today reported sick... actualli wolv.. its a combination of being sick and not wanting to go to sku.. cos today is a long day and my body needs rests too! haha.. so i slept till 11 although i woke up at 6 and even prepared halfway.. haha... but heck.. a healthy body is a good body.. ahha

woke up and slacked.. cooked dumplings.. more like steamed the instant dumplings.. haha abt 20 of em.. and also ate the 4 slices of bread mom made.. ahah delicious.. super full than i went to bathe.. and it was than that i came up with an ingeneous schedule.. haha

went to polyclinic to get an MC.. well thats cos lipz told me must haf mc to take the test that i missed.. anyway i got pissed.. cos i made a haircut appointmemnt at 2.30pm.. but than when i reached the poly clinic at 12.50.. they say come back at 1.30 AFTER LUNCH.. never mind still.. than i waited until 1.30 than i realised that i haf like 50 peepz b4 me.. to make matters worse.. there is onli like one counter werking!!!! argh! after wad seemed like an eternity.. the second counter opened.. i tot it would be good as it would be faster la.. but how i noe.. the first counter.. the aunty started to TOK ON THE FONE!!! kanasai! tok so long.. the next counter already serviced like 10 peepz lioa shes still like on the fone.. gah!

the waiting and waiting seemed like eternity.. first yoo hafta wait to be registered.. than yoo hafta wait to be treated.. than yoo hafta wait to be asked to pay the medicine than to take the medicine.. by the time.. it was already 3.00pm.. SUPER LATE FOR MY HAIRCUT! so i took a cab down.. grr.. wasted like 5 bucks on the trip.. so near yet so far.. nvm... at least they allowed me to cut.. haha

my haircut took like 2 hrs ard there.. the trainee cut for me.. she must be new la..everything oso ask the trainer.. haha.. but nvm.. suddenli i feel my $6.30 for the haircut was like totalli worth it.. cos they relli cut it like few strains at a time those kinda thing.. made me feel realli pampered.. just like when mom dry my hair in the past.. haah.. but it was so long there were a few times a almost fell asleep! good thing i could keep my head straight... after traning for 4 yrs at chinese high.. haha.. than there was the washing and massaging and stuff.. ooh! so shiok!

went back to sku to take my smell stuff from lipz as well as to pass the ribena and stuff to her b4 meetin up with my classmates... and bro ling at the canteen.. most of whom noticed my hair and commented that it looks nice.. ahhaz.

went home with jolynn as usual.. she told me to buy alot of things for the class.. gah!jsut cos i "pon" sku today... haiz.. how sad can a class rep get wolv?

zao lo..

told her.
mebbe liddat it is better
for both.
already feeling better
Thanks God!

zao lo

My Father
in heaven
hallow be thy name
thy kingdom come
thy will be done
on earth
as it is
in heaven

being enveloped in a universe of awkwardness, just like a needle in an ocean, not comprehending its surroundding, only aknowledging that it is falling into the deep blue, and the next thing, it might be in the stomache of a twin-fish called guilt and regrets.

hope things turns out fine. the old caleb. return pls!

been thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking, till my last bit of energy is drained. God! save me! fill me! when the unknown nears me, let your light shine through and make the darkness bright. show me the way and i shall follow yoo. keep me along your path.

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underpants was nice but not so nice towards the end.. joke are 100% sexual. dang.. this coming from a christian college? surprising. hope kay gets niaoed for this. but nvm. after that our class went down to gimza plaza to eat and toked alot of rubish.. which was good.. ahhz.. but decided that hawker centre much better.. haha.. came home totalli exhausted.

sajc beat hci 32 nil i think.. hci deserves to lose in rugby.. they dun want jun zhe. they just dun want the sportsmen. ok wadever. eating my own sour grapes bah. saw sports club blading.. suddenly missed that feeling.. the WEEEEEEEEEeeeeEEEeEEE`!!! and the WOoOOooooooooOOOooOOOO! and the WhAhahHAHhahahahahahah!

zao lo

yo wolv! haha today is jaryl'sbdae.. happy bdae jaryl! haha

after much thinking... i think i should be joining rugby... saw them trashed cjc 77-0 i was like wow... cjc dint even stand a chance to even score lorh.. not even close.. haha.. soccer well.. its outa my reach... i wanna join sfc too... lets hope the schedule dun coincide hmm...

75 is realli breaking the ice... been hanging out with my new classmates lately.. and discover that itis actualli realli very fun hanging out with them.. realli happening... when sumeone's bdae.. we will celebrate.. and everyone is ever so helpful and kind and even jon is talking to us.. haah i guessed its the tok kok sessions that realli bonded us together.. haa.

my spiritual life hadnt been so well lateli.. been plague by lots of problems... well.. of course there is the financial difficulties.. but by God's grace i am still able to live this through... oso.. i haf been facing different frenship problems that i hadnt realli experienced ever since i was born.. and i am rather thankful for my good frens who was there for me to confide in... Thank God!

studies wise.. i think i had been more disciplined... been studying with lipz.. well i guess the rest are either too bz or that they are taking a different combi as we are.. jsut like bro and vic.. well i think vic more or less is a gonner.. as in.. good frens but i noe that we wont ever be as close as last time.. at least i still call bro to tok kok and ask problems.. ahha.. haiz.. but soon i think i shall be settin up a muggin group in class... but than life isnt alwaes abt muggin.. i am sure there will be some form of fun too :D..

well.. no werds can express my sadness in not being able to make it back into hci.. i miss the frens there! sumore now that i join rugby or that i wanna join rugby.. i wont be able to make it back to tch every friday.. haiz. sumore saturday is reserved for studying.. haiz...

zao lo

boo! haha..

the week was fun yet tiring.. i cant believe i am actualli paying attention in lectures.. and itis real nice to be able to understand wad on planet earth the cher is speaking abt.. of course.. thats cos i am the class rep and hafta set a good example.. haiz.. kanasai tio class rep.. so sianz.. hafta do alot of things like lockers and tys and stuff.. but good thing got a good treasurer and a good assistant.. hahaz..

my class once again is a very happening clas.. realli love it.. with peepz like james and jaryl and the rest of the class and hong ian all these jokers.. life is realli interestin man.. haha sumore today my class went on a short outing to the gillman food court.. the things there actualli not bad lehz.. esp the japanese pizza.. although quite ex la... 35 for 8 pieces.. but good thing is buy one get one free.. but after that still not ful so bought a tie ban doufu with wentong and jiawen and eat some rice...

few days ago the tang quartet came la.. good thing i dint pon.. cos they are realli good.. even though they dun haf the double base.. ah but they realli is playing music pleasing to the ear.. haha.. after that went sFc orientation and zao half way go back and eat with Jon peyann Miss Ng and isaac... been a long time since we met anyway.. Miss Ng thinks that the sec 4 batches are like rebelllous.. and i realli think so too la by the way she speaks it... we toked alot of stuupid stuff.. and oso abt our sku and all... been a realli good time catching up.. esp when miss ng was like more of a fren than a cher to us la.. ahah.. realli missed the time we had project's day..ahaha...

anyway... ordered pizza.. salmone one.. super ncie lorh the salmon its soft and shiok! haha anway.. miss ng paid in the end.. so sweet...

anywaygtg liao zao lo tired...

ohyeah... i forgotten to tell yoo wolv..

went out with cres and ailene and her family on wednesday i htink.. haha cos cres was like going to get enlisted soon.. so ailene and her parents brought us to food haven.. qutie nice to eat.. the kangkongis shiok man.. aha... than after that went to ailene the house and we tok kok... with me and cres and ailene.. oo.. and ailene got this dog... its a he and he wanted to mount my leg.. gah! how disgusting.. haha but the dog is still very cute though... haiz.. how i hope can tok more with cres and ailene.. i htink its by God's grace that we are still realli in touch with each anotehr.. hahz.. anyway she looked quite good in the HCI u i hafta admit with her sweet face.. dont realli suit the nygh u lorhz.. it makes those thin peepz look fat and those fat peepz look fatter... hahz.. ok la not peepz.. gals... cres is still the same.. though i think hes a bit fatter cos he dint realli exercise much after leaving sa.. i mean as in trng and stuff.. but he still is alot fitter than me hahz..

the next day had this life concert thingie with the ex 77.. except samuel which did not turned up AT ALL... and even faith and flora came back la.. hahz.. i guess alot of peepz prayed real hard for it and there were like 6 salvations and 24 rededication..haha which is good... good cos there is like one more class full of christian.. as in the size la.. hahz. the praise and worship was realli good and i realli felt God there.. so nice and comfy even though the corner wasnt that nice a place.. haha... after that went with vic and liangmao to eat dinenr.. which is after the rest pangsehed us la.. ahah.. nvm.. had a nice time chatting with vic.. realli missed toking to her haiz... arts fac! gah!haha...

i guess i realli missed judo.. or issit should i say. those peepz at trng... today went back to see them after their trng onli to find that they are having extra trngs.. which is good.. so i watched them doing the legs lift and cyclingin the air scissors and stuff.. than after that joined them for pumpingz... well the feeling is realli shiok.. to be able to step once more into the place i grew to like.. a place to vent all anger and frustration (although the dojo is not heaven or anywhere near paradise).. and to train together with my ex team mates.. i reali feel honoured to haf them.. and when i train and after that.. i feel the sense of satisfaction coming back to me.. mmm!haha..

went to play bbal with william lester and hh.. well they are good.. i should try to exploit my extra time at sa to play bball and train up my skills than come back to play with them.. ahhz.. had a fun time though and my shots are gettin mroe rite.. or issiter.. riter.. ahhaz..

went to play pool with puiseng and weiren at pool factor while the rest went to play lan.. cos i dunno how to play DOTA and puiseng and weiren oso dunno.. so we went to the nearer and better quality pool.. haha.. than i won 3 rounds out of the 4 rounds i played.. not taht i good.. i think they were not like paying attention.. cos they wre like toking abt army stuff.. interestin stuff... dint noe that puiseng is a DOG HANDLER! argh! how cool.. ahaz.. haiz.. realised i realli missed my seniors la.. hahz..and juniors.. and most impt.. peers!hah~!

zao lo

dear wolv...

today is a totalli good day... peepz are especialli good to me so i had decided that today (8th of april) of every year.. i shall be good and dun kapeh peepz.. and normal days i shall try to limit too.. ahah...

the day started off quite well.. mom gave an angbao... than in the morning line up horh.. my civics teacher mr lyndon chua walked down the row.. than mark attendance.. than come to me than asked if i am caleb.. than he wished me a happy bdae!haha.. anyway i think God's rather gracious.. in fact... very... cos during the chapel.. he provided foolscrappad... sumore got verses on the pad one.. so zai..than saved me money too..

went to civics class.. walked in and everyone started wishing me happy bdae... haha so happy... after civics.. went canteen.. wanted to sit down and buy food.. but than! my class bought a cake for me! not pandan cake not sponge cake but a real cake! for me and joleen whose bdae is 7th april.. the cake read "happy bdae joleb" haha how sweet... than everyone started to wish me happy bdae again.. those frens from other classes.. and even the mentors and oso kevin who had came back to crash from down under.. haha!

wah so shiok.. eveyone started to wish me a happy bdae.. oso recieved loads of smses.. i think i shall keep them for my own personal viewing or sth.. haha! made me feel so loved...let me try to list them... nigel vic lipz samuel cres cooper.. alamak so manytoo lazy to type.. ahha~

my bdae quite happening sumore..got thai dancers come down to perform and than sas peepz to come down for their sports day! haha went to house tok and than fidelis and tiffany sang a bdae song to me.. haah... how sweet

anyway.. S77 realli rocks.. i meant the S77 for the first 3 mths..

brother rebec gave me a super sweet gift.. took great time and effort to do one.. she bought one ikea bottle abt 40 cm high.. than filled it orderly with sweets! she took 2 hours k and sumore the sweets arrangement got one special pattern one.. ahhaz..everyone said it was sweet lorh.. ahah however its very heavy and fragile so i got this constant fear of it dropping.. so i spent half my bdae fearing for its...

went to meet renling and sam at habourfront... walked pass this beggar lady singing a song.. selling tissue.. and oso lame... wanted to give.. than lazy to take out wallet... so i just walked.. the more i walked the more guilty i became.. so in the end i told xiaoling i gonna gif the old lazy some money.. than xiaoling oso said she noe which lady and she oso felt guilty.. so we jsut gave the old lady la..ahha.. wel... i am quite sure that if i dun gif. i would probably feel guilty until now.. hahz.

anyway.. so lame.. went to xiaoling there than they went to buy cake.. tell birthday boy to choose own cake.. where got such stuff one la!haha.. anyway.. very farni... yoo noe the bottle of sweets bro bec gave me? yeah i used it preety well.. there was like this bucnh of primary sku gals la.. i knew they were like walkin towards us cos they are toking qutie loud.. so i put thebottle of sweets at the drinks there.. than stand there... than when they walked pass just nice.. i commented to xiaoling "wah eh xiaoling got new flavour of drink!" than i point to the sweet.. then xiaoling said "fruitplus sumore!" than the gal realli looked than she told her fren "eh shouldnt haf bougt yesterday that one... so little.. sumore oso fruitplus.. this one one whole bottle onli 1.20.." haha than me and xiaoling were like there controlling there lufter.. and to add oil to fire.. they walked away critisising the "bad" choice which they had made the day b4.. haha.. than me and ling ended up realli luffin our butts off..ahahz..

bbq was realli fun.. prawns were like humongous.. haha.. let me see who went... me lipz sam jo frola bec faith ling nigel marcus ben and the neighbours.. hahaz...smallville totalli rocks.. now that got new producers.haha! so like a movie!

anyway S77 peepz of the first 3 mths are realli sweet.. they bought a chair than inside hollow than put all the food inside..than frola gave a soft toy dog and lipz gave a keychain naruto de and a one piece the hp thing.. i used it liao now hanging at my fone cos dunnoy.. my kakashi the anotehr leg oso come out liaoz..hazi...oh and an eye drop too.. haha i better remember to bring it man.. aahz.. my eye likes to get so dry.. ahhz..

anyway. tired liao zao lo!

suddenli i realised i very long never blogged.. anywayto continue abt the chalet.. well the thing is that it happened so long ago.. but i still feelike blogging abt it.. the day after me and nigel slept until like 12 but in the middle samuel come andfight with me so i throw him on the bed and the bed broke.. haha than he came back to put the nail polish on my eyebrow.. cos i told joanne to put on his toes and fingernails.. or issit he jealous that i too handsome:D! haha! after that played pool again than came back for the bbq.. which there was realli alot of food la not i wanna sya.. but bec's sista can realli be a future waitress.. haha.. she after everything i eat she will like come and change plate for me and nigel. haha just sitting there and slack.. in the end the gals say we very lazy.. but hey! we are helping by eatin the food rite! if not it shall all go to waste.. so in a way.. we complement each other! those that like to eat supporting those that like to cook! hah!

after which i dunno wad realli happened but me and vic ended up at the side of the pond and tok kok until like 9 or sth.. toked abt lots of things.. abt how our group came together.. and stuff.. than look at cloud and think of sumthign that looks like it.. haha.. well.. i realised that vic quite a nice person to tok to actualli.. shes one of those that i can realli tok to even if alone.. i reali miss her man.. her lufter! she can luff at any lame joke i say lorhz... and her way of toking and luffin is definately relaxing and open.. those her-her-her... hee-hee-hee... haa-haa-haa type.. makes me feel good toking to her.. ok i shall stop here if not peepz think i realli like her or sth... gah.. i shall explain.. i miss her cos shes in arts fac now and we dont hang out liao.. AT ALL! kanasai! not like sam lips ling bec nigel all these... still can tok kok together.. kanasai! gah!

anyway.. induction programme totalli sucked.. made to be in the sun and do sum jumping jacks.. kanasai.. my og still qutie ok.. got hongrui and xinyan and javier and eugene all these nice peepz to tok to..

having a new class noe.. 05S75.. lots of nice and sporty peepz and i think it will realli be good.. but i realli am missing everyone that i used to hangout with.. nigle vic lipz faith ling bec frola sam jo and others.. haiz. missed telling them rubbish.. now i hafta start again to build a crappy reputation.. than i can be myself and tok kok.. if not if i say wrong things and become the class loser.. i will just rot for the next 1.75 yrs.. of course i will be trying ot werk hard... thats cos i haf like disappointed my mom and myself.. my goal! 4 A lvls A and one gp distinction...

friday was a realli sad day for me though.. jonathan came back from rj to sa.. and i am overwhelmed with deep feelings and enpowered by my thoughts.. 4 yrs of frenship as fellow classmates in secondary sku.. it jsut hafta end this way when he went to rj.. missed the good times spend with pey yann and isaac.. hope the future holds great prospects for all of us! cheers!

zao lo