wah saturday realli fun sehz.. slacked at home one whole day than went out for class outing for dinner at fish and co.. but onli me.. alvinkun.. chiamingchan.. carson.. brian.. chernkiat.. karen.. joleen.. janet and mr chua came.. ok la not bad the food.. wah! the food.. its realli finger licking good man esp the fried squid.. its good stuff man.. haha.. after that went to fort canning for the sonicfest.. its spose to need entry tickets but we jsut sat at the back near the barricade there still can see quite well haha.. anyway we went here quite late oso so nvm dint gain anything much..

sunday which is today... well one week ago i went to get my third pair of board shorts which cost like 80 plus bucks which is so ex.. i tot it should be near 50 since its like the second last day of great Singapore sale.. but heck.. i realli need a new pair of board shorts cos i onli interchanging between 2 for the last one and a half year.. haha and this new one is realli nice.. the material is elastic one so i can do more sports with it.. heh heh..

also i bought one pair of asics shoes cos my old asics going to spoil liao. hafta buy another pair to alternate too... and this pair.. is realli nice too:D haah of course i say ncie la i choose one wad.. if even i say ugly.. who will say nice rite? haha

rehearsal today was quite tiring.. thanks God its over and CMW is coming soon... yeah and jsut to share a song i rediscovered after so long.. i realli love it.. esp the bold part...



Lord we need Your grace and mercy
we need to pray like never before
we need the power of Your Holy Spirit
to open heaven's door

Lord we humbly come before You
we dun deserve of You wad we ask
but we yearn to see Your glory
restore this dying land!!!!

Spirit touch Your church
stir the hearts of men
revive us Lord
with Your passion once again
I want to care for others
like Jesus cares for me
Let your rain fall upon me!!!!


heh heh. nice rite.. :D

zao lo

This weeks been pretty interesting.. spiritually I am realli actualli growing and aint that exciting.. worship God and being in His presence seems so much easier now than it had been in 2 yrs.. and I really starting to enjoy Him touching my heart when I do so..

Christian mission week is really just ard the corner.. there is the drama and the dance going on with the worship and the special chaps hour and stuff.. wow its really cool.. and there is this tok about UFOs and aliens so for peepz that really interested in how do life on earth begin and oso for those all out to shoot Christian stories.. just feel free to come and either make us look like fools or make yourselves look like fools for not believing Christ in the first place.. haha.. for I dun really care if I am a fool.. king david once said that he will be even more undignified than this and I really hope I can just be like him .. heh yeah.. but yeah just feel free to come.. its like on Tuesday abt 5.30pm I think..

The drama will be nice and good I know.. the actresses and actors have really putted in 10000% just role playing wad actually happened in one of our teacher’s life. Some scenes are really really disturbing however.. and sumtimes a few actresses or actors might just screw up and not come.. but nevertheless.. I really believe that if we give our best.. God will in turn pour out His might according to His schedule..

Dance peepz is oso trying to do their best.. they dun really smile though so me and aloy should be doing some stuff abt it.. haha.. anyway.. they really werk very hard too like the drama and they are oso like doing 10000%.. dancing I haf seen them.. its like everyday.. and I thank God for their commitment.. some of them actually inspire me and set me thinking y are they giving so much.. well I can just help by standing in daniel’s role and just doing some small chore.. but I am sure doing for God not for man.. and God had provided some form of relieve in the form of welfare who cooked us honey water and barley.. thank Godfor them! Haha. Yeah

I actually had bible study after 2 mths.. yeah.. and we started toking abt getting a life partner..ty said that his mom is already telling him to pray for one and I told them my mom aint letting me get even a gf much more a wife.. ahha.. but yea… wad we discuss really comfirm my criteria for a life partner. I think its proverbs 31 I think.. haah

There I found it.. its from proverbs 31:10 onwards…

10 [c] A wife of noble character who can find?
She is worth far more than rubies.
11 Her husband has full confidence in her
and lacks nothing of value.
12 She brings him good, not harm,
all the days of her life.
13 She selects wool and flax
and works with eager hands.
14 She is like the merchant ships,
bringing her food from afar.
15 She gets up while it is still dark;
she provides food for her family
and portions for her servant girls.
16 She considers a field and buys it;
out of her earnings she plants a vineyard.
17 She sets about her work vigorously;
her arms are strong for her tasks.
18 She sees that her trading is profitable,
and her lamp does not go out at night.
19 In her hand she holds the distaff
and grasps the spindle with her fingers.
20 She opens her arms to the poor
and extends her hands to the needy.
21 When it snows, she has no fear for her household;
for all of them are clothed in scarlet.
22 She makes coverings for her bed;
she is clothed in fine linen and purple.
23 Her husband is respected at the city gate,
where he takes his seat among the elders of the land.
24 She makes linen garments and sells them,
and supplies the merchants with sashes.
25 She is clothed with strength and dignity;
she can laugh at the days to come.
26 She speaks with wisdom,
and faithful instruction is on her tongue.
27 She watches over the affairs of her household
and does not eat the bread of idleness.
28 Her children arise and call her blessed;
her husband also, and he praises her:
29 "Many women do noble things,
but you surpass them all."
30 Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting;
but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised.
31 Give her the reward she has earned,
and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.

Wah I think verse 30 hit me most.. but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised.. how true.. tell u the truth wolv.. I actually find people most beautiful/handsome when they praise God.. haf seen it all my life.. even little kids.. seen them like so dependant on Him really made me feel so sad for myself like y aint I doing the same.. ok anyway.. samsom ended this conversation by urging us to pray but onli like having a gf after A lvls.. mebbe a comfirmation by God but that’s my decision too..

Oh yeah just wanna tell u wolv.. learning fest is really fun.. cos first day I played soccer instead of going to a workshop and I felt quite guilty so I went for the second workshop which is basketball.. and its totally fun.. do a lot of diff things.. but I think the bball peepz more or less worrying abt the workshop than enjoying it themselves.. just like JT.. most of the time he keep asking me whether it is fun anot.. haha.

After that went to help out at drama and realized a lot of peepz really live in the east.. EASTIE! Me Daniel Priscilla joy Janice angie Valerie.. aiyah a lot a lot.. next time dun hafta worry abt no one to go home with liao! Heh.. yeah and oh.. I had abrasion and had to walk in a lame manner so that peepz wont noe that I got abrasion.. haha.. just btw my tighs..

The next day learning fest was a lot more fun.. although movie appreciation really sucked cos of the many fast forwarding which caused the machine to lag.. really a lot and that really like spoilt the whole movie for goodness sake.. but it’s a nice movie nevertheless.. its called… erm.. “the piano”… well maths and movies was much better.. not the workshop though although I really learnt some interesting things.. but the movie itself. “good will hunting”.. ewe man the movie totally rock and its quite parallel to “catch me if u can”. Main character is really very very intellectual and I love it! Heh heh..

Zao lo

this entry i very long ago wanted to write liao..

i think ever since even b4 the j1 sFc committee stepped up.. i thank God that they haf realli matured.. just like tim.. i used to think him as onli a crappy buddy... and now hes realli grown.. and i respect him for that.. so full of God and authority.. seemed more sure footed than b4. but i dun get to crap so much now with him.. his forever meetin his commitee.. ahah.. which i think is good.. aloysious on the other hand.. tot he would be the pres but in the end his the evangelitic head.. and i think thats realli a good thing cos i can realli see the fire and passion when he is speaking.. and he is ever so encouraging.. i tell u that even if he is just a year old christian.. he is not even a little younger than me in my chrisitna faith.. on the other hand.. he can realli be my mentor man.. chao yuan is oso like very responsible.. crappy as alwaes.. but dint expecte him to be such a responsible person.. joel is realli a good worship head and he seemed much more engrossed in servng God now.. jayce is realli a wonder.. tot shes so quiet whole day hang out with her peepz.. but shes becuming such a spiritual leader already.. although sumtimes shes not sure wad to say or even stutter but i can see that the teachers have made it a right choice choosing her.. anna is oso much more vocal... and those otehrs having major roles in the CMW too.. like those drama dance and worhsip.. i am realli encouraged to see them serving God so whole-heartedly.. i realli love this feeling.. Serving God... see with all these responsibilities.. they realli are forced to grow out of themselves into fine young man and woman in God.. and i realli am proud of SFC..

yesterday watched this show.. poor woman called vanessa.. just a brief runthrough.. its adapted from a real story.. this woman vanessa.. she has 3 children.. young ones.. when she was caught by some authorities cos she secretly took a lift from a sildier on an official flight cos she got no money for transport.. after which she was thrown into jail and after 3 mths when shes came out.. she went to find her children onli to find out that the state took away all her children.. so she went to find them.. many yrs pass and she failed to find them.. one day she met this guy who seemingly understood her.. she broke down and this guy did that with her.. after which she was pregnant again.. but she left that guy cos in a way she oso made use of the guy to haf a baby.. and this guy found out and married her.. but after a few yrs.. started to abuse her.. and the child.. so she ran away.. and while she was away.. she met anotehr man and they got married.. this guy is a realli good guy and brought up her son as though his own.. one day after a ceremony.. a son was allowed to drive a car with his gf and it was than that a truck smashed into the car and killed him.. so this woman became childless again.. than an opportunity arised when her husband told her got one programme on the tele that toks abt reuniting parents and child.. so shi tried.. initially her story was turned down becos they were already lost for 20 yrs.. but she dint gave up and at last found her children.. which the eldest was 28 and her son was 27.. her youngest daughter was reunited with her 4 yrs after that..

watched this and i suddenly felt happy for myself and cried a little for this mom's plight.. shes reali pityful.. glad i dint haf to go through all these man thanks God...

zao lo

did my beep test yesterday.. reali bad.. its onli stage 8'4 than i die liao.. haha.. on the other hand.. my nine cones test was better.. although i missed one cone and had to turn back to hit it again.. so its like 54 secs.. could haf been 53 or even 52 secs.. haiz..wasted.. but on the whole.. thats the whole trng for yesterday.. mr ong decided to let us off earli on account on rapture.. the dance concert.. heng i dint go rapture.. if not waste an earli release.. but than yet again.. i missed a good concert.. haha.. but nvm.. i tot i had better spent it with my buddies.. went back to hci and ate ke ai ji.. dint tok much realli.. cos i was very tired and jj kept toking.. so i just listen and luffed along.. haha.. sianz.. this is the last friday in the coming weeks that i can go back.. better make good use of time man.. haa..

today.. went to see the face doc in the morning cos aunty angie say that its already pass the one mth appointment date and if i dun go.. there will be a new moon and thats my face.. so i had to drag myself out of bed.. anyway i had a good nght sleep so i dint mind.. than i went to poh poh house to study and eat free lunch b4 coming home to do up with the designs for the CMW.. i realli dun expect mine to be chosen although i rather likeit.. i decided that i should realli try my best to design " as werking for God not for man" haha.. qupte from bible.. and art is fun after so long..

guess its a blessing in disguise coming to sajc.. coming here i got lots of chances to do art.. even though ironically i dint take art as a subject.. designed the bowling teeshirt.. than drawing during lectures.. and than signing up for pub which let me design this CMW shirt and doing video.. and being in the rugby cip publicity team if i not wrong... haha .. lifes realli gettin interestin.. thank God..

zao lo

something new to learn everyday..

verses of the day: matthew 19: 29

And everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or fileds for my sake will recieve a hundred times as much and will inherit eternal life.

matthew 20:26,27

...Instead, whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant, and whoever wants to be first must be your slave---

ok great.. these 2 verses both seems to be arrowing at me.. thinking back.. i haf not left behind much for Christ.. jsut like pastor joshua had said... i was more like a "secret agent".. sorta thing.. people were even surprised that when i told them i was a christian.. cant blame them though cos christians seems to appear as super nice people to them.. which is sposed to be the case.. cos we should realli be more christ-like.. i MUST leave behind my pride.. argh! so hard..

today it was the after sku that was realli fun i think.. the SFC practice for the christian mission week.. i realli thank God that i went for this practice.. i was told i had to like help film.. or more like film it myself.. well well.. aint God good? He noes wad i like to do.. my passion.. even when i did not join art.. and i realli had fun holding the camera.. although my hands became abit tired.. but i had fun realli.. just playing with the camera angles.. best of all i went to video tape the dance.. not onli the dancers u could see them putting in 1000% percent.. but the room oso had these mirrors and i realli thoroughly totalli had fun.. cos.. for the beginners.. when we film.. we have to make sure that we dont accidentalli take images of ourselves.. and thats difficult with mirrors and glass ard.. so i had to think of a million and one ways to siam the image of myself in the mirrors.. heh heh..

taping the drama was fun too.. experimented with many different angles.. huiru was totalli a comedy herself.. she sposed to cry.. but she cry halfway will end up luffin.. and made everyone else luff too.. hongian on the other hand.. showed realli good acting skills.. and gail.. wow.. shes wonderful.. she memorised like so much sentences lorh.. janice was a good director.. and priscilla the good welfare rep..

was actualli sposed to learn the PA stuff from jeremy.. but in the end did filming which was much more in my favour.. but i still wanna learn PA some day... afterall.. just like the master that said to the servant whom he gave ten talents and the servant ended up with ten more talents through puttin ght talents to good use.. " .. come and share in your master's happiness... u haf been faithful in small things.. i shall put u in charge of greater things..." PROCESS

after the video tape the batt died on my.. i was like forced to act the lame and stuupid bro with hongian.. and surprisingly.. we got alot of muo qi.. that was pris and janice said.. well i was actualli takin my cousin's place lorh.. had he not been down with red eyes.. hmmz.. well..

gtg and sleep later got beep test!!!! hope i pass

zao lo

i am soooo tired... realli.. today is realli quite a fun day.. first i had chem.. totally like bullied the cher cos shes new.. she cute though and shes ncie.. so we bullied her indirectly.. but still.. its bully.. haha.. but the fun way...

pe was fun.. did napfa.. tot i would have died.. the 2.4 i tot need to do today la.. scare me.. but heng sia dunneed.. haiz.. i quite sad la.. my standing board jump one of my strongest stations i went to get a B.. losing by onli 1 cm!!! gek sia! so here are my results.. i would say they are pretty good.. for my standards i surpriesd even myself.. heh..

sit ups - 43
s.b.jump - 249cm
pull ups - 10
s.a.r - 53cm
s.run - 9.7s

total is 24 points.. quite good i would say.. i dint realli expect such good results cos i so long dint train.. heh.. thanks to God

after physcis.. did some eating and went to play soccer.. not bad.. today i gettin some touches.. and displayed SOME (not totalli) good defending and i realli feel good after that.. i think my class praise each other alot oso.. like alvin praise my defending i quite glad cos i super long dint play.. lazy.. haha..

went to chaps and witness the stepping down and passin on batons.. realli a sight to behold.. would haf tried to cry too ;) can just pray that the flame will be passed on and through this batch will come the next revival.. heh

than afterwhich went for rugby.. today learnt alot.. but its very sad case cos THE FIELD IS FERTILISED WITH SHIT SMELLING FERTILISERS.. and plus its muddy.. bravo.. best combination... heh.. stink reali alot after that.. had to use strenght to scrub lorh.. if not the mud wont haf come off.. and the new loyfatt while an yellow shirt had become totalli brown.. with mud and SHIT...

went dinner with sFc exco.. food is shiok... thank God for food..

zao lo

to live life u must first lose.. hmm i htink i can sorta understand it now.. the first life is the life we truly ought to live.. with christ.. the one we spose to lose is the life that we think if we lead them we will feel satisfied.. which in actual fact we will just turn ard and realised we have everythin and seems to be lacking in some things..

just rediscover sth.. when Jesus heard that John the Baptist was beheaded.. he retreated to some coast but many followed Him and He had compassion on Them and started preaching.. this is realli profound i gues.. John was His distant biological cousin if i am not wrong.. Jesus being man and God .. the Godly side tells Him that John will be in heaven.. but still.. Hes a man hence he still feels sad.. so its not wrong to feel sad cos even Jesus feels that..when someone close dies.. but again.. our sadness shouldnt be that much that it covers our eyes... blinding us from the reality of life.. that there are many out there that are even more sad case than we are.. they dunnoe Christ...

a few days ago i made a rededication.. not that its once in a long time i rededicate.. but just wanna note it down thats all.. my life's been having lots of ups and downs.. downs mainly cos of the things i missed in life.. when like just now i flipped through my files to search for my rock lee pictures i drew in sec 4.. i practicalli flipped through my whole sec 4 life.. the chem physics ingrish chinese maths and all.. looking at all the copied werk.. i feel quite shameful.. and all the beautiful drawings i drew during those lessons.. ironicalli although its those pictures that made me recall the most.. but its oso those pictures that is the reason y i cant make it to hci... but its good memory.. i almost cried with joy.. good thing i dint throw those good stuff away.. haha..

hope my life will get into shape.. haha.. God's already blessing me with a seemingly new fone.. with camera.. at last.. and werkable infrared.. haha.. sony erikson.. sorta conned it out of my aunt's hands cos she dunno how to use it.. but she gladly gave it to me when i told mom to tell her i wanted it.. haha..

been realli napping and thinking much abt the commitments i have in life.. to Christ to sku to people.. realli hate the tot that one day i will fall for a non-believer.. already i am spiritualli burdened.. being unequally yoked even though i haf not commited myself.. there is this humane responsibility i cant seem to get out.. i could do with a break man.. as in .. break from communicatin from ALL people and one day go to a mountain and pray with some christian bruddas.. or mebbe with sisters along too.. to Christ.. i realli hope i can keep this flame just going on and on... even when others tok abt me behind my back i must continue.. mebbe i can get val jaryl janet they all to help me along.. SAJC is realli pathetic.. with onli like 30% being christian for a christian college...

on kanasai thing happend today.. got caught in the LT eating during physics lecture.. the lecturere called me.. as in.." the boy over there"... than i could feel eyes looking at my direction.. their gaze cuttin my body at every angle.. haha.. or issit more like the cheese buscuits i was holding.. heh.. tuesday is realli a darn long day.. first break is like almost 12.. mygoodness...

zao lo

I GOT AN F IN SKU TODAY!

econs- F
chem - F
physics- O
maths - E
Gp - c5

haiz..
sian..
zao lo

thursdays had a day off!!woot!~ ok its half a day cos the SFC peepz had to go to saint andrews cathedral to practice for the commendation.. and it was.. borin.. had it not been for my camera... timothy.. sophia.. bel.. i would haf just simply been bored to death and u wont hear me online ever again.. the onli good thing i would think that came out of it is that i rediscover that the mian xian at the funan there very nice.. the noodles will suck in the water and make the whole noodle nice and fat and full of taste.. haha

friday dint haf the whole day of sku cos sfc met earlier at cityhall.. sposed to have breakfast at 8 than everyone was late so just chiong across for the 7-11 and the old changkee... ok la well i ate quite abit.. than had this rehearsal b4.. and it was totalli boring.. all the hyms.. haiz.. not that they aint meaningful.. but even the "war song" like "onward christian soldiers" sound so slow and without meaning.. flipping through the songbook was fun though.. rediscovered lots of other nicer hyms..and imagine.. all the tunes were almost identical so i ended up with jumbled tunes and everything.. than after that was the real thing.. which was real sad cos i cant stay awake even with 20 sweets up my reserves and tim was like sleeping 1/2 the time.. so i had to get jayce to wake both of us up... to sing those songs..

hmm.. realli surprised.. used to have a bad impression of saint margerets or was people will call the polka dots sku.. cos i heard inside alot of not so nice stories.. the onli good thing that i noe is that my 'jie is inside and shes a very nice sister in christ.. cant believe that sophia jayce and belda is from that sku too.. they dun realli have the smgs looks once they come to sajc.. hehe

after commendation went with sFc to eat.. already feeling quite extra.. cos all are frens but all of them are exco.. nic and a few of us like wanted to eat ourselves as in those non exco since the exco haf to go to their retreat or chalet later in the day.. but in the end joined the exco.. but i was realli realli shagged out liao so dint tok much.. bacon wadever double at burger king is nice:D

thereafter i joined my class at ps.. they were like playing those lame games.. haha.. but b4 long jaryl and i had to leave for rugby.. realli sucks cos go there to tok kok.. sumore on commendation day. haiz.. but nvm.. would haf been much more meaningful with trng but it was sadly cancelled...

saturday was a tiring day... woke up late and was forced by mom to do housewerk.. there were like plenty of hair on the floor i think they are all mine la.. have been balding abit for me but due to my excellence of messy hair itis realli covered well.. haha.. dumbo me for trying to show off last time in primary sku with ryan.. pulling our hair and competing who can pluck more and without shoing signs of pain.. well it aint helping my growth of hair now.. haha.. k where was i.. housewerk.. oh yes.. found this dead lizard that was squashed under my sofa.. so thin it can be a bookmark.. ew..

in the afternoon i had to go and buy some of the bbq stuff that sophia sim told me last minute and clever her dint tell me to buy how much and the quantity.. had a hardtime trying to agar agar.. but thank God i got alot of bbq experiences.. so that was quickly done.. in abt 1.5 hrs though.. aha.. and carrying all of them to the chalet was no easy job consider that i am carrying all alone and with my blades.. haha.. but it was worthit.. blading was fun.. esp with rookies like jonathan and joel.. but the more fun things is toking to them on the way to the jetty.. and aiding them.. ahha.. and also looking at the way jonathan fall when he gangjiong.. haha.. so constipated but humourously entertaining though.. yeah but at least hes nice.. treat me 2 drinks cos i mentored his pathe to and fro from chalet to jetty.. haha..

guessed bbq was ok.. tim luffed at my taupok cos i bought it.. they said it cannot be bbqed and i showed them wads nice in the end.. haha.. its like so nice and crispy and shiok and.. ahhhhh.. haha.. stingray and sotong was nice too.. than the fried rice and beehoon no one touched.. ok la.. its more or less untouched.. shouldnt haf boght so much hai.. so heavy sumore.. spent like half my time eating sausage cos its boneless and easy to take.... thats the prob abt bbq.. ok anyway.. bensim was realli nice and romantic guy consider wad he did to sophia.. haha.. happy bdae sophia anyway today.. haha

would have stayed if i haf brought clothes.. but thanks God i dint stay cos it rained in the morn.. would have been problematic to go to church with blades..

mom taught me how to iron my clothes.. thats a bad thing cos i haf no excuse not to iron my shirts.. :(

zao lo

have u ever wondered how sth totalli white can turn pink? yeah i was wondering last sunday.. how on earth my white underwear can become pink!.. well apparently someone bought a new pants or shirt that is RED and the colour came off and turned the water red thus making my pure underwear pink! thats how it became pink! kanasai.. good thing dun need to show other people your underwears when u go to sku...

yay! my physics dint get f! got it back and i got O! james was like quite surprised cos i was telling him that i surely fail.. ok i dun usualli say i will fail.. but this time i dint fail when i said i did and i am realli very happy.. i got 35%.. just nice qualify for an O.. haha.. so now i got 15 points.. one E from maths and O from physics..though i still got this naggin feeling that i might not pass this stage of life smoothly.. haha

ok good.. tuesday.. its a day in a year i willl surely remember! judo finals! pon sku the whole day.. ok not realli pon cos i was sick so i went to see doc.. but b4 that i met samuel at boonlay mrt and he brought me to eat boneless duck noodles.. SUPER NICE LEh! than off we go to the poly clinic. waited for very long but still not very long as compared to the one at payar lebar.. but the worst of all is that the doctor is very blurr.. he gave me the mc of the patient b4 me.. had samuel not checked it for me i would have not found out.. haha than i will be in deep dabian.

hci here i come.. met them at the canteen and bought 3 chaptehs to restock.. ate purple plate and drank papaya milk cos i missed it..cont watching "the last samurai".. of course the jc2s moaned and groaned when the sexual part got censored.. haha.. but wads so shiok abt them doing this is that they did it in front of the a gals.. which is fun cos when i look at their face.. got diff expressions.. heh.. than off we went to toa payoh

the gals matches were realli very nice though i usualli think they are not worht watching.. the c gals in particular is very much worth the watch.. they just threw their opponent like 3 or 4 secs into the match effectively ending the competition in less than 7 mins winning hands down.. which put me to comparing them to junjie's batch. .the current jc2s.. when samuel was still my snr instead of peer(i hope he can read this:D).. the b gals match was oso good.. the gals were real fighters.. i mean the nygh c gals and b gals.. scary is the word i will use.. another would be "manly".. they are terribly good sehz.. a gals was oso good and one worthy person to tok abt is jiangyue a jc1 from hci.. she countered "maria"... yimin.. with an uchimata and sent yimin flying! which is cool! so guy.. i should haf taken it down.. so there.. nygh.. the sku that sir teach.. clinched the c and b gals championship title and their related snrs from hci a gals div clinched the a gals championship title..

for guys.. i would have liked to say we clinched all 3 too but i can.. devasted for a while cos the b team lost again.. by the same score margin they did 2 years ago to the same team.. but the fights were fast and good.. worthy to be called b div showdown.. so i hafta salute depp mapz jonathan yongkeong and carl who was the onli one who won. but i would say that the b boys RI are realli cocky.. they seems to forget that their c boys lost and that their compatriot rgs dint make it as well as their snrs in rjc.. they even pointed at thomas to shame him after his defeat.. which was not a very good impression for them built on their not likable status i had for them since sec 1 in judo...c boys on the contrary.. was a very pleasent surprise for me i would say... they are realli strong.. i think i hafta praise vernon for doing his job no matter how much i would like to suan him for his nonsense attitude.. the c boys the body shape mostly quite define they got the side too.. the wings.. and the abs.. its like so zai lorh.. even i oso dun haf sumore now i got a tailbone defact.. haiz.. a boys on the other hand.. was realli good i would say.. although weeming lose to this cjc guy who has totalli no sportsmanship cos after losing 2 rounds they won one round through him dosent give him to rights to "shhh" our supporters.. but nvm see who's having the last luff.. its US! yeah u slit eye act cool kia without even a tint of respect for fellow sportsman... even chin hua lost in pride and dint throw his temper after losing to hin.. oh yeah.. and huanghao was cool.. would haf compared him to thierry henry.. cos he realli mezmerize the crowd and does wad the crowd wants.. thats to win with style and after winning come up with some darn cool actions.. yeah man thats my pal out there!

next stop was zongning's parents' restaurant each person paid like 23 bucks for my table.. realli good stuff.. but cos my level the teammates.. me hin hh ws william chaoqun xx weng zy.. all super good teammates.. so we had to like fight for the food.. so fast that we could have come up with an oscar winner if we had taped it down.. it would have been called.. " gone in 60 seconds II ".. heh.. the food was realli nice u guys should try it yourself.. its at the automobile mart at ubi there...good stuff.. oh yeah and was fun time catching up leh.. at first i started by puttin coke and chilli into hindarto's tea without him knowing and than we did the cheers thingie.. than he drank and we all luffed.. next was hh when yong keong dropped tomato into his teacup than we never tell him and filled it up with tea and told him to drink.. funny thing again was that he dint noe it and offered half his cup to weesiang cos weesiang's cup was empty.. should haf seen the look on weesiang's face man! haha.. the next to get it was.. no prize for guessing.. its me. well.. a prankster usualli haf the same trick played on himself i realised.. when i was watching my "tong xin yuan" on the tele in the restaurant.. they put alot of vinegar into my coke and i drank it! kanasai.. wads worse was that when i told the waitress to empty it for me and gimme a new cup.. she just added ice and returned to me! gah! had to drink the stuupid vinegar.. than we drank wine from the challenge cup as custom.. heh..

after this I once again realize how good I can werk with hh.. wad to do.. I think we are teammates for life liao.. ahah can share everything.. well.. besides gf and wife.. haha ok here goes.. Vernon was on this table next to ours.. I mean.. he was sitting at this table next to ours.. and he was luffin at sth lame.. me and hh and hin noticed how much his mouth open when he laughs.. ok la cannot help it.. its big.. so without even telling hh wad I am gonna do.. I took a piece of tomato.. and walked behind Vernon.. hh and hin saw it.. think they knew wad I was like going to do.. but heck.. I cant like get it done cos when I was there.. the laughing gradually went down and he stopped luffyin.. (he still haben noticed me).. at this point in time.. he was like looking at hh.. and hh went “aaaahhhhhh”.. knowing Vernon.. he was amused and joined in “aaahh-ing” away.. than hh stuck out his tongue.. to which Vernon did the same.. my oh my.. u should like see how big his mouth was when he stuck out his tongue..mebbe its cos the tongue oso equalli big and heavy that his lower jaw boh pain have to go down further until his cheek can support his jaws..haha so darn big lorh.. so big that I just simply pop the tomato into his mouth from behind.. EASILY..and that got hh and hin and me and the rest at our jc1 guys table luffing our ass off! Heh..

conclusion.. well judo is still very fun for me I guess.. or mebbe cos I missed the adrenaline rush when playing it.. but I sorta like got it back when I was cheering.. its like life and death.. and my heart was pumping.. and for once in a few days my butt pain aint matter that much anymore.. also its good catching up with hin and hh and ws and willy and zy and cq and weng.. xx not counted cos he in sa with me.. ok anyway.. its been really tough living life without them.. love them guys like bros man.. in front of them I can be stuupid and tok rubbish and they will just love it. And likewise.. they will tok rubbish and I will love it.. and there is minimal eye-ball-rolling.. not like in sajc where lame commends usually end with peepz eyeballing u.. not a bad thing though.. haha but mebbe its just the people I am missing that is causing me a hard time in such a fun sku/class in sajc…

zao lo

i am so sleeeeeeepy so tired.. well guess i am realli liking rugby.. cos its like realli fun but its very brain draining cos i had to like try to remember the names of 20 sth other people at the same time calling them rite and calling for the ball at the same time.. quite tough.. and oso the trng is sposed to be sorta qutie chaos with people coming and throwing balls from all directions and u are like sposed to catch the right ball.. oso the feeling of comleting a training is ever so wonderful.. lets see.. let me try to remember as many peepz as possible.. me jaryl jon hongrui james timothy timothy louis malcom eugene liangsheng jirus alvin geryl zonghao javier alex porky marcus darren yiheng herngliang tian"sth" mitchell kairu...aiyah this is all i can remember.. shall try to remember more next time.. although the whole list is sorta out liao..

my tailbone pain is very naggy.. its there and not there so i wish it gone.. God please take it away..

very tired now liao.. tml is a big day... gonna see doc and not going to sku cos of my cough.. and oh well.. got nationals skus judo championships finals tml.. a b c div boys.. jiayou!

wolv! 2 days no chat.. haiz. i come to u with troubled heart.. I AM GONNA FAIL MY FREAKING COMMON TEST! ok well the onli subject i have failed thus far is chem.. I GOT AN f IN SKU.. than maths i got E when i should have like gotten like a d i think..so now i onli got 10 points and needing another 20 points b4 i wont be a worry/burden to the sku... haiz if onli these points could be collected by buying tiger beer bottle caps or something liddat.. i would have passed earlier ago..

now now.. i got a freaking pain in my ass... literally.. not onli do i STILL have cough i still have this freaking ass problems.. and i realli hate it.. ouch i think i injure my tailbone.. or some nerves things.. cos i cant sit stand run shit without feeling any pain.. but i think i better not see a doc.. they surely give mc.. than there goes my gold for napfa and rugby place.. ahah but well.. i realli feel pain as in those bone types.. hope it will go away after some time.. hopefully before monday.. im just gonna hafta pray and ask for healing.. heh

today's college day and i think its freaking boring.. no offence to the house com but i think the organisation realli sucks.. the people are not well armed in the game.. as in no one noe which group is spose to go where.. cos my class could have came in first few if not for the fact that some class accidentalli took our sheet of clue and we were left stranded there for like close to 20 mins.. awe mine.. we could have like been the first team cos they reached like onli 15 mins b4 us.. haiz.. there goes my swensens ice cream voucher.. house com better come up with better programmes to convince me they are learning from this cos not much people is entertained.. not fun to see crossdressing too.. esp in sajc

ok well the best thing that happened today is most likely the sakae sushi buffet my classs had.. me hongian jinteng alvin xinyan jaryl jac shanshan jolynn jiawen valerie! ok valerie actualli came.. haha the food was nice plus all the rice squahing.. ooo.. so satisfying.. jinteng had a hell of a time ordering food.. mostly his sashimi.. raw fish.. haha.. and hongian was half the time sayin he was not full and ordering more food too.. while alvin and jaryl and xinyan learn the art of realli eating at sakae.. haha.. and all of us had fun chattin and joking.. i mean.. the guys.. ahdh duno abt the gals cos they another table.. just behind us though.. cant believe they actualli ate the rice.. haha..oh yea i wore that shirt i just bought.. 18 bucks dryfit material from asics and i think its realli comfortable!

ok now i realli wanna thank my aunty for lending me her dvd player and oso to those frens of mine.. carson and jolynn and hopefully more.. that haf lent me their dvds to watch esp jolynn.. since she live so near.. heh heh heh.. i keep askin her wad title she got.. this morning i took ocean 12 and monster-in-aw from her and i watched finsih le.. hahai think i should msg her to disturb her to bring more dvd for me and my bro to watch.. and mebbe ask ard too.. and if u... yes u... the one reading this.. has any nice show that is a not scary movie to introduce to me.. pls kindly just tell me to get it from u.. haha.. call 98196486 for the introduction..

haiz.. one thing.. i cant understand my mom.. or mothers on the whole.. when i stay out late doing homewerk or hang out with frens.. she start to scold.. even gals dun haf curfews la.. look at janice and jolynn and jiawen and everyone.. dang.. and i haf to reach home at 11.. and when i come home earli to watch dvds.. instaed of being happy that i come home early.. she started scolding me again.. as if that wasnt enuff.. even her "hello" was missing and instead wad took its place was a round of naggin... well i still love her but than as soon as i haf the capacity i would like to live out.. myself..and mebbe with some frens.. christian i hope so i can control myself and have someone responsible for me.. next.. shes gonna scold me abt my results.. so i haf to make do and find more time to play b4 doomsday..

zao lo

wah biang wolv.. my class bangseh me sia.. haha tell them go ice skating all never reply.. haiz..end up i went roller bladding with weng and nick. blade here and there and i finally found back my balance.. haha.. and I RELEARNT MY HOCKEY STOP!! hie hie weng still dunno yet haha.. not bad leh at least went there i saw the justin tell him to teach me.. ithink there alot of pros lorhz east coast.. i should reali go and make more frens la.. i so lonely these few days.. aha

tuesday spose to go ice skating again but the whole class bangsehed.. sian i cannot show off my hockey stop.. haha mebbe i master more tricks first bah.. in the end went out with carson and jaryl go and play pool.. i realli suck.. all the simple balls i cannot hit in.. could haf ended a few games but too bad.. lost touch with pool.. than jiawen came and joined us and we watched "alot like love" wah the actress.. whoever she is.. very hot and yet horny... haiz.. shouldnt be PG lorh.. but i like one of the joke.. ok.i mean.. the onli joke the person tell.. and wads his name? oh yea.. oliver told emily.. cos emily was crying when oliver helped her visit a grave.. than emily tell him to talk to her but he said he is speechless himself.. than he went on to tell this story..

oliver: there was this boy.. tim(wadever his name)..one day he went to his back garden and he started digging a hole.. he dug and he dug.. out of curiosity.. his neighbour, mrs wadever-her-name peeked over and asked him y he was diggin a hole.. since she had been observing him ever since he start.. to that he replied in tears, "its for my goldfish, it just died".. not wanting to upset the boy further, mrs wadever-her-name went abt her tasks. however abt 10 mins later she was still astounded to see the boy still diggin despite the hole being big enough to hold a hundred goldfishes.. so she asked him," hey the hole is already big enough y are yoo still diggin?.. its onli a goldfish.. it aint need that much space." the boy stopped and faced her, eyes filled with rage and replied," cos my goldfish is in the stomache of your darn cat!"

wah biang i luff and luffed at this man.. haha. the show was good la.. but than as i said.. abit too horny..

bought this shirt.. good material.. asics one.. 18 bucks onli but it feels like those clima cool stuff.. i got it at a bargain realli.. its like 40% off lor.. haha.. and its nice to wear sia.. so i bought one for daniel oso.. haha.. realli wanna buy anotehr shirt.. and a board short..heh..

guess sku today is fun.. lessons so short.. feelike sleeping though. haiz.. not used to waking up earli after like so long.. heh...

sian tml is the day which my juniors peers and snrs are going to fight thenationals.. and i dont even dare to pon sku to be there for them.. wad am i.. a sad case guy or a humji.. haiz.. i wanna go and watch u all play but i just cant bring myself to pon sku.. i dunno.. but i feel so helpless that i hope sku isnt compulsory.. but it is and i cant help it.. so my dear frens.. i cant further express my regrets not being next to u all when we fight.. not being the one beside u fighting together with yoo all had already left me deeply scarred and now i cant even stand there and support u.. i am sorry

zao lo

sat went roller blading at last.. been long since the last time i went.. i totalli lost my balance and speed.. ok mebbe cos i changed my wheels abit.. but than.. i feel like my blades are made of plasma.. not liquid yet not solid.. not so trustworthy..

afterthat the church service! wow sonic edge band totally rock man.. all their gadgets and stuff.. and tok abt high end guitars.. oh yeah the drummer is super good.. even without both drums like in front of him that one.. he still delivered as though nth is missing and made is sound all nice and rock.. and their coordination is realli good la.. even weng say so.. seriously i think they are realli goot.. and they realli played rock songs.. and the best thing abt them is that.. they realli worship God while playing.. u can sense that it is not abt self glorifying and stuff.. its like.. jsut amazing.. Church of our Saviour.. one day i shall go there to visit.. haha

sunday was realli fun.. i love going granny's house.. the food is realli fantastic this time.. like alwaes.. there's poh poh's curry.. her other dishes.. and than... there is chicken chop that aunty angie made it.. like alwaes.. making nice dishes everytime i am there.. although she realli likes people to bootlick her and tell her that her dishes are nice.. quite an irony.. she asked me if the one made by grilling or the amc pot nicer.. than when i stated my view.. she immediately set abt the task of telling me i should have said that the other one is nicer.. cos its healthier..my goodness healthy stuff normalli not nice! haiz.. oh yeah the black pepper crab is nice too.. just hate using my fingers.. haiz.. y most nice food need to use fingers.. haiz..

koped the dvd player from aunty angie!

met hongian and carson so that they could come over to my place.. to stay of course.. and we ended up toking rubbish half the time and than watching 2 dvds.. one is a romantic one.. owe.. i reealli hate romance.. cos it alwaes like end with marriage and left me love struck and wishing i am the actor that married the actres.. hah!ok la but this story quite sweet.. its abt this grandfather and his wartime buddy that had promised to marry their younger generations together.. than these 2 kids.. one abt 20 plus liao and the cute gal is onli 15.. but their 2 families very clsoe cos after all their elder's generation is good buddies.. wah the gal very cute.. than they forced to marry.. heh the grandad very creative.. he try to fake death to make his granddaughter marry the guy.. ok here comes the best part its that they both actualli like one another.. jsut that the gal jsut deny she like him.. than got all these jealousy thing.. aiyah yoo all should jsut watch the show yourself.. but i dunno title so yoo can go and check with cheak!haa

second show i watched is brotherhood.. korean war movie abt a brother's love for his yunger bro.. how he was forced to join the army and how when he tot his superior's decision cost the life of his bro.. he joined the communist instead.. and became the biggest traitors.. since he was a hero last time.. furthermore his own side the people killed his wife to be.. awe very sad.. than they show the remaning bro old that time than sumone called him that they found his bro the body.. than he just go there and cry.. haha than flashback here and here...super ncie sehz..

wad a stayover..

zao lo

wow.. at last.. pressure or exams off my back.. better try to play as much as possible before result comes back man haha..

yesterday was physics.. and i totalli flunk it.. screwing up the paper was expected anywya.. but i forgotten all my formulas.. haha but thats nth much realli.. though i dun think i will drop any subjects.. oh yeah the aircon was cold too and halfway i went to pee.. i just cant control my bladder these days esp exams. haha 30 mins b4 exam i went to pee.. than 15mins later pee again.. than half an hour into the exam went to pee.. and i peed at the urinal that is clogged.. and saw to my curiosity how much urine i realli got.. haha

after paper i accompanied james to get his wallet.. fortunate guy.. lost his wallet but found it back within like 1 hr.. ok more like sumone found liao than tell him.. but we had a hard time finding the police post la.. ha and we went there got this police.. kanasai wanna stick to the rule.. tell us after office hour cannot get the things..ok fine but its just like a few minutes pass the clock onli wad.. he jsut cannot understand how much a wallet means to us now a days.. to even get to the station james needed to like borrow so much coins la.. i htink he jsut need to lose sth impt.. have it found at an ulu police station that dunno him and he going down at 5.01pm and haf the supervisor telling him off.. haiz.. its like a good thing theres more nicer police ard.. oh yar. the one at the gate oso very fierce.. scolding us as to y we come liddat.. not the friendly neighbourhood police u will xpect.. oh yar tok abt the nicer police ard.. he jsut told the first police say nvm.. cos he noe james things are there.. than helped us.. haha realli thank him.. but shucks i forgotten his name.. haha paiseh

went to watch movie with the rest of the class.. with hongian malik jaryl jon xingyan chengkiat jolynn jac jiawen karen and of course still got me and james la cos we met with them after taking james stuff.. the movie: War of the Worlds.. wow its like a freaking good movie sia! the cinematography.. camera angles.. music. hai wad can i say.. steve is jsut a good director and tom cruise is jsut a good actor.. its realli one movie that keep me awed even until now.. the beginning was just excelllent.. but the ending.. well.. cant help it its the onli logical ending..

after that i made a discovery.. me and james can start a pickpoket syndicate ourselves! haha ok la relac policemen reading this.. i am just joking.. and even if i start a syndicate.. its more of stealing food.. haa but its just like.. damn fun cos we took karen's things and than she dun even noe.. than after that we put the things in our other classmate's bag without them even noeing.. but its boring cos karen dint find out.. so i had to resort to telling her to make the game more fun.. than she was like searching out bags.. of course cannot find la.. cos we realli dun haf.. than she dun believe.. haha and allthe way to the mrt she was like telling us to return those stuff to her.. and its such a funny sight.. we took her nametag.. umbrella and water bottle.. water bottle was the least fun.. cos she noe its with me.. she accidentally saw it.. than the umbrealla.. ok this one second most fun.. we put into jon's bag.. and the best thing is he dun even noe.. cos i was "talking" to jon and distracting him and he was happily toking to me than james managed to put it in with onli the "click" sound as the only attention seeker.. and than the name tag was the most fun.. putted into chengkiat the pocket without even him noeing.. haha! aint we good.. haha

chapteh chapteh chapteh!!!

dun mind rollerblading too.. anyone?

oh yeah 05s75 monday ice skating dun bangseh hor!

zaolo