wow suddenly like no pressure from skool.. not a single piece of homework i think i haf done this year.. haha.. so shuang.. all play.. ok abit study larh.. ermz.. juz read one ov my fwen's blog.. am realli surprise how vulgar sumone can get when dey are angry.. esp since that gal dun realli speak in zat way.. hahaz but heck.. at least i had kept to my resolution of not speaking vulgarities.. ok.. at least ingrish vulgarities larh.. abit of dialect one.. still trying to change.. hahz.. yeah and this song had been in my heart for a long time.. enjoy~


key: G

Title: To The Ends of the Earth

Artist: i dunno.. but might find out if haf time.. hahaz.. mebbe its someone from hillsongs?

Em C G D Em
Love unfailing, overtaking my heart
C G Em
your take me in again
C G D Em
Finding peace again, fear is lost in who you are
Bm Em
And i could give the world to tell your story
C
cause i know that you've called me
G
i know that you've called me
Bm Em
i lost myself for good within your promise
C D
i wont hide it, i wont hide it

[chorus]

Jesus i believe in you
and i would go
to the ends of the earth
to the ends of the earth, for you
alone are the Son of God
and all the world will sing
that you are God, you are God

Lord of heaven and earth X2
Hallelujah! To the Lord of heaven and earth X3

eh paiseh the rest of the chords nxt time than i update.. hahaz.. abit i forgotten liaoz..

zao lo..

jaja..hmmz.. rather bad lately..when i go to church to serve i dread abit.. cos of her.. dunno wads her prob.. its onli a prank marh.. and i didnt tarnish her image even.. why must she get so fed up.. till she channelled all her frustration on me even though i am not the onli one i the wrong.. y does she critisise my positioning of shoes so loud that the younger kids could hear the anger in her vouce.. why does she hafta come straight at me just to tell me to siam.. and also just to kick me in the leg..

haiz.. than i remembered at Isaiah.. God said sth abt using enemies to cleanse us.. make us better.. well shes not my enemy.. just someone that is bewi angry.. good thing i was in the wrong abit.. if not i think i would haf counter attack regardless shes a gal.. cos she learn some martial arts.. which is not spose to be used in hurting peepz.. esp me.. and sumore.. shes 2 yrs younger than me.. i mean.. who cares rite..nvm.. i shal try to avoid her like i avoid anyone that does sth i dun like.. just like my bro and father.. haiz.. dun wanna get into harm's way manz..

tada.. God bLeZz me.. i dunno wad the heck i writing this for but i felt better avter tis..

zao lo

yeah rather another short and sweet entry.. dun realli haf much time dis year.. so instead ov writing wad i did.. i think my tots.. they are more impt.. although i will still tell everyone that i watched school of rock.. realli nice show.. and THE LAST SAMURAI... on 21st jan.. day b4 actual opening.. wah i waz spose to watch it again today but my cg leader could not get a com to book online.. and could not call through despite countless tries.. hahaz...

i noticed God had realli blessed me.. i had planned to give God a portion of my money and he had blessed me back in return.. in other areas.. i realli want God to werk is...

1. service and testimonies
2.studies
3.relationships ~onli fwenship~no bgr b4 21 i hope
4.judo

yupz.. thats abt all b4 i go to read my bible b4 i have a nice long conversation with God.. yeppz..for zose out dere and ^ dere.. hahaz.. God bless.. and if u haf time.. just say 3 extra words in your prayers.. a lousy request but nevertheless.. meaningful to me.. "God bLess Caleb".. yeah thx God fer u guyz.. and u wolv =D

well dint realli haf much time so i am for once making my entry short and hopefully.. sweet.. nth realli edifying is taking place in my spiritial life.. an fact.. i feelike the same routine is coming back.. when i hang out with my fwens.. i started to scold stuff like kanasai.. which is quite nth much now.. but its a step to the utmost vulgarities at the june~october period.. its like the earth going round the sun.. sometimes its hot.. sometimes its cold.. same with me.. i am feelin lukewarm now.. and i am realli trying to find back the fire that was in me beraly a mth ago.. ok i am realli trying bewi hard so i realli hope to be prayed for.. hahaz.. yeah tis year bewi impt..got o lvls... one impt year i cant go abt doing my normal routine ov leaving God.. iv i gotta survive this year i gotta do it with God..

am realli stressed out.. i haf been sleeping at abt 2130 everyday cos of my 5 minute breaks which ends up abt until the nxt morining.. well.. stress is indeed settling into my life.. i bedda get used to it.. well.. dun realli think i can..ok wait.. ithink i haf a verse for myself... Proverbs 3:3,5~6

Let not mercy and truth forsake you; trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways aknowledge him, And he shall direct your paths.

zao lo haf a fun and blessed week..=D cny week hope got lots ov angbao.. =D

Well.. the new year is ahead ov me.. ok.. actually.. 1 week passed liaoz.. I dint really felt anything much.. skool is fun.. firzt time in life I actually love skool and lesson time.. well mebbe cos now.. we haf 9 x 40 mins periods.. out of which 2 periods iz recess and lunch respectively.. hahaz.. ample time to eat.. shit and slp.. and well.. enuff time to stroll back.. and start playing chapteh or guitar in a totally AIR-CONED classroom.. hahaz wow.. checkit out manz.. AIRCONED.. hohoho.. makes it lks better than my house u noe.. and with the guitar.. haha.. at last me iz learning new songs.. hohoho..and I noe how to play bar chords at last though still not zat goot.. hahaz.. lks like skool will be fun (minus the studies part) … ok a new year.. lets set some new resolutions…

1. Love God
2. serve God
3. study well
4. play well
5. slack not well
6. prelims score= 6.00
7. get into skool team
8. if I get into skool team.. clinch the 9th consecutive b boys team gold together with teammates..
9. bring more to Christ
10. learn to play better guitar.
11. run more..

well that’s abt all fer zer new year up ahead.. but seriously.. I do hope zat der rapture happens faster.. somewhere btw today and tml.. juz avter I pray.. than I wana go to heaven and forget abt studying.. hahaz..

went to watch skool ov rock yesterday.. zer show rawks man.. it’s abt a rocker.. zat was kick outa a band.. than he went to teach in a primary skool with a fake identity.. and den used the primary skool kids to play awesome rack songs.. hahaz. Ok reali nice larh the story.. so slack rite sec 4 stillc an watch movie.. well mebbe cos firzt week not so hiong.. but nxt term iz like.. 5 times trng a week.. so I better watch out man.. hahaz..

oh yar.. lets tok abt my ministry… I feel abit guilty not serving God.. got a sorta wake up call when john told me to be assist leader in camp.. so when sean arsked me to help in children ministry I readily said yes..well.. at least I have zer promise zat God wil me faithful to those who serve him..so I mma giving my bez fer tiz.. hahaz..u should see man.. I am lking avzer zose 4~6 years old one larh.. dey sooOOOooOooo cute sehz.. I remember got one kuestion.. iz a yes and no question.. and dey took like more than half a minute to answer it.. cos half will go YES and the other half go NO.. hahaz.. haiz.. but agreed should take a lot ov patience..mebbe that’s y Imma in children’s ministry…but onething I dun really like.. I cant take part in firzt service liaoz.. jia sad.. cos firzt service I like.. second service iz bilingual.. not really appeal to me larh.. hmmz ok tml got trng leh.. and sumore needa write sum testimonials.. hahz cay than wolv

zao lo

2003 I could say.. waz quite a meaningful year to me.. it waz a year which I decided to werk hard.. and well I could at last taste some fruits ov my labours.. it waz also a year.. I admit.. which passed too fast for notice.. dint really won any medals thiz year… but anyway.. how could I win any medals with a batch ov seniors zat are really goot? studies wise.. I haf tried my bezt in like… 15 years? Oh well.. God iz a faithful God.. bLessed me according to my labour.. also.. it waz 2003 the December.. starting from CYLTC.. tat I really experience God.. or at least I remember larhz.. and I am still bewi filled with God’s Love.. hallelujah.. serving the Lord my God is ever so fun and nice.. and now I am serving in zer children ministry.. where dere iz cute cute children.. feeling like I am sorta like.. an older brudder? Hahaz.. well.. a bewi old brudder bah.. hahaz..but I feel like I still haft is pride in me.. not zat I h8 it.. but it makes me seems proud… indeed in am trying to love the weak hearted.. and the Malaysians and all.. I do haf my flaws.. I am changing..but not for any gal.. juz so peepz ard me will see Christ in me… lking at zer past.. 2003… some events I could onli lk at it and fell guilty zat I did not do a gr8 job.. I dint trained well… and God had punished me.. just as his words haf said…

Proverbs 24:33~34 [ A little sleep, a little slumber, a little folding of the arms to rest—and poverty will come your way like a bandit and scarcity like an armed man. ]

This verse is not exaltly comforting.. but it iz to me a promise..as a lit student.. I could infer that… hahaz. Okok.. jkjk.. well but God’s words.. this verse.. says zat iv I do my best.. poverty will not come my way..that includes terms like… studies and judo.. at least fer this year Imaa gonna chiong all liaoz.. ok larh.. I might not haf stamina.. but from the Lord I will draw strength.. dere is thiz song I sing.. these few dayz.. I really like it.. although it abit old.. goes like.. “u are my strength when I am weak.. u are the treasure that I seek.. u are my all in all…” yeah.. its simple larh.. but heck.. I really likit.. I love singing songs now a days… and songs are all Christian.. hahaz.. I am on fire fer God.. cos I love Him and neber wants to leave him =D.. so brudders and sistaz in Christ.. and those Aliens from Christ.. lets start the year rite.. even though we might be going through the hardest year in our lives.. like taking O levels.. let us still put God and His ministries firzt.. God bless those who fear him… and wadeva results.. good or bad.. I will still use it to glorify God’s name.. =D Amen..

zao lo..

Blog intented fer 29th dec 2003

Hey yo wolv.. long time no see.. how haf u been? Missed me? Bet u do.. cos I neber tell u story for like.. since last yeart rite =D .. paiseh I really got a lot ov things to type lehz.. firzt its abt judo camp…

Wah I tell u sth bewi embarrasising.. u noe firzt day ov the judo camp? Yeah.. we went to bukit timah hill to do pt lorhz.. it waz like.. 2 hrs? aw man.. so tuff.. I really dun likit.. anyway.. b4 zat.. I wanted to go and shit.. but in the end I decided the toilet too dirty.. so I juz farted… the pt waz really tuff manz.. and I really h8 it.. although dere waz shade all zer way.. air waz real fresh.. and did a lot of sideways and frogjump.. made my legs go jelly… anyway.. I waz on my way bak to skool avter the murderous pt.. when I told my team mates my utmost uncomfort… and I jokin told dem zat my asshole had accidentally vomited… went back to skool and check.. wah I really shitted in my pants.. ok larh.. not really embarrassing.. not that I felt it though..cos I went to bathe oso marh.. managed to clean myself up and fell comfy avzer zat.. hahaz.. and than I wrapped my pants in toilet paper.. ji zai.. u seee.. it’s a good thing God planned fer me not to bring madam kee’s present.. so my mom hadta come down all zer way to bring me zer prezzie.. than I cleverly put the soiled pants in zer plastic bag and gavit to her.. hope she likes the “presnt” I exchanged from her… hahaz..well cannot blame me marhz.. I juz cant helpit.. onli wanted to fart lehz.. sumore bukit timah toilet I dun trust it.. and sumore trng waz so tuff lorhz.. hahz.. trng waz abit tuff larh firzt day.. got sidejerk all zose although I missed all ov em.. hahaz..cos I went to pik the present.. hahaz..had BBQ zat nite.. to sent away mrs kee.. and to welcome a new cher in charge.. guy one.. oso do a lot ov martial arts one.. hahaz ji zai.. bbq till late and did the “I am cow” dance…than the jc seniors did some show that waz plain fun and lame.. as wad I like it to be.. hahaz… oh yeah did I tell u.. me and hin made fun ov zer whole seniors batch.. eben peicheng.. with the 9 card trick.. and the 1st stop 2nd stop and coin trick… and learned 3 more.. the open-close..bang bang.. and chocolate and milk zat one.. hahaz..

2nd day waz orientation.. hin and puiseng had a brain wave and everyone hadta throw us.. all the sec onez.. hahz.. ji sad.. their very UNstandard throws are really more pain than the throws that we had in trng.. and even worse.. I had to go against my conscience to say that they haf talent and their throws are good.. juz so zat dey can enter judo and be made our slaves to win back the C div gold =D hahaz.. saw Kevin.. my tuition fwen.. well that iz one guy I think had REAL talent though..i recommended him anyway.. sorta pulled strings.. haaz…I think I gotta make sure zat he really end up in judo.. hahaz..

avter zer orientation.. miss mok walked in and scolded uz fer 1 hr.. ji sad.. got niaoed fer the last minute banner I made.. hahaz..but at least that helped in dissolving one hr ov trng time.. hahaz..avter trng went to bukit timah maket with hin.. cs… hh.. jit neng..thomas..puiseng.. and zer 4 sec 3 in seperatable sec 4 seniors from last year.. jun jie.. wei ming.. and william.. avter zat went to hin’s house and stay larh…

well.. hin’s kuzzin is surprisingly chio.. I meant the got figure that one larh.. not the big one sittin in front ov zer tv.. the chio one zer name iz Lia Agustina.. or sounds sth liddat.. and when cs saw her.. he was like…” hindarto.. hindarto… wads her name.. does she speaks ingrish? She got msn? How old iz she? Wad!! She dun speak ingrish..? nvm faster teach me.. or else.. do u haf a indo-engrish dictionary?” hahaz.. aw man.. he got love sick juz instantaneously… that iz so.. er.. hahaz..anyway.. I wasn’t interested in Lia.. yeah..

sth happened at hin’s house.. as u noe ok…I think I bedda not say the person’s name… but this gal.. she put on her nick and it says sth like.. guess hu is my new nick…*************.. 13 * lehz.. juz like my name…and a few dayz ago I think she oso dropped a few hints in the short fone call I had wif her..will but that’s besides the point.. point is.. my name got 13 chracters too… and I voiced my discomfort to cs and hin.. little did I noe.. dey like.. yank me outa my place.. and hin hold me so I carnot move.. while cs.. went to type stuff like..”I love u” in my convo with her.. well.. seriously I haf a goot impression ov her.. a crayzee one though but I can comfirm I dun love her.. not as a future gf zat iz.. and my personal principle iz I dun play or toy with peepz feelings…and I made a promise with God zat I shall not start any relationship until I finish my studies.. like.. say.. jc? Well I juz fell asleep while cs toked to her..and the more dey tok zer more I comfirm.. and I waz like.. well.. figity.. I iz experience it fer zer firzt time lehz.. but I kept my cool larh.. and acted asif nth happened..

nxt day trng.. Sunday sumore cannot go church.. I really admire William.. he stood up for God.. while I dint.. cos I reali wanted to go to church lehz..he fought for his belief.. I dint.. I am so bad.. God must haf been disappointed in me..

pt waz fun and I got tired at the minimal… tachiwaza waz fun.. learned tomoenage.. the one where I put my foot on one my opponent’s stomaches and roll on the floor just like kenn and ryu.. in street fighter.. haahz.. but ji sad avter lunch we did one hr ov heibi and all.. 6 x lengths each.. so tiring.. 1 hr lorhz..than avzer zat waz shiai.. competition.. oh yar did u noe.. I actually felt God’s presence drain away.. but I arsked for strength.. and I thorw jun jie.. my jc1 senior this year.. I throw him with my tai otoshi… it waz no points but the entering I did waz so fast I knew it waz not me.. it waz God..God and God alone could produce sth so miraculous… 2nd bout was with William quah.. sec 3 last year..he injured me but I managed to throw him.. no point too cos too low lvl throw..i could haf won larh.. but I told God b4 I played zat I am a peaceful person I juz want a draw.. hahaz.. and u noe.. God iz a faithful God.. we ran outa time so I dint hafta play the rest ov zer bouts.. I just get thrown bah ler..

avzer zat.. dinner actualli wanted to go home.. but we went to sum restaurant...puiseng. my senior.. he treat.. hahaz.. zai horhz.. but we pool sum money larhz.. abt 20 + bucks.. hahaz.. i could onli afford 2.60... in zer meantime... zer gal.. smsed me more sms to gimme more hints ov me az her crush.. like saying zat shez gonna jog seven rounds fer zat guy coz she thinks shez abit fat.. and zat her crush it from my skool... and alot ov otherz.. seriously i like.. already noe in my heart zat its me.. i juz wanna wait for her to confessed herself.. so i acted blurr again.. ji nrevous.. i dun wanna hurt her by rejekting her marhz.. well but nxt day when i went tuition she sorta comfirmed larh.. haiz.. but she later said dun bother abt her... well it seemed like a way out fer me from feeling so akward.. neber in my lifenoe.. so i took zer ez road larh.. haiz.. dunno did i hurt her anot.. so i arsked wendy aka zhao rong fer her suggestion.. cos i remembered shez quiet a goot listener AT TIMES... hahaz... she dint realli helped much but except to comfirm wit me when iz she gonna take her prezzie from me.. well i gavit to her zer nxt day lor..shez bit late as usual.. but i got my prezzie too.. itis a nice billabong shirt with a small collar.. and a bottle ov happiness..hahaz... than i went home than went to church fer zer co-workers nite than the stayober... which waz quiet a let down coz i dun getta watch "The Two Towers".. although the 5 mins worth of soccer was pretty good too.. hahaz.slp from 6 in jan 1 2004 to 9 oclock.. woked up and went home with aaron...

zao lo...nxt one coming up.. its a tribute to year 2003