Thursday, September 30, 2004

heh... imma back sia at last.. hahz at last prelims finish liaoz.. and most of my results back liaoz.. i got nth to say abt my result..except wad William Hung said : "i haf done my best and thus i haf no regrets at all". hahaz...okee doke.. so let me update update yoo abt my results sia.. hahz..


e.maths--- B4 but begged until B3

a.maths--- B4.. dint bother to beg

combine humans---- B4.. but i think not bad cos i gave it up and dint study much.. onli like for 1 hr altogether.. ahhz sumore my source base section miracle sia.. 17 for ss and 18 for hist.. but SBQ i think smoke until oso pass.. so i think o lvl i just nid to PRACTISE!! the word is PRACTISE.. haha

chem--- B4... haha looks like i am realli liking 4 sia.. haha.. but i darn care.. ahzh.. actualli i think chem this result.. 63.. rather good liaoz lorhz.. aah cos... all thanks to God.. i made an imprvement of 30 marks since abt 2 weeks ago the common test.. haha so i go and find mrs seck to beg for marks.. i said i studied that y i got so much improvement.. than i want a b3.. hahaz.. sumore i find one point she forget to give.. hah.. so she tell me to write a contract saying tht one week at least give her one chem exam paper.. both paper 1 and 2.. to mark lorhz.. hahz. of course i on la.. hahz..

Languages--- on got back half half paper onli.. so dunno the whole thing.. update tml or sth liddat.. hahz...

normal chinese--- a1

art--- not back yet.. i am hoping its an a1 cosi realli putted in alot of effort lorhz... God pls help!!


decided.. i think i might make it into jc thats all.. either i go to sajc or some jc in te east.. but oso opening my options to other jcs esp near my granny house like ajc or sth liddat.. cos got good food in that area.. and can save money by chionging grandma house and eat.. heh heh.. ok la just joking although that option still open.. haha most likely i aiming for sa bah! hahz..

been sleeping alot there few days.. hais.. bad sia.. hahz....



CALEB LIM!!! THIS TIME OF THE YEAR STILL SLEEPING!?!?!?

are yoo my conscience? haha..Aiyah realli cannot help it la.. used more braincells in the pass 3 weeks than i have used in the last 16 yrs of my life.. sumore last time got judo cannot take nap.. now must xiang Fu wads.. hahaz

EH BUT O LVLS SO NEAR LIAO LEHZ.. THAT TIME 3 MTHS LEFT WAD YOO PROMISED? WAD DID YOO ACHIEVED?

aiyah that time 3 mths left i said i will study when judo nationals finish rite? i studied marh but just ended up fallin asleep onli marh.. but still got study rite? yeah.. but now since one mths left.. cannot study much liao.. going to get shit results.. must y dun study rite.. ahhz.. relax la.. haha fail oso wun die rite.. hahz...

EH HOW CAN YOO...

AIYAH!!shudup la! i wanna go and sleep liao..




haha well basically thats just wad happened.. hahz.. eh i wanna go and do werk liaoz.. i bluffed my conscience that i wanna go and sleep hahz.. cya ...

zao lo.. hahz.


Sunday, September 26, 2004

http://s8.invisionfree.com/Forum_of_Tuition_Inn

this is the addy of my tuition the forum page.. heh.. lost it when i was like redoing my blog skin.. hahz...

for now.. cya. hafta prepare fro the last 3 days of my examinations.. haz.. thaln i got one mths without tuition.. hahahz...

heh i gtg liao having tuition now.. haz

zao lo...

Saturday, September 18, 2004

aiyah sorry wolv.. been realli bzbz preparing for prelims.. actualli not bz preparin... its more like.. busy THINKING that i am preparing for the prelims.. haiz. .i admit abit hardwerking lateli.. but more like doing one paper everyday.. as in chem paper 1 and those stuff.. ya.. sianz..

pia tuition dese few days.. one shot everytime got for like 4 hrs at least.. sianz lorhz... i think i screwed up my e maths although mrs teng say my maths still not bad.. but horhz.. i think if i dun make it into hcjc i think i go and werk for the first 3 mths liao.. i should realli get some werk experience lorhz.. hahaz.. sumore got money can go and buy my camera.. hahaz..

today went to tuition and did some physics.. than mr fong helped me print a picture of kakashi doing his chidori.. hahaz zai..it was spose to be copyrighted but horhz..sumhore mr fong managed to use copy screen to do sum stuff.. aiyah actualli nth much la.. just using it for myself ma.. dun think infringe copyright rule.. anyways.. printed it out on good quality paper than mr fong told me to laminate it.. haahz....

prelims haf not been a breeze.. chem prac not realli well.. but better than expected.. than horhz the physcis prac the whole sku screwed it up.. its like.. totalli no time one lorhz.. oh yarh.. i almost screwed up qinghua the physics prac cos the resister i forget to take out.. haiz.. and yongx screwed up pey yann's one.. and he was like darn angry.. haiz... than my emaths and ingrish and chinese paper one.. haiz.. good thing ss come out switzerland sia... hahaz

been realli empty all dese while recenetly... i felt the presence of God leaving me.. normalli at this time of the year he normalli does this cos i usualli start to take him for granted.. and haf been doupting his love for me..although i still turned out quite ok.. He had onli been showing me his material concerns for me. like just making me feelike doing comic drawing one day than the next day i realised i could use wad i learn the day b4 to do storyboard.. haha this is more than incidental.. but wad i desire is his LOVE! that FEEL i FELT when i was abt 6 mths ago.. or was is 7.. argh.. but today the ypm the illume not bad.. esp the praise and worship.. i felt that feeling once again.. but i couldnt hold it.. my mind started to wonder.. haiz.. but today was ok larhz..

going to do physics lo... haiz..

zao lo

Saturday, September 11, 2004

oopz long time no put song online liaoz.. i mean the lyrics... haah huanghao send me one list to songs to help him dL.. haha ok i upload the lyricss.. so wolv.. dun say yoo bored liao horhz.. hahaz.. at first i dun like them but hear longer i fell in love with em.. been playing over the radio one hahaz..

Maroon 5 - She will be loved

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

And She will be loved
And She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

She will be loved (repeated)

Please don't try so hard to say good bye.








Damien Rice -- Cannonball

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on

Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer EACH DAY
Still I can't SAY what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer TO ME
So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know







Dreams
by Diana Degarmo

Album :
Submitted by : Michael
Corrected by : diana carter



Dreams are just dreams
When their stuck inside your head
And all it takes
is a little help from you
you kno its true

that dreams are real
when you see wat i see
and you feel it too

we took the longest raod just to make it harder
lets do all again it only makes us stronger

Dreams i guess were just made of dreams
nothing else matters as long as we believe
im lookin at you
and i see my life
passing before my eyes
and when the journeys over
and all dreams come true

ill dream of yoooooooooouuu
your the one that keeps my hope alive
my vision clear
ill spend my life with you
caught our fear well make it throughhhh

nothign else matters as long as we beleive
im lookin at you and i see my life
passing before my eyes
and when the journeys over
and all my dreams come true

Ill dream of yoooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Il dream of youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
il dream of youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu





Don't Cry Out Loud (Single)
by Diana Degarmo

Album :
Submitted by : themessenger
Corrected by :



Baby cried the day the circus came to town
Cause she didn't want parades just passing by her
So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown
While she danced without a net upon a wire
I know a lot about her cause you see
Baby is an awful lot like me

Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside
and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall
remember you almost had it all

Baby saw that when they pulled that big top down
They left behind their dreams among the litter
And the different kind of love she thought she crowned
There was nothing left but sawdust and some glitter
But baby can be broken cause you see
She had the finest teacher that was me
I told her:

Don't cry out loud
just keep it inside
and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall
remember you almost had it all

Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside
oh and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall
remember you almost made it

Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside
And learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall
remember you almost had it all








I Believe-Diana Degarmo
by Diana Degarmo

Album :
Submitted by : Trung Bui
Corrected by : Carla Salata



Oh oh oh yeah
Have you ever reached a rainbow's end?
Did you find your pot of gold?
Ever catch a shooting star?
Tell me how high did you soar.
Ever felt like you were dreaming,
just to find that you're awake?
cause the magic that surrounds you,
can lift you up,
and guide you on your way.

I can see it in the stars across the sky.
I dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before now I finally realize.
See I've waited all my life for this moment to arrive,
and finally,
yeeeaaaah,
I believe in the impossible,
if I reach deep within my heart, yeah
Overcome many obsticle,
won't let this dream fall apart
see i strive to be the very best,
shine my light for all to see.
Cause anything is possible,
When you believe.
yeah, yeah
dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
now I finally realize
I've waited all my life for this moment to arrive
and finally
I believe
yes I believe
ooooh yeah
love keeps lifting me higher
lifting me higher
love keeps lifting me higher
I said love keeps lifting, love keeps lifting me higher
I said love keeps lifting me higher (repeat)






ok thats all for now folks.. tune in... to news radio BELAC for more info abt caleb's fav sogns.. hahaz..

zao lo

Friday, September 10, 2004

wed went to maths and got abt sad cos got test.. i hate mock test.. than after that mrs teng helped me to print out all the revision worksheets so that i can go home and do larh.. went to art and got abit the screwed la.. all my project days prep all neber do one lorhz... but good thing my o lvl project do until bewi good.. even the chers and the pass year the aep students oso say bewi good.. and one of them oso say that it is better than the mediacorps.. haahz..zai.. but all the prep.. suckc...

went to daniel the house to stay after tuition.. but b4 that i went to tampines mart the mac to study with daniel and his fwens.. than i realised that one of the a maths question is flawed.. so sad i spent like so long on it.. but nvm went back to daniel house and pia... until 4 am ...and than i cooked instant noodles... super nice lorhz.. me and daniel share.. actualli want more but too late liao so onli 2 packets of instant noodles:

2 packets of instant noodles.. mee goreng flavour
1 can of spicy pork cube a.k.a rou ding
1 packet of macdonald curry
1 packet of macdonald BBQ sauce
2 eggs...
some sesamee oil...


ok wolv shant tell yoo how i prepared.. go find it our yourselve...hahz..

ok than thursday. went to dental appt.. but dentist say no original retainers.. so cancelled the appointment come back 2 weeks later..so i go to city hall to study la.. since daniel and aunty grace they all going dere to eat later.. so now... when i was sitting dere studying chinese.. a man approached me.. and asked for the way to esplanade...

being the kind soul i pointed to him the direction.. but he wanted me to bring him dere.... so i ok lorhz packed my stuff and brought him along.. than when we at the city link.. got one way is straight to esplanade.. i tell him walk straight can liao.. he still wanted me to follow... so i ok lorhz.. just follow.. he toked to me abt his life.. than he is a fillipina working in Singapore and now he meetin his gf at esplanade bay.. tok tok tok.. than we reached the basement.. i wanted to go liao but i haben tell him bye so i wanted to tell him bye.. but he wanted me to follow.. than we walked until this part can see coconut trees.. than i stooped and tell him i wanna study at the library upstairs.. but he wanted me to follow..all the way to the coconut trees.. to wait for his gf WIH HIM! dang.. now the dusgusting part come.... i was like.. studying on my own.. than he wanted me to sit beside him.. i tot there was nth wrong with sitting next to him but i dint move cos bewi mah fun.. than he keep toking and than he like frenly tugged me to his sit dere la.. i was like dang tired... neber sleep much.. sorry and hungry.. so i just suibian lorhz.. but i felt sth amiss liaoz.. than he kissed me on the cheeck... ok i tot it was a filipino gesture of frenship so when he tell me to kiss him back i kiss but a fast one.. cos that guy.. for goodness sake.. dont clean his face.. so oily... than he kissed me one more time.. i feel super farni liao.. than started to flatter me say i bewi kind.. i mean ya duh... I AM WAITING FOR YOUR GF AND I DUN EBEN NOE YOUR MOTIVE... but nvm. than started to say that i am his best fren in Singapore.. its like HEY I DUN EBEN NOE YOUR NAME AND YOUR GENDER PREFERENCE... than he started to treat me like his gf... saying he bewi tired cos i made him walk so long from city hall to esplanade bay.. pls la i dint eben wanna follow.. than he asked me if i tired i say no.. so he touched my calve he say i strong.. lame.. of course duh... than he oso tried alot of times to put my head on his shoulder.. WAD THE HECK!... than he kissed me again.. but i noticed his kisses gets nearer to my mouth.. so i resisted and looked at him in a farni way.. than suddnely .. pulled out my hp as if someone smsed me and i "sms" back and than "somebody called me" and i said"okookok" and told that guy that my fren is waiting for me and i nid to leave (of course no one called me la.. but i was desperate to leave in a polite way).. but he pulled me back and say i could stay to eat lunch with him and his "gf".. well i was desperate.. and every gal from than onwards.. that i see from afar.. i ask if is his gf.. and ask if i can go. of course i tried to resist contact la.. than i requested to leave immediately cos "my fren reach liao".. he said.. 5 mins.. i argued until 2 mins.. and superly looked at hp and made sure that it was onli 2 mins.. and when times up.. faster zao... oh my goodness....

dang.. i felt molested or sth..but good thing i am a boy..a fitter than normal boy.. and i could stand up and leave or worse... beat that guy up.. but imagine.. the coconut trees there almost no one one.. had i been a gal. i might haf been raped or sth even worse.. and given my personality.. i am ok by the time i eat lunch just now cos lunch was nice... but ifis some no self esteem gal.. wow it might spell the end for her man... mebbe after all i should thank God for giving me this open character.. taking things lightly or sth..haiz...

went to dan's house to sleep after lunch cos i realli dang tired..wake up and played badminton with his classmate.. him... caleb kelvins.. another guy ... and a gal called pauline.. ok quite fun la.. i guess i am inclined to sports.. than went back and watched SG idol.. quite ok some of them realli got strong voices.. than i zao home.. and now typing blog.. hahz..

zao o...

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

arghz.. not bad sehz.. sunday watched the yi tian tu long ji.. quite nice seh.. the zhang wuji ji li hai.. hahaz..ok anyway.. i bought a boxer.. or issit a box short... aiyah just sum underpants.. wah.. first time i wear man.. so shiok.. so cooling... esp at home.. onli wear it.. its like aircon.. hahz.. shiok sehz.. than quite nice too.. got one scooby doo picture.. haahz.. but its ex lorhz.. 8 dollars.....

oh yar.. got one classmate of mine i realli cant stand him liao.. hes the tallest in my class.. he acts like hes the big brudder... i just dropped his book wad.. if he want me to apologise i will lorhz.. spit water at me for wad.. just cos he scolded me the f werd and i said ..."you wont want to".. than he spit.. he think he bewi tall can qi fu me issit.. i was realli boiling lorhz.. if i wasnt holding my box i would haf whacked back.. so insulting lorhz.. and sumore after spitting he faster siam.. of course he noe he did sth wrong rite.. sumore when his fren fighting he wont go and help.. when its his turn to do duty he dont do... whole day sit dere complain and recycle his jokes.. even i oso try to upgrade my joke every so often.. haiz.. people harr.... at lesat james although he hang out with sam i respect him more than anyone than hate sam.. cos he has a kind heart.. and oso james is not a hypocrite..haiz.. people dere days...so corrupted..

got a new email addy for email liaoz.. its at gmail.. 1000mb free.. onli werks by invitataion.. haha so cool i got invited by my fwen.. hahaz zai... and today i finally went for a run.. at least 4 km..than got this gal running too.. quite chio but run rather.. gurly.. haha of course la shes a gal.. but.. abit clumsy la hahaz.. basically my conscience suddenly hit me.. i looked into the mirror and saw a fat monster. hahz.. no more the hard hard protein.. hahz..so i went to run.. feel so shiok now.. hahz.. but abit tired la.. hahz....

ok.. i hope mr fong realli buy the mobile hard disk quickly for me.. than upload all the narutos.. hahaz. shiok man.. liddat all 99 episodes.. can chiong liao.. hahaz.. aiyah today is a high productive day.. hahaz cya manz.. basking in my productivity..

zao lo hahz..

Sunday, September 05, 2004

went back to sku on chers day.. to go for the physics lesson.. sat in front row and played bounce on my hp.. hah... not that i dun wanna listen.. but horhz.. i realli tired lehz.. haiz.. i feelike i lettin down mrs kee lorhz sianz.. haben do a single physics paper yet.. haiz..than went to the thai noodles house.. one bowl of noodles noe filling one.. although quite nice.. than the chendol so small abt one small bowl.. 1.50 liaoz.. eat our money one lorhz...sianz..

went home and wanted to study la.. but ended up sleeping when i reading my Lit text book.. I Am The King Of The Castle... by susan hill..spose to read finish long time ago but i so slack.. now than started reading.. eh lit and the book.. realli super duper borng manz.. cant imgaine wad will happen if i go to the humanities programmes in huanchong.. haiz..went to tuition and back hahz.. meisi neber com cannot lame with her..

thursday is a happy day.. cos i totalli canot remember that this week got a thursday.. amnesia.. mebbe i was doing revision.. who neos oh yar.. remember liaoz.. my class got the worse in maths and a maths for the whole level... mr hon flashed it on the screen.. haiz..

friday.. got Ep3 appreciation ... for all the champions and runne ups for this year the sports and uniformed groups.. zai again.. eat alot of nice stuff.. and first time i meet with my teammates on a grand scale this week.. sure missed them man.. when we went up the stage.. i was still tellin huanghao wad a bad show the alien vs predator was.. haahz.. zai.. in front of everyone.. haahz.. than got this carabeena momento on top got clock one.. hahaz.

went to chem lesson than went to meeting with the principal.. he wanted to see our class and inquire abt our bad results.. ji sianz.. haiz.. in the end.. nth much.. just tell us focus on 6 subs for the prelims.. ahahaz..went home in shi jun the car again.. shure helped cos i got the box full of stuff to carry.. sianz..

sat went back to sku for yet another physics lesson.. than went to taka library to study with joyce jie and her fren... her fren quite preeti.. although not realli slim.. but she looked sweet.. onli dared to glimpse at her.. than do maths..she looked like a chinese...but got an indian bf.. at first she say is her tuition cher... but a tuition cher come all the way to taka library to teach her maths? haha so mst be bf la.. but i jing jing.. haha..in the end...i amanged to solve an easy question that her "tuition cher" cant solve... abit bogus la.. if i were the gal i would say is ingrish ttuition cher instead.. hahaz.. but turned out shes not a pure chinese.. shes a mixed blood.. ithink half indian.. thats y i heard her speak indian.. and i tot.. wow.. or issit malay...

went to church got free food to eat...

sunday..nice day at church.. kids are nice and fun.. haha just love them man.. hahaz.. than i went to tuition.. pia 4 hrs.. and did abt 10 a maths sums.. quite ok lorhz.. hahaz..was toking and toking.. one thing abt me is that i dont take the initiative to tok to gals face to face.. i just rattle to my tuition cher/fren and another student joined in.. haha.. not bad la she.. quite nice lookgin although not my taste.. hahaz. quite a nice gal though..that joins in conversations.. hahaz..when she first started to chip into our conversation i was like.. wow~ hahaz..

found out a new way to make mr fong come to my aid asap.. esp when he with other female student.. grrr... let me tell yoo wolv.. yoo noe everytime tuition got play soothing music rite.. just make it louder ans softer and louder and softer can liao.. haha apparently he got quite annoyed.. hha but still served its purpose.. ahhaz

went to poh poh house.. today food quite nice..than watched the yi tian tu long ji.. haha zhang wuji darn zai manz.. ahahz.than i went home.. with daniel than we shared a cup of freezed cuppuchino and one bar of choc.. nice seh.. hahaz..

come back do chem lrhz.. sian.. o lvls... sucks...

zao lo...