samsom wanted us to check up the future partner and stuff.. jsut read through.. and realised its very relevant. haha.. its realli interesting

now for my spiritual life. its realli gettin dull. its like after excepting spiritual grace from God i am stuck at the stage where its hard to go on and giving up does seems like an overwhelming option. but one thing i noticed. reading the bible now is more of fun than out of chore that i dun realli feelike putting down the bible when i read it. ohyeah wait. abt this stage of being hard. well i gues this is the stage where the seeking intensifies. and prayer realli comes into view. talking to my Father in heaven realli helped. its like during lectures and stuff when i feel bored i can jsut talk to Him rather than engross my mind in tots that lead to no where. i am realli seeking now. realli praying that i wont stop praying. the onli way i now realli stay with God is realli through prayers and esp that He would come and converse with me or let me feel jsut part of His lvoe for example the feeling of being in His embrace. but now more often than not. songs realli touched me and morning worship haben been the same since he came and touched my life once again. myonli regret till now is not being discipined to memorise scriptures. mebbe i should start doing so and grapping all the promises of the bible. and oso the daily devotion book. This time however, by the spirit of God i shall not faulter for the Lord my God is my strength. in Him i haf a dream and a purpose: and i am here to remind it to myself. to be one who is a Giant in faith and prayers.

zao lo

Oops.. DEOS settling in! ok that’s Deminishing Entries Of Scales.heh and that’s a bad habit really.. its like this inconsistent bloggin that really pisses me off cos I hafta try to recall wadever achievements which I hold pride in the last few days..

Assuming Thursday as uneventful.. than Friday must have been super eventful cos I was spending the whole day celebrating the canceling of trainin yet worrying abt wadever crap that will face me after my mom face mdm kwan for my results. Liping remembered to bring the latest ONE PIECE comic hence I didn’t hafta like bore myself to death while waiting for death itself.. haha death as in the treatment my mom might give me. Wad an irony. Well we really just cant escape the worse.. mom came and met mdm kwan and to think mdm kwan dint say any good werds for me although I haf been contributing to the class and doing a least like 2 of her tutorials.. haiz.. but shes nice.. I still like her lesson best.. mebbe cos its maths.. mahs is logical. Not like physics or chem. When they go into the details of details like electron. And the thing is u cant comfirm wad the formula is cos u cant see an atom.

Mom was hysterical after collecting my results plus she saw my cousin Daniel going home after sku.. for those that dunno.. me and my cousin both in SAJC.. and Daniel did quite well such that aunty grace dun hafta go down to sku.. well talk abt value added for him and value reduction for me.. considering I came from Chinese High.. heh. Haha.. but nvm.. since God aint a respector of person guess it boils down to the hard werk u put in here in SAJC.. results is a respector of diligence.. oh putting that aside.. mom tighten her hold on me now and really really insist I reach home at 10 pm everyday.. and it’s a MUST now.. not like last time can negotiate.. to think those gals in my class like no curfew.. the worlds really coming upside down. Mebbe one day boys will be wearing skirts and gals wear long pants. Hope that day dun ever come man.. haha.. ok anyway.. trust the SFC to come up with a farewell BBQ at jon’s house at YIO CHU KANG on the day of parent-teacher-meeting.. haiz.. obviously many wont be able to make it as.. parents after recieveing bad news from sku.. where got so easily let their child wander off to a BBQ in a desolated place.. haiz.. mom was kind enuff to let me go. But I too like 2hrs to get there by the time I got there its already like 9.. and I hafta get home by ten remember? Oh well I overstayed and mom shouted at me over the fone.. which was like once in a blue sun.. and I got really sacred abit. Prayed and when I reached home.. mom was asleep thx God..

Aye but Friday val lend me a good book abt this gangster-head.. the ex-leader of the mau-mau gang in Brooklyn.. he became a Christian and wrote his life story.. interesting.

Sat. had to wake up at 7 to reach turf city at 9 for a rugby match which some ang moh team called the centaur.. totally waste of time considered I spent like 2 hrs getting there and played onli 10 mins and had to spend 1.5 hr to renling the house to supposedly do werk and wait for a play at esplanade to start. broLing told meto go to the play cos Alvin was like supposed to go too and alvin’s fren and Ling’s class spose to be there.. a few of them la.. and I noe them.. so I go lor.. and I really had fun playing with marcus.. haha oh yeah the play is ok la.. I onli like the lady-bug which was played by this guy with a hongkie accent that spoke dialect..and that.. is cool man.. haha

Went to ypm after one mth. Had a great time fellowshipping with taiyong. We both agreed we shoud hang out with church people more. Haha..

Sunday. Went to bukit timah with the church children. They are really cute esp my class P2 one.. the luke.. ryan.. Nadine.. Melissa.. enqi.. Gabrielle and Joshua. Really had a great time but I dun feelike going into the details.. haha. Heh must think of a way to bond the gals and the guys.. they are at the sensitive age where they will “eee” here and there one..

Proceeded to grandma house after that. Bad choice.. lots of food.. but cant eat since all offered to idols b4.. good thing aunty angie helped me cooked lik 20 chicken wings the middlepart plus bacons and sadine.. ahah shiok ah!

Monday had jugby trng and doing the drills were FUN! Fun fun fun.. esp the double bang part. The ramming into one another.. just one werd can describe. Shiok. And the coach tell us like wrestle for oneminute.. and I really relived my past of fighting days and really had a joyous time.

Tuesday was ok except some people got into trouble with the sku cos of their blog. Really thankful for ms chia. She is a better announcer or at least shes better at getting the msg through. When she praise.. she praises and when she critisise.. she does it in a respectable way although shes sacarstic too. I still think shes nice and approachable. If it had been the principal.. she would haf adopted a template that I have been dreading. She would go like..” I actually wanna praise u abt sth…..” than she will praise us but even then through the tone of her voice u can hear she just cant wait for the scolding part to start and than u will hear “…but there are some black sheeps that….” Than the scolding start. And the ratio is 3:7 or abt there.. with 7 being the protion of scoldings we get.. haiz that’s her style but dun think we deserve much praise either by the way we behave. Oh yeah I wanna tell u a great achievement too wolv. I spend onli $1.95 on Monday cos I ate mixed rice for $1.50 and bought drink for 45 cents than Tuesday jiawen treated me and I onli spend 45 cents. Bad thing is that when I told Alvin that… he immediately broke my record and spend onli 25 cents today and ate from 6 diff stores by koping food. Dang!

Did finish maths tutorial 13! Although still got some questions I duno la! Heh

Wed today. Spend a lot of time studying for the test tml.. intro to organic chem. And alkanes. Consequently I had to pon trng today cos it wasn’t compulsory in the first place. Would haf gone if it was physical. Haven tried the basic super awesome.

Mom did sth amazing to my room. She allowed space for a table and put in my bro’s table which my bro haven been using to do werk but onli to store his rubbish. So now my room’s much more conducive to study. With that table I can control myself from using com these few days cos the com is in the com room and I am now doing werk in my own room. But here comes another enemy. Instead of the com… its my own bed.! Oh well. At least I am getting more sleep! But than I oso doing more werk! Maths tutorial 13 is a good proof! And I studied like 4 hrs of chem. Today.. just for tml test! Sianz.. getting lesser life. Haha but at least I feel that I am doing rite. No wonder Jesus said that who that wanna follow him must die to the world. Haiz

Zao lo.

better be a baby fish than to be a shark without a fin
better be a kitten than to be a cheetah without legs
better be a swmming penguin than to be an eagle without wings
better be a saint in heaven than to be on earth without God

i wanna fall in love with u my Lord
i wanna fall in love with u
i wanna fall in love with u
i wanna fall in love with u
i wanna fall in love with u
i wanna fall in love with u

So gimme that one true love which can onli be found in u
For its in u i find my dreams and purpose
just like how the police alwaes goes back to a criminal's hangout to find him
cos a criminal without a future will go back to his past
so u always find me in the deepest depths of the earth
as some point in time i will lose my focus on u my Lord
but let not there be another time u hafta find me where i was
cos now i see my future; my dream
to be a giant in faith and a prayer warrior.

-- words from my heart.

amen. zao lo

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE! ok well i dun realli feel like its national day in particular.. its like.. so boring.. my flat less than half got flags.. wanna take a good foto oso cannot.. wads more.. i had to spend it at home cos principal msg my mom abt my shitty results... which is in a way largely my fault.. than i went to watch the live broadcast of the national day parade and fell asleep and woke up just in time to finish the parade.. thats dumb.. cos i realised every year the same thing one.. onli the weapons diff.. its becuming more like a ritual than a celebration.. no doupt lots of hardwerk had been put into it.. i just enjoy the holiday and break thoguh.. hope next time i can think up a plan to feel more belonged cos the bottomline is that i still love Singapore alot.. realli alot..

monday we had this pillar painting thing.. its very fun.. trust SAJC to come up with all these things.. but than i ruin a pants.. sku pants.. cos of this.. dang.. after that on monday went home to slcak b4 going out to watch "wedding crashers" the nc-16 version and the nc-16 scenes are like off the point i dun see why they should like put it in the first place.. irrelevant.. but the show the jokes were quite witty.. at least for me.. heh..

this morning met up with wendy.. AT LAST.. i could like get rid of her present which was like collecting dust.. and help her with her project drawings and plans.. so if she succeed.. imma gonnna like demand a meal or sth.. hie hie hie...

rugby match today was a killer.. cos i made fools out of myself.. FOOLSSSSS.. made many errors like giving opponent the ball.. and the coach was luffin.. haha.. thinking back it would have been rather funny had i not been the one.. but than again.. it is still rather funny.. hahah.. did a few tackles by judo throws and that realli feel good but i am realli worrying abt my fatherhood cos when i tackle the opponent's legs seems to be dangerously moving at a fast rate near the danger zone. gah.. i will die for my country.. but i will not die for rugby.. haha.. but rugby is fun.

went to meet with the drama peepz for a gathering to celebrate the success of the drama.. ended up onli me. hongian. ata. janice. gail. ron. sam. andher fren collin. collin is a nice guy.. we managed to trick the rest that we were cousins.. ok more like trick sam and she so gullible.. haha.. ok the second haha now is for me.. cos i spend all my money i got from my granny this week and i dunno wad to do i just haf to survive on my reserves now.. ahha which is the fats all ard my tummy.

shant let devil's fire bridgade succeed! onward prayer warrior! yeah!

zao lo

thursady was realli hectic once more but i rediscovering the joy of sharing joy..

see here it goes.. i was entrusted to do a film project in a few hours from the dance and drama and being quite a selfish guy that day.. i wanted to do all the editing to myself.. afterall i haben been editing in a long time and i realli enjoyed it.. so i wanted to enjoy it once again.. so here comes the problem.. i forgot how to use the programme. but thank God.. he send james Lim to help me.. my sec3/4 filming teammate.. and as we werk together.. i realised we compliment each other.. those skills i forgot.. he had them and vice versa and we found great joy in doing the short film together once again.. haha.. thanks God!

dance and drama was a success.. although the audi wasnt full but i was sure the spirit of God did move cos i can feel it. the spirit of God just filling the whole audi and the place was just so quiet no one talking and occasionally hear a few sniffs.. i would like to compliment of the dance they haf put up a great job just syncronising the dance.. fawn dint smile but she dint give that much of her murderous stare so it was ok. .haha.. and yeah.. they realli were graceful.. drama was same.. realli wanna thank God for angie.. my cousin daniel.. hong ian.. huiru.. samantha.. jael.. ata.. gail.. janet.. ron and the rest of the actors.. through their acting.. Gos had realli spoken through the drama abt ms carol wong's personal testimony. i oso wanna thank God for the devoted others who had made this a great chance to evangelise to my classmates that went. the stage manager and floor manager and all.. and every other that had made this event possible and last and the greatest.. i wanna thank God for ever being so present.

went for dinenr at harbourfront macs after packing up and i had 300 over points! cos everyone dint collect their points.. haha.cool.. and joy fell for the exothermic reaction trick. hie hie hie~!

thursday i took greenslip cos i feeling sick and i went to see doc.. just a cough though but the doc gave me a full body check up! wah biang.. had to strip and kena molested.. haha but boh pian.. my cough 2 mths liao.. he must haf suspected somethin.. in the end it is some alergy to virus aftermath thingie.. have to take steriods.. sianz.. so bitter one.. oh after that i went home to rest than i went to cut hair.. for 2 hrs.. than went to BUY MY NEW ADIDDAS SHOES! haha very ncie i like.. the white strips one.. heh.. after that went back to sku looking good and nice for the SFC gatehring.. heh.

sat went out to study with alvin but after studying for so long and even going to his house to try to study.. i still couldnt like do one math problem so ended up watching naruto b4 going to cck for judo grad nite.. as expected.. they started late.. but than thats cos they waiting for me.. ahah wah ao dua pai... food was ok.. kara-ok was not ok at all cos all the old songs onli.. those 1960s~70s songs.. so i just ate and sang our own songs..

after that we had our programmes.. tot jc1 programmes will be totalli sucky but than. not so and got alot of our snrs luffing.. so should be quite ok bah.. ahha ok after taht was the eating competition.. wow.. fancy having an eating competition just after a buffet! first they had to like gobble down so much marshmallows.. they almost puke.. ahha.. than out of them.. a few emerged and qualify for round 2.. which was a dumpling.. yeah.. the big and sticky one.. than those that progressed go to round 3.. eating strawberries.. haha hie hie hie.. the thing was that the strawberries had wasabi in them.. so lester was like almost on the verge of tears.. AND I TAPED IT DOWN! haha pathetic look... but funny.. heh..

dance was next and veldenn was realli good and gentlemen.. first he asked the gals to dance and he even danced with a gal none of us would wanna dance with... hes such a gentlemen making everyone feel so welcomed.. than he danced with the jc1 gals even though he just sec 4.. than he danced with this ny gal.. very long.. abt 3 songs.. he with that gal.. and they were like so close la.. haha.. wanted to spy and inspect at a closer range.. so i asked jiangyue if she wanted to dance.. u noe those slow dance where gals put their hands on the guy's neck and guys put our hands on their hop..yeah those slow song..and we said b4 hand.. every 10 seconds we change shift so we can haf a good view of both our juniors dancing.. haha wad a sight.. oh anyway.. dancing is not that hard realli i realised.. although this is a first time outside sku i dance with someone.. but it was realli fun.. but no dirty dancing pls.. haha

the rest of the guys went to k box after that but i just went to xx house to sleep.. before going to the city harvest church to visit.. the topic that day was.. THE MAN WHO HAS NO FUTURE ALWAES GOES BACK TO HIS PAST.. and the pastor kong cited 2 examples.. the example of judas and peter.. both went back to their own ways after Jesus died but than peter found back his future in Christ.. yeaha

after taht went for FOP.. good thing bong was there to queue so me and hong ian just cut in.. hong ian felt abit bad.. guess i should too.. anyway.. there is this interesting church in london.. kensington temple.. the guest speaker for FOP was from taht church.. ahah forgotten wad he spoken abt but he was one interesting fellow.. heh.. hillsongs was there too and the worship was good.. seeing so many pre believers becom believers realli touched my heart.. after hillsongs came delirious.. the lead singer is shuai man! despite being over 40 yrs old with 5 kids.. he could still pass for someone whos in his 20s.. heh.. but sorry to say.. their worship style dont suit me for now.. although when i look upon their lyrics.. its super metaphoric.. and nice.. heh..

zao lo

woohoo! so wolv.. ! haha ok here goes.. wed was good.. went to special chaps hour and there is this speaker from YWAM.. youth with a mission.. basically its one of the biggest christian outreach ministries in the whole universe.. haha.. and heres his testimony..

this speaker is called joseph qian jin lun.. since young, he had been dedicated to the sun god to be the sun god's god son. few yrs later his mom changed membership and transfered him under the goddess of mercy. so he had to like go to the temple a few times every mth till its becam a playground to him.so devoted a buddhist was he that he would be at the temple praying over all the big decisions in life and asking for direction..

family wise, his family had been realli rich cos his familiy was engaged in a jewellery business. his grandad was responsible for the overseeing of the business hence the whole family just stay in one big house which had like 16 rooms.. now came one day his grandad died and the family went into a big mess fighting over business and money.one such quarrel was between his mom and his aunt and he so happened to be there. at the climax of anger his aunty said sth which she shouldnt have said which went like," even your only son gradad had to go out to buy for u.." he suddenly realised y he had 2 birthcerts with 2 diff names although both haf the same birthplace birthdates birthtime and stuff.. he entered depression and couldnt study for his o lvls that yr and flunked it. had to repeat it which was bad.

amidst all these .. one day while he was wondering himself along orchard road, he bumped into this fren which had taught him of all the worst things he had ever known. this fren had just found christ and his family had experienced a revival. told jospeh to follow him to a christian gathering nreaby and he went.. reached and there were like 2000++ peepz singing songs.. and he realli loved singing.. so he just sang along.. but when sermon came.. he couldnt understand a singe word and stoned.. than don moen the worship leader went up and lead them in worship once more.. and which he was singing.. he saw the werds.. clear as day.. " for God so love jin lun that He gave His onli son.." he rubbed his eyes and saw the werds again.. than deep within him cried out.. " whoever U are, come and help me.." after saying this.. he felt the peace of God upon him..

his mom had told him since young that he cannot be a christian if not he will be chased out of house.. but he went home that day and told his mom.. nth happened.. but mom dint allowed him to go to church.. so being rebellious.. he woke up at 5 before anyone else woke up to go for the 10 o clock service.. heh.. mom relented but told him not to get baptised.. and guess wad.. he just went to do it.. but wads so miraculous is that on that day he got baptised, he never even told his mom. but his mom prepared 2 sets of food.. telling him which one got prayed to gods which one dun haf.. he asked his mom y liddat.. he mom looked and him and asked," u just got baptised rite?".. praise God..

took his o lvls again and became the first few in acs to fail ingrish twice. but he did well for the other subjects. nevertheless.. he did his maths and realised that poly is a better way for him and he ended up being an accoutant.. werked hard and the boss recognised his hard werk and he was given a scolarship to furher his accountancy with no bonds. however God wanted him to give up this chance to serve God. in his own anger and confusion, he calculated all his lost if he were to enter full time ministry and added a 20% to make the figures look nicer and told God that He had to provide this amt if God realli wanted him to enter full time ministry. true enough, God touched the hearts of 2 people that dint even noe him well and they send cheques which added up to the amt he asked for exactly. atop of that, a thrid person called to ask him if he wanted to go on a fully paid holiday to australia.. and so he went to australia and somehow ended on this cliff. the challenge was to dangle one leg over the edge. he went and when he looked down he heard God tellign him. " jump down.. I will catch u". he siadao and told God." God i noe its u but your werd say that dun test the Lord your God. so wad do u want to tell me." God that told him that he just had to jump into God's promise and that even though he will be without a fixed pay, it dosent mean that he will be without good food and clothes and all, in fact God will give him the best for him.

Came back to Singapore and entered full time. a few yrs passed and he opened up a few otehr ministries like dance and stuff. but God wanted him to move on to YWAM.. so he checked up the webbie and found it super intersting. there is the surfing ministry.. cowboys minstries and many many others.. but he got the shock of his life when he realised he had to pay them to werk for them.. furthermore, his parents had approached him to tell him to pay for theie air tickets back to china to visit a dying relative. he prayed and God provided in the form of a cell group member which had forgotten a back account which she had.. from young and oso God led her to a book which she had kept her first pay cheque.. totalli is abt 5k and she just gave to joseph.. effectively answering his prayers.. and from that day on.. jospeh realli trusted God sia..haha... heh.. its realli a true story my frens... and now joseph is realli serving God at YWAM and haf a wife and 2 kids.:D

after taht i had rugby match and could onli say it was fun ramming thsoe c boys and scrapping my knees..

i suddenly realised that jc is very cruel. onli enjoy having seniors just for 6 mths b4 they leave for studying. esp for sFc.. just not long ago i was involved in a thrilling discussion with mingyang and christian. its abt worship and stuff.. and i guess i have never realli tot in a way they tot.. they will most of the time jsut tok abt christian topic and even quarell over it.. but its not an unecessary dicussion and it builds spiritual bonds.. and to think they actualli could like enlighten me.. i have never tot of music i praise and worship as a form of catalyst.. however wad we want is the end product which is a worshipful spirit. realli hope they could like stay longer in sfc cos i wanna grow up like them.. not to just go out and tok rubbish all the time.

official rugby trng has just started.. played touch rugby with the gals.. not as fun as rugby where u bang into one anotehr.. and ram and stuff.. haha.. ok anyway.. yesterday we sorta got our positions.. i am a FORWARD.. wadever for i dunno.. but sounds like a frontline task.. haha.. and oso.. when we broke into groups.. i was chosen to be sth which sounds realli sick.. "HOOKER".. wad i do is i throw the ball when there is a throw in and i oso am in the middle of the scrum and hafta like hook the ball.. guess thats y i am called hooker.. of all names.. such a sick name with such fun task.. haha..

CMW is coming along fine i gues.. today we had this talk abt UFOs and aliens.. this morning was like sposed to do the announcements but ended up mr Lim had to do it cos he never called me or tim.. and he did it the yoda style.. and it was realli realli good.. heh.. the talk was very very good.. talk abt the big bang theory and stuff liddat.. and i realli liked it but too bad cannot go realli indepth..

iam realli shagged.. if onli i could chiong naruto anime.. the precious 120++ episodes till now.. cos all these parts like not in manga one.. ahha

zao lo